Save Me From My Self Destruction
It's Party Time
***Chrissi's POV***
Like the little nosy bitch I am, I decided to walk over to them, and ask what's up. Until Gerard grabbed my shoulder, pulling me back.
"Let them have their alone time, babe. Come on. Let's go home so we can have our own." he smirked
I smiled and we left the club. On the way home, Gee had his hand on my thigh, gently rubbing it, which he knew drove me crazy. I kept giggling, which only made him tease me more. When we finally arrived home, he picked me up bridal style, and headed straight to the bedroom. He quickly closed the door, and we got under the covers.
****1 month later****
This time, I gladly didn't end up pregnant, which was a great relief. This month has been so hectic, I've barley been able to keep up with everything. First of all, I've gained back 90% of my weight, which leaves me at 105lbs. Gee still says I'm underweight, and he wants me to eat more, but I'm happy with it so I'm just gonna stay this way. Secondly, the wedding we've all been anticipating is tomorrow. Everything is prepared, and we're all looking forward to it. Hopefully I'll be able to look good in my dress. And lastly, Jessica and Frank have been dating for 3 weeks now. Honestly, they are such a cute couple. And I know they love each other with everything they have. I can see it in their eyes when they look at each other. It's so cute!
Tonight is our bachelor and bachelorette parties, so Gee and I started to get ready for that. I went into my closet, and picked out a tight black lace dress, and a pair of black converse. I don't care what anyone says. I need my converse. I walked into the bathroom, and did my hair and makeup. I did a soft curl on my newly dyed hair. I still had brown hair with blonde highlights, but I added blue ombre to the bottom, and my bangs. Gee helped me do it since he's surprisingly awesome at dying hair. I added a black eyeliner, giving myself cat eyes. I then applied a soft shade of pink lipstick.
"Stunning, as always." Gee said with a warm smile.
He was wearing a white dress shirt, with a black vest on top, with black dress pants, and his black converse. Yes, we're matching.
"And you look absolutely handsome." I pecked his soft lips
"I can't believe tomorrow I'll be making you my wife. I love you so, so much, Chrissi. And I want to thank you for making me the happiest man in the world. "
"I love you too, Gee. You're my other half. You complete me." I said with a smile. I could feel the tears of pure happiness escaping my eyes. He gently whipped away my tears with his thumb, and kissed my cheek.
"Would you like to have a dance with me before we're pulled away to party?" he laughed
"Why of course I would." I smiled
He turned on the music to a slow song. He then took my hand in his, and wrapped his other arm around my waist. I laid my head on this shoulder, and he rested his head on mine. He kissed the top of my head, and I kissed his neck. Then, the doorbell rang, interrupting us. Gee groaned and looked at me with apologetic eyes.
"We'll continue this tomorrow." he laughed. I nodded my head, and followed him to the door, where Frank and Jess were waiting for us to open it. As soon as Gee opened the door, Jess flung herself at me, engulfing me in an huge hug.
"Ohmygod, how's the little bride-to-be?!" she yelled, while jumping up and down
I giggled, and jumped with her
"She's super duper excited!" I squealed
Gerard and Frank just looked at us, and laughed at our stupidity.
"Aren't are ladies just the best?" Frank said, looking over at us
"They really are." Gee said with a grin
About 10 minutes later, everyone arrived, and it was time to go to our separate parties. Of course, all our friends wanted to be traditional, so Gee and I weren't allowed to see each other before the wedding.
"Come on, Chris! Let's go party!" my friend, Josie said tugging my arm. I laughed, and Gee came up behind me, spinning me around.
"Now I want all of you girls so take care of my baby, okay? If she get's damaged, I'm coming after all of you." he laughed. He spun me around so we were facing each other, and crashed his lips onto mine. The room went silent, and all eyes were on us.
"I'll miss you tonight, darling." he said
"I'll miss you too, babe."
"I can't wait to see you in you're beautiful dress tomorrow. Even though I have no idea what it looks like, I know you'll take my breath away."
Everyone "Awed" at us with smiles on their faces.
"And I know you'll look incredibly handsome. As always."
"I love you, Chris. Have fun tonight, okay?" he said placing his lips back on mine.
"I will." I giggled. You too. Have an amazing time. I love you with all my heart." he lifted my up, and spun me around again.
"Okay, I love you guys, and honestly I think this is the most adorable thing I've ever seen, but come on! Move your asses! IT'S PARTY TIME!" Josie yelled. I finally gave in, and headed off with them to one of my dearest friends, Katie's house, who would be holding the party. All the guys were at Frank's house, who was holding the bachelor party. When we got there, music was blasting, the drinks were out, and we were ready to have some fun.
***Gerard's POV***
When we arrived at a Frank's house, we all blasted music, played video games, and drank. Well everyone but me drank. Which was fine. We're all having fun, until the power goes out. Shit, we blew a fuse. Unfortunately now one knew how to fix that, so we had to spend the night, partying in the dark. Great. Gladly, we all made due with it. We lit as many candles as we could find, and just had a jam session. Since everyone at the party basically knew how to play an instrument or sing, it was pretty nice. By 3:00am, we were all beat, so a majority of us slept in Frank's basement, which was huge, and a couple other guys slept on the couches upstairs. Although I was tired as hell. I couldn't fall asleep. My mind kept racing with excitement for tomorrow. I decided to just close my eyes and try to relax, until I slowly drifted off to sleep.
***Chrissi's POV***
We spent a majority of the night talking in a big circle about girl things. Likes, dislikes, boys, of course. We also did stupid little games girls do at slumber parties, but they were still fun. Such as blind makeovers, and all that girly shit. We all had a really great time. We didn't end up sleeping until almost 5:30am. We all scattered around the house, a majority of us sleeping on the floor. I fell asleep thinking about nothing but tomorrow, and how magical it's going to be. My life is finally worth living..
Like the little nosy bitch I am, I decided to walk over to them, and ask what's up. Until Gerard grabbed my shoulder, pulling me back.
"Let them have their alone time, babe. Come on. Let's go home so we can have our own." he smirked
I smiled and we left the club. On the way home, Gee had his hand on my thigh, gently rubbing it, which he knew drove me crazy. I kept giggling, which only made him tease me more. When we finally arrived home, he picked me up bridal style, and headed straight to the bedroom. He quickly closed the door, and we got under the covers.
****1 month later****
This time, I gladly didn't end up pregnant, which was a great relief. This month has been so hectic, I've barley been able to keep up with everything. First of all, I've gained back 90% of my weight, which leaves me at 105lbs. Gee still says I'm underweight, and he wants me to eat more, but I'm happy with it so I'm just gonna stay this way. Secondly, the wedding we've all been anticipating is tomorrow. Everything is prepared, and we're all looking forward to it. Hopefully I'll be able to look good in my dress. And lastly, Jessica and Frank have been dating for 3 weeks now. Honestly, they are such a cute couple. And I know they love each other with everything they have. I can see it in their eyes when they look at each other. It's so cute!
Tonight is our bachelor and bachelorette parties, so Gee and I started to get ready for that. I went into my closet, and picked out a tight black lace dress, and a pair of black converse. I don't care what anyone says. I need my converse. I walked into the bathroom, and did my hair and makeup. I did a soft curl on my newly dyed hair. I still had brown hair with blonde highlights, but I added blue ombre to the bottom, and my bangs. Gee helped me do it since he's surprisingly awesome at dying hair. I added a black eyeliner, giving myself cat eyes. I then applied a soft shade of pink lipstick.
"Stunning, as always." Gee said with a warm smile.
He was wearing a white dress shirt, with a black vest on top, with black dress pants, and his black converse. Yes, we're matching.
"And you look absolutely handsome." I pecked his soft lips
"I can't believe tomorrow I'll be making you my wife. I love you so, so much, Chrissi. And I want to thank you for making me the happiest man in the world. "
"I love you too, Gee. You're my other half. You complete me." I said with a smile. I could feel the tears of pure happiness escaping my eyes. He gently whipped away my tears with his thumb, and kissed my cheek.
"Would you like to have a dance with me before we're pulled away to party?" he laughed
"Why of course I would." I smiled
He turned on the music to a slow song. He then took my hand in his, and wrapped his other arm around my waist. I laid my head on this shoulder, and he rested his head on mine. He kissed the top of my head, and I kissed his neck. Then, the doorbell rang, interrupting us. Gee groaned and looked at me with apologetic eyes.
"We'll continue this tomorrow." he laughed. I nodded my head, and followed him to the door, where Frank and Jess were waiting for us to open it. As soon as Gee opened the door, Jess flung herself at me, engulfing me in an huge hug.
"Ohmygod, how's the little bride-to-be?!" she yelled, while jumping up and down
I giggled, and jumped with her
"She's super duper excited!" I squealed
Gerard and Frank just looked at us, and laughed at our stupidity.
"Aren't are ladies just the best?" Frank said, looking over at us
"They really are." Gee said with a grin
About 10 minutes later, everyone arrived, and it was time to go to our separate parties. Of course, all our friends wanted to be traditional, so Gee and I weren't allowed to see each other before the wedding.
"Come on, Chris! Let's go party!" my friend, Josie said tugging my arm. I laughed, and Gee came up behind me, spinning me around.
"Now I want all of you girls so take care of my baby, okay? If she get's damaged, I'm coming after all of you." he laughed. He spun me around so we were facing each other, and crashed his lips onto mine. The room went silent, and all eyes were on us.
"I'll miss you tonight, darling." he said
"I'll miss you too, babe."
"I can't wait to see you in you're beautiful dress tomorrow. Even though I have no idea what it looks like, I know you'll take my breath away."
Everyone "Awed" at us with smiles on their faces.
"And I know you'll look incredibly handsome. As always."
"I love you, Chris. Have fun tonight, okay?" he said placing his lips back on mine.
"I will." I giggled. You too. Have an amazing time. I love you with all my heart." he lifted my up, and spun me around again.
"Okay, I love you guys, and honestly I think this is the most adorable thing I've ever seen, but come on! Move your asses! IT'S PARTY TIME!" Josie yelled. I finally gave in, and headed off with them to one of my dearest friends, Katie's house, who would be holding the party. All the guys were at Frank's house, who was holding the bachelor party. When we got there, music was blasting, the drinks were out, and we were ready to have some fun.
***Gerard's POV***
When we arrived at a Frank's house, we all blasted music, played video games, and drank. Well everyone but me drank. Which was fine. We're all having fun, until the power goes out. Shit, we blew a fuse. Unfortunately now one knew how to fix that, so we had to spend the night, partying in the dark. Great. Gladly, we all made due with it. We lit as many candles as we could find, and just had a jam session. Since everyone at the party basically knew how to play an instrument or sing, it was pretty nice. By 3:00am, we were all beat, so a majority of us slept in Frank's basement, which was huge, and a couple other guys slept on the couches upstairs. Although I was tired as hell. I couldn't fall asleep. My mind kept racing with excitement for tomorrow. I decided to just close my eyes and try to relax, until I slowly drifted off to sleep.
***Chrissi's POV***
We spent a majority of the night talking in a big circle about girl things. Likes, dislikes, boys, of course. We also did stupid little games girls do at slumber parties, but they were still fun. Such as blind makeovers, and all that girly shit. We all had a really great time. We didn't end up sleeping until almost 5:30am. We all scattered around the house, a majority of us sleeping on the floor. I fell asleep thinking about nothing but tomorrow, and how magical it's going to be. My life is finally worth living..
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14