Save Me From My Self Destruction
Let's Have Some Fun
****2 weeks later****
***Chrissi's POV***
Gladly, things are back to normal... for the most part. I gained back some of my weight. I'm at 98lbs now. Gee's been making me eat like crazy. I still struggle with accepting what happened to Kyles, but he's helped me through that every day. He's doing the same thing he did when Alice died. Not leaving my side until he knows I'm better. He's even starting to skip out on band practices. I mean I love him, but he really needs some time to himself. Especially when his band is counting on him.
"Hey Gee? Why don't you and the guys go do something tonight? Like a guys night out?"
"And leave you? I don't think so."
"Common Gerard! You've barley been out since you've been home. I can tell you're bored as fuck."
"Babe, I'm not bored! I have you."
"I know, but everyone needs time with their friends. I'm sure you do too."
"I mean.. Will you be okay on your own?"
"Yes, Gee. I'm doing better, and you know that."
"Yeah I know. I just don't want anything to happen to you. I love you Chris, that's all."
"I know you love me. And I love you too. But tonight, you hang out with your friends, okay? And don't worry I won't be alone. I'll do something with Jessica. Maybe Genni will wanna come with us."
"Alright. Make sure they take care of you." he joked
"You know it, Gee."
He left the room to call the guys, so I called Jess
"Hello?"
"Hey, Jess. Wanna do something tonight?"
"Of course. I'll be at your house in 10."
"Alright, Chris. Ray got tickets to a baseball game for Frank, Matt, Mikey and I, so I'm gonna go. You call me if you need anything, okay sugar?" Gee said walking back into the room
"Okay, Gee. Now go have fun."
"I mean it, baby. I don't want anything to happen to you. You're beautiful, you're perfect, you're amazing, and I love you. I can't stress that enough." he pecked my lips, put on his leather jacket, and left.
Right as Gee was leaving, Jessica came running in the house.
"Hey, my main bitch. What's up?" she joked and I giggled
"Eh nothing much. Wanna go into town or something? I've been meaning to take Genni somewhere but I haven't gotten the chance. Maybe she could come with us?"
"Uh, yeah sure.. But wait.. Then I have to act like a good influence." she pouted
"Don't worry. I'll drop her off at 7. Then we can go to a bar to find you a man!"
"Oh please. May I remind you, I have guys lined up at my mother fucking door." she joked
"Mhmmmm.." I laughed and she playfully hit my arm. "Common let's go."
I called Genni and told her I was coming to pick her up.
"Hey Chris. Sup Jess." she said as she got in the backseat of the car.
We blasted Smashing Pumpkins through the speakers as we drove. All of us singing to every word of every song.
When we got into town, we started heading for the coffee shop.
"So how was your day, Gen?" I asked
"It was actually pretty awesome. I kinda you know... met a guy." she giggled
"Aww that's awesome! What's his na-"
"Ohmygod is he hot?" Jess said cutting me off
"He's so hot!" Genni said. Then the both of them started fangirling together.
"Oh god you guys." I laughed
"What's his name?" I asked again
"Manny."
"Is he nice?" I asked
"Yep!"
"Oh well that's good. I'm happy for you."
I felt my phone buzzing so I excused myself and checked who it was. Gerard.
"Hey babe. What's up?" I said
"I just remembered how much I hate baseball." he laughed "Mind if the guys and I come and meet you guys in town?"
"Sure. Why not."
"Alright great. We'll be there in a few. Love ya."
I went back to the table, and told them the guys were coming. We sat around the coffee shop laughing at each other, when they arrived
"What's up, ladies?" Frank said
I looked over at Jess and saw her staring at Frank
"Hi. I'm Jessica." she said, sticking out her and.
"Why hello there, Jessica." he said while kissing her hand
She blushed and looked at me, and he smile got even wider.
"Holy shit, he's hot!" she mouthed, when he turned around. I looked over at Genni, and saw she looked quite bored. I should really drop her off cause I can already tell this night is going to be rated R.
"Hey, Gen? How about I drop you off?' she nodded her head
"Don't worry about it, Chris. I'll drop her off. I was planning on picking up Alicia and bringing her here anyway." Mikey said
The two of them left, and that's when things started to get crazy.
"How about we head off to a club?" Frank suggested. No one protested so we walked around town until we found one. When we got there, everyone started drinking except for Gee and I. Since he was sobber, I wanted to help him through it by not drinking around him. He and I got a small table, and everyone crowded around us, except for Frank and Jess. Where were they?
"Wanna dance, sugar?" Gee asked. I nodded and we headed to the dance floor and started dancing. Things got a little frisky when his hands started traveling down my back, until he found what he was looking for. My ass. I giggled as I felt his hands down there, and he pressed his lips on my neck, making sucking noises. Hickey time. Ray and Mikey wooed at us when they saw what was going on, and I gave them the finger in response. Gerard finally pulled away, and smiled at me.
"I think I know what you and I are gonna do when we get home tonight." he smirked
"Hmm sleep?" I teased
"Umm not what I had in mind." he laughed
"Oh really now. Well, what did you have in mind?"
"Well how about we go home, and I'll show you." he teased.
He grabbed my hand, and led me to the table where our things were. I looked over at a small booth that was not too far away from our table, and see Frank and Jess making out.
***Chrissi's POV***
Gladly, things are back to normal... for the most part. I gained back some of my weight. I'm at 98lbs now. Gee's been making me eat like crazy. I still struggle with accepting what happened to Kyles, but he's helped me through that every day. He's doing the same thing he did when Alice died. Not leaving my side until he knows I'm better. He's even starting to skip out on band practices. I mean I love him, but he really needs some time to himself. Especially when his band is counting on him.
"Hey Gee? Why don't you and the guys go do something tonight? Like a guys night out?"
"And leave you? I don't think so."
"Common Gerard! You've barley been out since you've been home. I can tell you're bored as fuck."
"Babe, I'm not bored! I have you."
"I know, but everyone needs time with their friends. I'm sure you do too."
"I mean.. Will you be okay on your own?"
"Yes, Gee. I'm doing better, and you know that."
"Yeah I know. I just don't want anything to happen to you. I love you Chris, that's all."
"I know you love me. And I love you too. But tonight, you hang out with your friends, okay? And don't worry I won't be alone. I'll do something with Jessica. Maybe Genni will wanna come with us."
"Alright. Make sure they take care of you." he joked
"You know it, Gee."
He left the room to call the guys, so I called Jess
"Hello?"
"Hey, Jess. Wanna do something tonight?"
"Of course. I'll be at your house in 10."
"Alright, Chris. Ray got tickets to a baseball game for Frank, Matt, Mikey and I, so I'm gonna go. You call me if you need anything, okay sugar?" Gee said walking back into the room
"Okay, Gee. Now go have fun."
"I mean it, baby. I don't want anything to happen to you. You're beautiful, you're perfect, you're amazing, and I love you. I can't stress that enough." he pecked my lips, put on his leather jacket, and left.
Right as Gee was leaving, Jessica came running in the house.
"Hey, my main bitch. What's up?" she joked and I giggled
"Eh nothing much. Wanna go into town or something? I've been meaning to take Genni somewhere but I haven't gotten the chance. Maybe she could come with us?"
"Uh, yeah sure.. But wait.. Then I have to act like a good influence." she pouted
"Don't worry. I'll drop her off at 7. Then we can go to a bar to find you a man!"
"Oh please. May I remind you, I have guys lined up at my mother fucking door." she joked
"Mhmmmm.." I laughed and she playfully hit my arm. "Common let's go."
I called Genni and told her I was coming to pick her up.
"Hey Chris. Sup Jess." she said as she got in the backseat of the car.
We blasted Smashing Pumpkins through the speakers as we drove. All of us singing to every word of every song.
When we got into town, we started heading for the coffee shop.
"So how was your day, Gen?" I asked
"It was actually pretty awesome. I kinda you know... met a guy." she giggled
"Aww that's awesome! What's his na-"
"Ohmygod is he hot?" Jess said cutting me off
"He's so hot!" Genni said. Then the both of them started fangirling together.
"Oh god you guys." I laughed
"What's his name?" I asked again
"Manny."
"Is he nice?" I asked
"Yep!"
"Oh well that's good. I'm happy for you."
I felt my phone buzzing so I excused myself and checked who it was. Gerard.
"Hey babe. What's up?" I said
"I just remembered how much I hate baseball." he laughed "Mind if the guys and I come and meet you guys in town?"
"Sure. Why not."
"Alright great. We'll be there in a few. Love ya."
I went back to the table, and told them the guys were coming. We sat around the coffee shop laughing at each other, when they arrived
"What's up, ladies?" Frank said
I looked over at Jess and saw her staring at Frank
"Hi. I'm Jessica." she said, sticking out her and.
"Why hello there, Jessica." he said while kissing her hand
She blushed and looked at me, and he smile got even wider.
"Holy shit, he's hot!" she mouthed, when he turned around. I looked over at Genni, and saw she looked quite bored. I should really drop her off cause I can already tell this night is going to be rated R.
"Hey, Gen? How about I drop you off?' she nodded her head
"Don't worry about it, Chris. I'll drop her off. I was planning on picking up Alicia and bringing her here anyway." Mikey said
The two of them left, and that's when things started to get crazy.
"How about we head off to a club?" Frank suggested. No one protested so we walked around town until we found one. When we got there, everyone started drinking except for Gee and I. Since he was sobber, I wanted to help him through it by not drinking around him. He and I got a small table, and everyone crowded around us, except for Frank and Jess. Where were they?
"Wanna dance, sugar?" Gee asked. I nodded and we headed to the dance floor and started dancing. Things got a little frisky when his hands started traveling down my back, until he found what he was looking for. My ass. I giggled as I felt his hands down there, and he pressed his lips on my neck, making sucking noises. Hickey time. Ray and Mikey wooed at us when they saw what was going on, and I gave them the finger in response. Gerard finally pulled away, and smiled at me.
"I think I know what you and I are gonna do when we get home tonight." he smirked
"Hmm sleep?" I teased
"Umm not what I had in mind." he laughed
"Oh really now. Well, what did you have in mind?"
"Well how about we go home, and I'll show you." he teased.
He grabbed my hand, and led me to the table where our things were. I looked over at a small booth that was not too far away from our table, and see Frank and Jess making out.
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14