Save Me From My Self Destruction
I Couldn't Be Happier
***Chrissi's POV***
My heart froze. I looked down at him, and saw him smiling up at me, and looking hopefully at me with his beautiful hazel eyes.
"Y-Yes! A billion times yes, Gee!"
He immediately got off his knees, picked me up, and spun me around. He then put me down, and slipped the ring on my finger. It was a black diamond ring, and it was absolutely stunning
"Oh sugar, I love you with everything I have!" he spoke while tears came from his eyes.
I began to cry tears of joy, and pulled him into a long, passionate kiss.
"I love you, Gerard. I love you more than anything on this earth, and I will love you until the end of time." I said in between kisses.
He walked over to the small garden, and picked a flower. He then walked back over to me, pushed a stand of hair behind my ear, and lightly put the flower in my hair, followed by a kiss on my forehead.
"You're so beautiful, sugar. You know that?"
He wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled my close to him so that our bodies were toughing. He took my hand in his, and then put my other hand on his shoulder.
"May I have this dance?" he said
"But Gee, there's no music." I said into his shoulder
"I'll fix that." he said while slowly beginning to sway back and forth
He began singing Demolition Lovers, as we slow danced in the middle of the park. I closed my eyes and thought about how my life has changed since Gerard came into my life. I never thought I would ever be this happy in my life. I never thought that I would ever find anyone who would love me the way he does. Right now, my life couldn't be any more perfect. When we finished dancing, and singing together, he picked my up bridal style, and we laid down next to each other, and cuddled while looking up at the stars.
"The ring is stunning, Gee." I said while admiring it
"I knew you'd love it." he said, taking my hand in his and examining the ring
"It looks beautiful on you. But then again, everything does." he laughed
"I could stay just like this, with you, for the rest of my life." I said
"Nothing would make me happier. Well with one exception."
"What would that be?"
"Making you my beautiful wife." he smiled
"I love you."
"I love you, more, sugar." he laughed
"You wish." I smirked
I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around him. I slowly felt myself drifting off to sleep.
***Gerard's POV***
I closed my eyes, and thought about my life so far with Chrissi. Before she came into my life, I was going down hill. I was into heavy drugs and alcohol. I never told her this because I didn't want her to judge me, or think of me in a bad way. No one was able to help me. Not even Mikey, or my parents. But thats in the past. As of right now, I'm clean. I will never be able to thank her enough for all that's she's done for me.
I open my eyes, and look down at her on my chest, and I notice she's sleeping. It's almost 1:30am, so I pick her up bridal style, and carried her to the car.
"Gee?" she said in a tired voice
"Shh, sugar. We're just going home. Go back to sleep, okay baby?"
She yawed and closed her eyes. I laid her down in the car, and I began to drive. When we got home, I carried her to the house, opened the door, and carried her to the bedroom. I laid her on the bed, and she grabbed onto my shirt, making me lay on top over her. She brought her soft lips up to mine and I could taste the sweet scent of mint in her mouth. I brushed my tongue along her bottom lip, begging for an entrance, which she granted. Our tongues swirled in each others mouths, which felt like magic. I grabbed her waist and pulled her on top of me, deepening the kiss until she pulled away.
"Maybe more tomorrow. I'm tired" she smirked
"You're such a fucking tease." I joked
"I know." she pecked my cheek and got under the covers. I smiled and rolled my eyes.
"Oh well. I'll wait until tomorrow then. Goodnight, my future wife. I love you."
"Night night. I love you too, future husband." she giggled
She curled up into me, and we fell asleep.
My heart froze. I looked down at him, and saw him smiling up at me, and looking hopefully at me with his beautiful hazel eyes.
"Y-Yes! A billion times yes, Gee!"
He immediately got off his knees, picked me up, and spun me around. He then put me down, and slipped the ring on my finger. It was a black diamond ring, and it was absolutely stunning
"Oh sugar, I love you with everything I have!" he spoke while tears came from his eyes.
I began to cry tears of joy, and pulled him into a long, passionate kiss.
"I love you, Gerard. I love you more than anything on this earth, and I will love you until the end of time." I said in between kisses.
He walked over to the small garden, and picked a flower. He then walked back over to me, pushed a stand of hair behind my ear, and lightly put the flower in my hair, followed by a kiss on my forehead.
"You're so beautiful, sugar. You know that?"
He wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled my close to him so that our bodies were toughing. He took my hand in his, and then put my other hand on his shoulder.
"May I have this dance?" he said
"But Gee, there's no music." I said into his shoulder
"I'll fix that." he said while slowly beginning to sway back and forth
He began singing Demolition Lovers, as we slow danced in the middle of the park. I closed my eyes and thought about how my life has changed since Gerard came into my life. I never thought I would ever be this happy in my life. I never thought that I would ever find anyone who would love me the way he does. Right now, my life couldn't be any more perfect. When we finished dancing, and singing together, he picked my up bridal style, and we laid down next to each other, and cuddled while looking up at the stars.
"The ring is stunning, Gee." I said while admiring it
"I knew you'd love it." he said, taking my hand in his and examining the ring
"It looks beautiful on you. But then again, everything does." he laughed
"I could stay just like this, with you, for the rest of my life." I said
"Nothing would make me happier. Well with one exception."
"What would that be?"
"Making you my beautiful wife." he smiled
"I love you."
"I love you, more, sugar." he laughed
"You wish." I smirked
I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around him. I slowly felt myself drifting off to sleep.
***Gerard's POV***
I closed my eyes, and thought about my life so far with Chrissi. Before she came into my life, I was going down hill. I was into heavy drugs and alcohol. I never told her this because I didn't want her to judge me, or think of me in a bad way. No one was able to help me. Not even Mikey, or my parents. But thats in the past. As of right now, I'm clean. I will never be able to thank her enough for all that's she's done for me.
I open my eyes, and look down at her on my chest, and I notice she's sleeping. It's almost 1:30am, so I pick her up bridal style, and carried her to the car.
"Gee?" she said in a tired voice
"Shh, sugar. We're just going home. Go back to sleep, okay baby?"
She yawed and closed her eyes. I laid her down in the car, and I began to drive. When we got home, I carried her to the house, opened the door, and carried her to the bedroom. I laid her on the bed, and she grabbed onto my shirt, making me lay on top over her. She brought her soft lips up to mine and I could taste the sweet scent of mint in her mouth. I brushed my tongue along her bottom lip, begging for an entrance, which she granted. Our tongues swirled in each others mouths, which felt like magic. I grabbed her waist and pulled her on top of me, deepening the kiss until she pulled away.
"Maybe more tomorrow. I'm tired" she smirked
"You're such a fucking tease." I joked
"I know." she pecked my cheek and got under the covers. I smiled and rolled my eyes.
"Oh well. I'll wait until tomorrow then. Goodnight, my future wife. I love you."
"Night night. I love you too, future husband." she giggled
She curled up into me, and we fell asleep.
Notes
I really didn't feel like writing about anymore sadness for a while, so I changed the ending of this chapter. Plus no one really knows who Jessica is, so it didnt make too much sense.Tell me what you guys think! xoxo
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OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
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