Save Me From My Self Destruction
Sometimes, Things Happen For The Best
****4 months later****
***Chrissi's POV***
These past four months have been extremely hectic. Gee ended up getting the job he applied for. He only has to go into work twice a week. The rest of the week he gets to work from home. I turned 18 two months ago, and Gee surprised me with a surprise party. He and I also celebrated our 1 year anniversary last month. He took me out to dinner and a movie, and the rest of the night, we laid on the roof of his car, looking up at the sky, telling each other how much we mean to one another. Jessica ended up telling Erik the truth, and surprisingly, he didn't really mind. She and I are also great friends now. Her, Kyliee, and Gee have been there for me throughout my entire pregnancy so far.
I stepped into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I felt huge. I was now 4 months pregnant and my baby bump was completely visible. This has definitely been a very difficult pregnancy so far. I've had horrible cramps, mood swings, and I've been throwing up on a regular basis. Gee's noticed and he keeps bugging me to go to the doctor. But I refuse. He walked into the bathroom, breaking me from my thoughts.
"How's my girl feeling today?" he said wrapping his arms around my stomach.
"Eh. Not any better than any other day."
He looked at me with sorrowful eyes
"Aw. I hate seeing you like this, sugar. You don't look healthy." he kissed my forehead and held me tight.
"Gee. Can you just hold me like this forever?"
"Of course, baby. I'd be perfectly happy spending the rest of my life with you in my arms. Hey how about we lay in bed and watch a movie. Just have a lazy day, just you and I. How does that sound?"
"Sounds great." I smiled at him
He picked me up bridal style, and carried me to the bed. He wrapped his arms around me, and I rested my head on his chest.
He popped in 'Nightmare Before Christmas', my favorite movie, and we watched it together, singing along to all the songs.
******* Time lapse*******
It was now almost 12am, and I was exhausted, even though Gee and I did nothing but lay in bed, watch movies, and make each other laugh.
"I'm super tired, babe. I think I'm gonna go to sleep."
"Alright, sugar. Want me to sing you to sleep?"
I absolutely love it when he sings to me.
"I'd love that." I said, curling into him
He started to sing a song that he had wrote for me called Demolition Lovers. I absolutely love this song. After the second verse, I began to fall asleep.
*********
I woke up only 3 and a half hours later, with a shooting pain in my stomach. This was unlike any other pain I had ever felt in my life. I immediately got out of bed, and ran into the bathroom, hoping that I just needed to throw up. I leaned over the toilet, and tried to make myself puke. Nothing. The pain just kept getting worse and worse. I laid on the bathroom floor, shaking, with tears coming down my eyes. The pain was becoming unbearable so I just curled myself up in a ball and cried. Thats when I noticed blood was coming out from down there.
"Gerard!!" I screamed
Nothing
"Gerard!!!" I screamed again
Still nothing
"GERARD PLEASE!!" I was now screaming at the top of my lungs, and I couldn't yell anymore.
"Please Gerard." I said barley over a whisper
***Gerard's POV***
I woke up to the sound of someone screaming. Was this a dream? I looked over next to me, and saw that Chrissi wasn't there. That's when I heard a blood curdling scream
"GERARD PLEASE!!"
I quickly jumped out of bed and tried my best to make my way to the bathroom without falling since I was still half asleep. I burst the door open, and thats when I saw a horrific sight. Chrissi was curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor clutching her stomach, laying in a pool of blood, with tears running down her face.
"O-O-OH OH M-MY GOD!!' I screamed running over to her
I held her small body in my arms as she screamed in pain.
"BABY? BABY W-WHATS H-HAPPENING?" I yelled
She just clutched her stomach, and screamed in agony
"Oh my god. Okay. Shhhh everything will be okay. Baby, I'm here okay? I'm just gonna call 911. Everything is going to be okay." I soothed
I ran into the bedroom, and grabbed my phone off the nightstand and quickly dialed 911
The ambulance was here no longer than five minutes later. Gladly I was allowed to ride with her the whole way there.
Her face was red from crying and her face was soaked from tears. I sat there with her hand in mine, kissing her knuckles.
"Shh baby, everything will be okay." I said while stroking her damp hair.
As soon as we arrived, she was rushed into the E.R, and once again, I was forced to wait in the waiting room.
35 minutes passed making it almost 4:30am. But I was now wide awake. I sat there in the waiting room shaking my leg, unable to stay still, waiting for the doctor to come back with Chrissi's results.
"Mr. Way?" the voice of a nurse said to me, breaking me from my thoughts
"Yes? Thats me."
"You may see your girlfriend now. She's in room 386."
I quickly made my way to the elevator which seemed to take forever. When the elevator doors opened, I ran to find her room, earning stares from doctors and nurses, and a couple of them yelling at me to slow down. I ignored them. When I arrived at her room, I opened the door, and saw her laying on the hospital bed, connected to about 6 machines.
"Oh god, sugar, are you okay?!" I asked frantically, kissing her knuckles
She just nodded her head and looked at me with sorrowful eyes. I was about to ask what was wrong, when the doctor came in.
"Miss Jones?" she asked
"Yes." Chrissi said
"Well, I have some not so good news to report. Miss Jones, Mr. Way, I'm very sorry, but you've lost the baby."
***Chrissi's POV***
These past four months have been extremely hectic. Gee ended up getting the job he applied for. He only has to go into work twice a week. The rest of the week he gets to work from home. I turned 18 two months ago, and Gee surprised me with a surprise party. He and I also celebrated our 1 year anniversary last month. He took me out to dinner and a movie, and the rest of the night, we laid on the roof of his car, looking up at the sky, telling each other how much we mean to one another. Jessica ended up telling Erik the truth, and surprisingly, he didn't really mind. She and I are also great friends now. Her, Kyliee, and Gee have been there for me throughout my entire pregnancy so far.
I stepped into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I felt huge. I was now 4 months pregnant and my baby bump was completely visible. This has definitely been a very difficult pregnancy so far. I've had horrible cramps, mood swings, and I've been throwing up on a regular basis. Gee's noticed and he keeps bugging me to go to the doctor. But I refuse. He walked into the bathroom, breaking me from my thoughts.
"How's my girl feeling today?" he said wrapping his arms around my stomach.
"Eh. Not any better than any other day."
He looked at me with sorrowful eyes
"Aw. I hate seeing you like this, sugar. You don't look healthy." he kissed my forehead and held me tight.
"Gee. Can you just hold me like this forever?"
"Of course, baby. I'd be perfectly happy spending the rest of my life with you in my arms. Hey how about we lay in bed and watch a movie. Just have a lazy day, just you and I. How does that sound?"
"Sounds great." I smiled at him
He picked me up bridal style, and carried me to the bed. He wrapped his arms around me, and I rested my head on his chest.
He popped in 'Nightmare Before Christmas', my favorite movie, and we watched it together, singing along to all the songs.
******* Time lapse*******
It was now almost 12am, and I was exhausted, even though Gee and I did nothing but lay in bed, watch movies, and make each other laugh.
"I'm super tired, babe. I think I'm gonna go to sleep."
"Alright, sugar. Want me to sing you to sleep?"
I absolutely love it when he sings to me.
"I'd love that." I said, curling into him
He started to sing a song that he had wrote for me called Demolition Lovers. I absolutely love this song. After the second verse, I began to fall asleep.
*********
I woke up only 3 and a half hours later, with a shooting pain in my stomach. This was unlike any other pain I had ever felt in my life. I immediately got out of bed, and ran into the bathroom, hoping that I just needed to throw up. I leaned over the toilet, and tried to make myself puke. Nothing. The pain just kept getting worse and worse. I laid on the bathroom floor, shaking, with tears coming down my eyes. The pain was becoming unbearable so I just curled myself up in a ball and cried. Thats when I noticed blood was coming out from down there.
"Gerard!!" I screamed
Nothing
"Gerard!!!" I screamed again
Still nothing
"GERARD PLEASE!!" I was now screaming at the top of my lungs, and I couldn't yell anymore.
"Please Gerard." I said barley over a whisper
***Gerard's POV***
I woke up to the sound of someone screaming. Was this a dream? I looked over next to me, and saw that Chrissi wasn't there. That's when I heard a blood curdling scream
"GERARD PLEASE!!"
I quickly jumped out of bed and tried my best to make my way to the bathroom without falling since I was still half asleep. I burst the door open, and thats when I saw a horrific sight. Chrissi was curled up in a ball on the bathroom floor clutching her stomach, laying in a pool of blood, with tears running down her face.
"O-O-OH OH M-MY GOD!!' I screamed running over to her
I held her small body in my arms as she screamed in pain.
"BABY? BABY W-WHATS H-HAPPENING?" I yelled
She just clutched her stomach, and screamed in agony
"Oh my god. Okay. Shhhh everything will be okay. Baby, I'm here okay? I'm just gonna call 911. Everything is going to be okay." I soothed
I ran into the bedroom, and grabbed my phone off the nightstand and quickly dialed 911
The ambulance was here no longer than five minutes later. Gladly I was allowed to ride with her the whole way there.
Her face was red from crying and her face was soaked from tears. I sat there with her hand in mine, kissing her knuckles.
"Shh baby, everything will be okay." I said while stroking her damp hair.
As soon as we arrived, she was rushed into the E.R, and once again, I was forced to wait in the waiting room.
35 minutes passed making it almost 4:30am. But I was now wide awake. I sat there in the waiting room shaking my leg, unable to stay still, waiting for the doctor to come back with Chrissi's results.
"Mr. Way?" the voice of a nurse said to me, breaking me from my thoughts
"Yes? Thats me."
"You may see your girlfriend now. She's in room 386."
I quickly made my way to the elevator which seemed to take forever. When the elevator doors opened, I ran to find her room, earning stares from doctors and nurses, and a couple of them yelling at me to slow down. I ignored them. When I arrived at her room, I opened the door, and saw her laying on the hospital bed, connected to about 6 machines.
"Oh god, sugar, are you okay?!" I asked frantically, kissing her knuckles
She just nodded her head and looked at me with sorrowful eyes. I was about to ask what was wrong, when the doctor came in.
"Miss Jones?" she asked
"Yes." Chrissi said
"Well, I have some not so good news to report. Miss Jones, Mr. Way, I'm very sorry, but you've lost the baby."
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14