Save Me From My Self Destruction
Who Are You?
***Chrissi's POV***
Erik?!
I walked over to him and the girl and tapped him on the shoulder, interrupting his makeout session.
"What the fuck?!" I yelled, catching stares from people.
Mikey and Alicia came over to see what was going on.
" Are you fucking serious?" I was completely pissed off.
"Erik, fuckng answer me!"
"Look, Chris, I'm sorry, but you need to move on. Yes I know I left Alice and yes I know she was upset, but she's gone. I moved on, and you need to move on too." his words broke my heart. I can't believe that these words are coming from him.
"Fuck you, Erik. If you ever find a girl as great as Alice, who loves you as much as she did, I hope she leaves you, and breaks your heart, just like you did to her." I spat
"And who's this? Is this your new replacement for Ali?" I asked
"Yes actually. It is. This is Jessica. My new girlfriend."
My heart sank. Ali was being replaced.
"Oh. Oh okay. I see...I hope you rot in hell, Erik.. you fucking deserve it." I said, walking away
Alicia and Mikey followed behind me speechless We started walking into a music store, when I heard my name being called.
"Chris! Chris! Wait up!"
I looked behind me and saw Erik's girlfriend running after me. Great. Just who I wanted to see.
"Um can I help you?" I know I sounded rude, but this was NOT the person I wanted to talk to.
"Look I know you don't know me, and I don't really know you, but please don't be mad at Erik. Please?"
"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't be mad."
"Um. You see, Erik doesn't know that we aren't actually going out. I know it sounds weird, but I don't really like him. I'm only pretending to be his girlfriend cause I feel bad for him. He really did love Alice, and he was so heart broken when he left her. I wanted to help him kinda get over her. You know what I mean? I'm sorry, I don't mean to cause any harm, or hurt you in any way."
"Oh. I-I'm sorry for acting like a complete bitch. I'm not really like that. I'm so sor-"
I was cut off by someone wrapping one arm around my waist, and one arm covering my eyes.
"Guess who!" the voice said. I instantly recognized the the voice as Gee. I sighed of relief knowing I wasn't about to get kidnapped.
"Hmm I don't know. Maybe a kiss will help me recognize you?" I teased
He took his hand off my eyes, and pulled me into a deep kiss.
"Remember me now?"
"Oh yeah, I remember you!" I joked
He wrapped his arms around my waist, and rested his chin on my shoulder
"Oh, uhm this is my boyfriend, Gerard." I told Jessica
"Hi."
"Who's this?" Gee whispered in my ear
"Oh. Uhm. This-this is Erik's 'girlfriend'.." I said. He raised his eyebrow, looking confused
"Oh. Why'd you put the air quotes around girlfriend?" he asked
Jessica explained the whole story that she had just explained to me.
"Wow... You should really tell Erik the truth cause, I mean, I know you mean well, but if and when he finds out, it'll really hurt him." he said
"I know, I know I just.. I don't know what to do cause Erik is a really good guy, and I don't wanna hurt him!"
We walked around the mall and just talked about this situation. Alicia and Mikey went to go off and do their own thing, so we'll be catching up with them later.
"Well. I really should be going. Erik's probably looking for me. Uhm here's my number uh just in case you wanna, you know, do girl stuff. I work at a nail salon not too far away from here so we could do something." she said to me
"Alright sounds cool. See ya later."
Gee and I walked hand in hand walking around some stores. He bought me a couple tee's from Hot Topic, and I bought him two comic books from the book store.
"How'd the job thing go, babe?"
"Pretty good, actually. I think I got it." he smiled
"Well I'm glad to hear that. You wanna go home in a bit? I'm getting kinda tired."
"Yeah sure. Lets just find Mikes and Alicia."
We walked around even more, until we found them at the coffee stand.
"Hey guys, we're gonna go. We'll see you at home, okay?" Gee said
When we got in the car to go home, Gee put his hand on my stomach
"Has this little one been giving my sugar any trouble today?" he said softly
"Not too much. Gladly."
"Good. It better stay that way." he said pecking my lips.
He started the car, and we drove home. I was exhausted from all the running around so I closed my eyes, and ended up falling asleep.
***Gerard's POV***
When we got home, I noticed Chrissi had fallen asleep. I got out of the car, opened her door, and picked her up bridal style. Having her snuggled up in my arms made me feel so amazing. It gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling inside. I carried her to the bedroom, where I laid her down and tucked her into bed. I kissed her forehead, and laid down, and fell asleep snuggling her in my arms.
Erik?!
I walked over to him and the girl and tapped him on the shoulder, interrupting his makeout session.
"What the fuck?!" I yelled, catching stares from people.
Mikey and Alicia came over to see what was going on.
" Are you fucking serious?" I was completely pissed off.
"Erik, fuckng answer me!"
"Look, Chris, I'm sorry, but you need to move on. Yes I know I left Alice and yes I know she was upset, but she's gone. I moved on, and you need to move on too." his words broke my heart. I can't believe that these words are coming from him.
"Fuck you, Erik. If you ever find a girl as great as Alice, who loves you as much as she did, I hope she leaves you, and breaks your heart, just like you did to her." I spat
"And who's this? Is this your new replacement for Ali?" I asked
"Yes actually. It is. This is Jessica. My new girlfriend."
My heart sank. Ali was being replaced.
"Oh. Oh okay. I see...I hope you rot in hell, Erik.. you fucking deserve it." I said, walking away
Alicia and Mikey followed behind me speechless We started walking into a music store, when I heard my name being called.
"Chris! Chris! Wait up!"
I looked behind me and saw Erik's girlfriend running after me. Great. Just who I wanted to see.
"Um can I help you?" I know I sounded rude, but this was NOT the person I wanted to talk to.
"Look I know you don't know me, and I don't really know you, but please don't be mad at Erik. Please?"
"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't be mad."
"Um. You see, Erik doesn't know that we aren't actually going out. I know it sounds weird, but I don't really like him. I'm only pretending to be his girlfriend cause I feel bad for him. He really did love Alice, and he was so heart broken when he left her. I wanted to help him kinda get over her. You know what I mean? I'm sorry, I don't mean to cause any harm, or hurt you in any way."
"Oh. I-I'm sorry for acting like a complete bitch. I'm not really like that. I'm so sor-"
I was cut off by someone wrapping one arm around my waist, and one arm covering my eyes.
"Guess who!" the voice said. I instantly recognized the the voice as Gee. I sighed of relief knowing I wasn't about to get kidnapped.
"Hmm I don't know. Maybe a kiss will help me recognize you?" I teased
He took his hand off my eyes, and pulled me into a deep kiss.
"Remember me now?"
"Oh yeah, I remember you!" I joked
He wrapped his arms around my waist, and rested his chin on my shoulder
"Oh, uhm this is my boyfriend, Gerard." I told Jessica
"Hi."
"Who's this?" Gee whispered in my ear
"Oh. Uhm. This-this is Erik's 'girlfriend'.." I said. He raised his eyebrow, looking confused
"Oh. Why'd you put the air quotes around girlfriend?" he asked
Jessica explained the whole story that she had just explained to me.
"Wow... You should really tell Erik the truth cause, I mean, I know you mean well, but if and when he finds out, it'll really hurt him." he said
"I know, I know I just.. I don't know what to do cause Erik is a really good guy, and I don't wanna hurt him!"
We walked around the mall and just talked about this situation. Alicia and Mikey went to go off and do their own thing, so we'll be catching up with them later.
"Well. I really should be going. Erik's probably looking for me. Uhm here's my number uh just in case you wanna, you know, do girl stuff. I work at a nail salon not too far away from here so we could do something." she said to me
"Alright sounds cool. See ya later."
Gee and I walked hand in hand walking around some stores. He bought me a couple tee's from Hot Topic, and I bought him two comic books from the book store.
"How'd the job thing go, babe?"
"Pretty good, actually. I think I got it." he smiled
"Well I'm glad to hear that. You wanna go home in a bit? I'm getting kinda tired."
"Yeah sure. Lets just find Mikes and Alicia."
We walked around even more, until we found them at the coffee stand.
"Hey guys, we're gonna go. We'll see you at home, okay?" Gee said
When we got in the car to go home, Gee put his hand on my stomach
"Has this little one been giving my sugar any trouble today?" he said softly
"Not too much. Gladly."
"Good. It better stay that way." he said pecking my lips.
He started the car, and we drove home. I was exhausted from all the running around so I closed my eyes, and ended up falling asleep.
***Gerard's POV***
When we got home, I noticed Chrissi had fallen asleep. I got out of the car, opened her door, and picked her up bridal style. Having her snuggled up in my arms made me feel so amazing. It gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling inside. I carried her to the bedroom, where I laid her down and tucked her into bed. I kissed her forehead, and laid down, and fell asleep snuggling her in my arms.
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14