Save Me From My Self Destruction
We'll Love Again, We'll Laugh Again
****1 month later****
***Chrissi's POV***
It's been a month since my sister's death, and there are times when I find it almost impossible to cope, but I've had Gee by my side throughout everything. I feel so terrible for him because he hasn't gone out with his friends, or hung out with Mikey, or really had any time to himself. He insists that he needs to stay with me. I mean I don't mind. I love having Gee with me all the time, I just feel bad that he's spent a month mostly with me.
He came out of the kitchen, and into the bedroom. He came over, and sat next to me.
"How's my baby feeling today?"
"Pretty good, Gee."
"No more tears?"
"No more tears."
"Good cause I have something planned for us."
"Like what?"
"It's a surprise!"
"Gee, I don't like surprises."
"Too bad. Trust me I think you'll like this one." he smirked
"Whatever you say, babe."
*********
"Okay you wanna know what the surprise is?" he said walking into the living room
"Well duh!" I said excited to know what it was
"I'm taking you on a date. A lot of things have happened recently and I wanna do something special for you ."
"Oh baby you don't have to do anything for me. You being here with me enough."
"Nope! There is nothing you can say or do to stop me from taking you out."
"Ugh fine. It better not be expensive though!"
I went upstairs and got dressed. He said I should wear something nice, so I put on a strapless black dress, with a pair of black converse. I went into the bathroom and put on mascara, and eyeliner, and teased my hair a bit to make it fluffy. I walked downstairs and saw
Gee on the couch in a black dress shirt, black pants, and black converse.
"Why hello there, beautiful." he said
"Hello hansom."
"You look rather stunning this evening." he said in his 'proper' tone
"Why thank you. You look really hot."
He blushed and took my hand.
"Shall we go, my lady?" he said using the same 'proper' tone
"Yes, we shall be on our way." I said copying his tone
We got in the car and drove off. He still hasn't told me where we're going, so I keep looking around at my surroundings to see if I could recognize anything.
*****
We walked into the restaurant, which was very fancy.
"Gee, you don't need to take me anywhere this expensive."
"Sugar, your worth it."
We were seated to a table that was by a small window. There was a bouquet of roses with my name on it, and a small card attached waiting for us at the table. The note said 'To my one true love, I will love you til the day I die. Love always, Geebear.'
I looked him on the other side of the table, and saw that he was blushing like crazy.
"I love you, Gerard, and I wanna thank you for everything. I wanna thank you for being so amazing, and loving, truly the most amazing person I know."
"Aww sugar, your gonna make me cry." he laughed
"I love you, Gee. With all my fucking heart."
"I love you too, sugar. More than anything in the world."
******
We spent the whole ride home laughing and having fun with each other. It felt so good to be able to do that. I haven't really laughed or had a good time in a while.
When we got home, Gee ran around the car, opened the door for me, and threw me over his shoulder.
"You better not drop me, Gee!"
He ran into the house and up the stairs with me over his shoulder.
He layed me on the bed and pulled me on his lap. He started kissing my neck. God that feels good. I let out a little moan and I could feel his smile against my skin. He found my sweet spot, and his lips stopped there. He started making sucking noises, and thats when I noticed he was giving me a hickey. I let out another moan, and I could feel his warm breath against my skin as he chuckled. He kissed that spot one last time and then stopped. He lifted his head from my neck, and I could see that his lips were completely wet. He ran his hand over the hickey and smiled.
"I think I did a pretty good job, if I do say so myself." he smirked
He went back down and kissed up my neck, leading up to my ear. He started to lightly nibble on it, which was turning me on even more.
"I love you so fucking much, you know that? Chrissi Anne Jones your the only one for me, your the only one I'll ever want, and your the only one I'll ever need." he said while still nibbling on my ear
"Oh Gee, I love you more than anything. I'll love you forever and ever."
I got up, and pressed my lips against his. I felt his tongue swish through my mouth, which gave me goosebumps. I tangled my fingers in his hair, and he had his hands on my hips. He started to moan, and deepen the kiss even more. He then broke the kiss, and grabbed the bottom of my dress as if asking for permission to take it off. I nodded, and he pulled it off me, and threw it on the floor.
I was now laying on the bed with Gee on top of me. I struggled to take his shirt off since our tongues were still dancing in each other's mouths, so he gladly helped. His hands traveled down to the lining of my panties, and he lightly pulled down, again, asking for permission, which I granted. My hands slowly brushed against his member, and I could feel him get even harder. When my panties were off, he quickly took off his belt, then pants, then finally his boxers.
Our lips reconnected, which felt like heaven. He wrapped his arms around my back, and unbuckled my bra. He kissed down my chest and then kissed down my stomach, until I felt his hot breath down there. He then put on a condom and started to align himself up with me.
"Gee? This is my first, you know that right?"
"Alrigth, sugar. I promise I'll be really careful, and if I start to hurt you, I'll stop."
"A-Alright."
He started to go in.
"Gee, wait."
"What's wrong, baby?"
"I-I'm kinda scared."
"If you don't want to do this, I won't make you."
"N-No I wanna but, I'm just nervous."
"Don't be nervous, baby. I'll hold your hand if you want. Like I said, I'll be really gentle and if I hurt you, tell me to stop and I'll stop."
"Okay."
"You ready, sugar?"
"Yeah."
He slowly started to go in. Fuck this hurt like a bitch!
"Oh fuck!"
"Oh shit are you okay? Did I hurt you?!"
"N-No it just k-kinda hurts b-but it's not your fault." I choked out
"Are you sure? Do you want me to stop?"
"No just k-keep going."
He went a little further, popped my cherry and I let out a load moan.
"Oh shit."
"You okay?"
"Oh yeah." I said. It didn't hurt so badly now
He nodded and started thrusting in and out while letting out load throaty moans. His grip on my hand started to tighten, and sweat from his hair started falling onto my stomach. His face was red and I could see that he was reaching his climax.
"Oh fuck." he said as his thrusts started to get sloppy
I started sweating feeling myself climax.
"Oh my fucking god!!" I screamed. It felt so good, I didn't know what to do. I dug my nails into his back as I felt him release himself. He let out a long moan and took himself out of me.
He then layed down next to me and kissed me on the lips.
"Holy shit, Gee."
"That was amazing, sugar."
He just smirked and wrapped his arms around me. We cuddled and eventually fell asleep
***Chrissi's POV***
It's been a month since my sister's death, and there are times when I find it almost impossible to cope, but I've had Gee by my side throughout everything. I feel so terrible for him because he hasn't gone out with his friends, or hung out with Mikey, or really had any time to himself. He insists that he needs to stay with me. I mean I don't mind. I love having Gee with me all the time, I just feel bad that he's spent a month mostly with me.
He came out of the kitchen, and into the bedroom. He came over, and sat next to me.
"How's my baby feeling today?"
"Pretty good, Gee."
"No more tears?"
"No more tears."
"Good cause I have something planned for us."
"Like what?"
"It's a surprise!"
"Gee, I don't like surprises."
"Too bad. Trust me I think you'll like this one." he smirked
"Whatever you say, babe."
*********
"Okay you wanna know what the surprise is?" he said walking into the living room
"Well duh!" I said excited to know what it was
"I'm taking you on a date. A lot of things have happened recently and I wanna do something special for you ."
"Oh baby you don't have to do anything for me. You being here with me enough."
"Nope! There is nothing you can say or do to stop me from taking you out."
"Ugh fine. It better not be expensive though!"
I went upstairs and got dressed. He said I should wear something nice, so I put on a strapless black dress, with a pair of black converse. I went into the bathroom and put on mascara, and eyeliner, and teased my hair a bit to make it fluffy. I walked downstairs and saw
Gee on the couch in a black dress shirt, black pants, and black converse.
"Why hello there, beautiful." he said
"Hello hansom."
"You look rather stunning this evening." he said in his 'proper' tone
"Why thank you. You look really hot."
He blushed and took my hand.
"Shall we go, my lady?" he said using the same 'proper' tone
"Yes, we shall be on our way." I said copying his tone
We got in the car and drove off. He still hasn't told me where we're going, so I keep looking around at my surroundings to see if I could recognize anything.
*****
We walked into the restaurant, which was very fancy.
"Gee, you don't need to take me anywhere this expensive."
"Sugar, your worth it."
We were seated to a table that was by a small window. There was a bouquet of roses with my name on it, and a small card attached waiting for us at the table. The note said 'To my one true love, I will love you til the day I die. Love always, Geebear.'
I looked him on the other side of the table, and saw that he was blushing like crazy.
"I love you, Gerard, and I wanna thank you for everything. I wanna thank you for being so amazing, and loving, truly the most amazing person I know."
"Aww sugar, your gonna make me cry." he laughed
"I love you, Gee. With all my fucking heart."
"I love you too, sugar. More than anything in the world."
******
We spent the whole ride home laughing and having fun with each other. It felt so good to be able to do that. I haven't really laughed or had a good time in a while.
When we got home, Gee ran around the car, opened the door for me, and threw me over his shoulder.
"You better not drop me, Gee!"
He ran into the house and up the stairs with me over his shoulder.
He layed me on the bed and pulled me on his lap. He started kissing my neck. God that feels good. I let out a little moan and I could feel his smile against my skin. He found my sweet spot, and his lips stopped there. He started making sucking noises, and thats when I noticed he was giving me a hickey. I let out another moan, and I could feel his warm breath against my skin as he chuckled. He kissed that spot one last time and then stopped. He lifted his head from my neck, and I could see that his lips were completely wet. He ran his hand over the hickey and smiled.
"I think I did a pretty good job, if I do say so myself." he smirked
He went back down and kissed up my neck, leading up to my ear. He started to lightly nibble on it, which was turning me on even more.
"I love you so fucking much, you know that? Chrissi Anne Jones your the only one for me, your the only one I'll ever want, and your the only one I'll ever need." he said while still nibbling on my ear
"Oh Gee, I love you more than anything. I'll love you forever and ever."
I got up, and pressed my lips against his. I felt his tongue swish through my mouth, which gave me goosebumps. I tangled my fingers in his hair, and he had his hands on my hips. He started to moan, and deepen the kiss even more. He then broke the kiss, and grabbed the bottom of my dress as if asking for permission to take it off. I nodded, and he pulled it off me, and threw it on the floor.
I was now laying on the bed with Gee on top of me. I struggled to take his shirt off since our tongues were still dancing in each other's mouths, so he gladly helped. His hands traveled down to the lining of my panties, and he lightly pulled down, again, asking for permission, which I granted. My hands slowly brushed against his member, and I could feel him get even harder. When my panties were off, he quickly took off his belt, then pants, then finally his boxers.
Our lips reconnected, which felt like heaven. He wrapped his arms around my back, and unbuckled my bra. He kissed down my chest and then kissed down my stomach, until I felt his hot breath down there. He then put on a condom and started to align himself up with me.
"Gee? This is my first, you know that right?"
"Alrigth, sugar. I promise I'll be really careful, and if I start to hurt you, I'll stop."
"A-Alright."
He started to go in.
"Gee, wait."
"What's wrong, baby?"
"I-I'm kinda scared."
"If you don't want to do this, I won't make you."
"N-No I wanna but, I'm just nervous."
"Don't be nervous, baby. I'll hold your hand if you want. Like I said, I'll be really gentle and if I hurt you, tell me to stop and I'll stop."
"Okay."
"You ready, sugar?"
"Yeah."
He slowly started to go in. Fuck this hurt like a bitch!
"Oh fuck!"
"Oh shit are you okay? Did I hurt you?!"
"N-No it just k-kinda hurts b-but it's not your fault." I choked out
"Are you sure? Do you want me to stop?"
"No just k-keep going."
He went a little further, popped my cherry and I let out a load moan.
"Oh shit."
"You okay?"
"Oh yeah." I said. It didn't hurt so badly now
He nodded and started thrusting in and out while letting out load throaty moans. His grip on my hand started to tighten, and sweat from his hair started falling onto my stomach. His face was red and I could see that he was reaching his climax.
"Oh fuck." he said as his thrusts started to get sloppy
I started sweating feeling myself climax.
"Oh my fucking god!!" I screamed. It felt so good, I didn't know what to do. I dug my nails into his back as I felt him release himself. He let out a long moan and took himself out of me.
He then layed down next to me and kissed me on the lips.
"Holy shit, Gee."
"That was amazing, sugar."
He just smirked and wrapped his arms around me. We cuddled and eventually fell asleep
Notes
I hope you guys enjoyed that :)Oh and to all the Pierce the Veil fans go read this NOW!!!! http://www.piercetheveilfanfiction.com/Story/20626/Without-You-There-Is-No-Me/ thanks!! <3
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
1/11/14