****4 days later***

***Chrissi's POV***

The day I've been dreading for the past 4 days is here. Alice's funeral.

These past 4 days have been extremely hard, and stressful. I miss my sister so fucking much, I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. Gerard's barely been out of the house, since he insists on staying here with me until I'm feeling better.

Today is one of those days where I just don't want to get out of bed. I look at Gee, who's also awake, starring at the ceiling. I move closer to him, and wrap my arms around his waist, and gently kiss his neck. We stay like that for about 10 minutes without saying a word.

I look at the time, and notice it's almost 11am. The funeral is in 2 hours. I swing my legs over the side of the bed and start to get ready. Gee stayed in bed and watched me as I got ready. I saw him frown when he saw my cuts.

"I love you, sugar. You know that right?" he said breaking the silence

"Of course I know that, baby." I went over to him and kissed his soft lips.

He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me on top of him. I could feel his tongue rubbing against my lips, begging for an entrance, and I gladly let him in. His tongue swirled around my mouth as he deepened the kiss. He rubbed his hands on my thighs, and I tangled my fingers in his black messy hair. He started to take off my shirt but I stopped him.

"Gee I want to, trust me I really want to, but today isn't the appropriate day."

"I understand. I'm sorry, sugar."

"Don't be sorry. It's fine. I'm gonna go get ready, okay? I love you Geebear." I kissed his nose, and began to walk away, when he grabbed my hand, and pulled me back for one more long kiss. We broke away about a minute later.

"Sorry, sugar. I just love you so fucking much."

"I love you too, Gee. More than anything. Now come on babe, we only have an hour and half to get ready."

I grabbed his hand, and headed towards the bathroom, when he suddenly picked me up, threw me over his shoulder, and began running down the stairs.

"Geeeeee!" I squealed

He just chuckled and ran into the kitchen.

"Breakfast time!" he said in a sing song voice

"Gerard Arthur Way you are fucking crazy!" I laughed

"I'm perfectly aware of that, Chrissi. Now what can I make the love of my life for breakfast?"

"Hmmm. Well I would absolutely love it if the love of my life made waffles." I said in a British accent

"Waffles for the lovely lady coming right up!" he said copying my accent.

"I'll be right back, okay baby?" I said

I went upstairs to get dressed. I went through my closet and found the short black dress that I had picked out 2 days ago. Ali loved this dress. A few tears began to fall on my cheeks, but I quickly whipped them away when I remembered that Alice isn't suffering anymore. She's happy now, and in a better place. Thinking of her not being in pain made me happy. I put on the dress, and looked at myself in the mirror. I put on a pair on black lace heels, and headed downstairs.
I went into the kitchen, and Gee froze.

"What?" I asked
"Y-You look absolutely stunning." he said, not taking his eyes off me

I blushed so much, I think I looked like a tomato

"Thanks, Geebear."

"No problem, beautiful." he said

We ate our waffles, and Gee went upstairs to get dressed. He came down 5 minutes later in a black suit, with a red tie.

"Well you look hot." I said laughing

"Why thank you, my dear lady." he said in a proper tone
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We arrived at the church where the funeral is going to be held at 12:45pm. We had 15 minutes until it started. People came over to greet me, when I noticed Erik standing alone, probably trying to avoid me. I excused myself from Ali's crying friends and made my way over to him

"How dare you even show up here." I spat at him

"Look, Chris please I can explain."

"Shut the fuck up, okay? I don't wanna hear you bullshit. You broke my sister's heart and you have the nerve to show your face here? What the fuck is wrong with you Erik?"

"Chrissi please! Listen to me!"

"What could you possibly say to make this any better?"

"Listen. I didn't want to leave her. I only left her because I couldn't bare to just sit there and watch her die. It would have just been too much for me. I'm sorry."

"You should be sorry! Thats probably the most selfish thing I've ever heard! You left her cause it would be too hard for you?! Get a fucking ego check. You think it was easy on her?! Fuck no! I don't wanna hear that 'it would have been too much for me' bullshit! Where were you the last 6 months hmm?."

"Chrissi I'm s-"

"Save your words, and shove them up your ass cause they mean nothing to me."

I glared at him and then walked away.
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The funeral started, and so did everyone's tears. Gee and I sat in the front holding each other as I sobbed onto his chest. He stroked my hair, and spoke soothingly in my ear. Then it was time for my speech. I got up, and made my way to the podium.

"First of all, I would like to thank all of you for coming to celebrate the life of such a wonderful person. Alice was not only my sister, but she was my best friend. She was always there for me, even in my toughest times. She supported me my whole life, and she practically raised me. I cannot thank her enough for being the most wonderful beautiful, talented, and kind hearted sister in the world. I will never forget the last words she told me, 'This isn't goodbye, it's a see you later.' And she's right! This is not goodbye, it's only a see you later."