Save Me From My Self Destruction
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***Chrissi's POV***
I didn't even bother changing out of my PJ's, I just ran as fast as I could to my car, and to my sister's house.
When I arrived, my sister let me in immediately, engulfing me in a hug. She had tears running down her face, and she was sobbing uncontrollably.
"C-Chrissi! W-Why would he d-do something like t-this?!" she asked through sobs.
"I don't know, Ali. I really don't know. But he can rot in hell for all I care."
I really have lost every bit of respect for him. How could someone do that to my sister, especially when she is going through something as terrible as cancer?
"W-What am I going to do?!' she sobbed onto my shoulder.
"Shh Ali, don't worry, everything is going to be okay, I promise." I stroked her back, comforting her.
A few minutes later, Gee called.
***Gerard's POV***
I woke up from my nap, and searched the house for Chrissi.
"Sugar? You home?"
No answer I looked in the driveway, and saw that her car was gone, so I called her.
"Hey Gee." she said
"Hey baby. You still at work?"
"No actually I'm with Ali. Do you think you could come over here?"
"Uh yeah sure. Just give me a few minutes."
"Alright. I love you. Bye."
"I love you too, sugar. See you in a few."
I went into the bathroom, and fixed up my medium length black hair, put on some cologne, and put on a black leather jacket.
I got to to Ali, and Erik's house 10 minutes later.
I walked through the door, and saw Ali crying on Chrissi's lap. I went over to where they were and sat next to my girlfriend. I looked at Ali and gave her a sympathetic look.
"What's wrong?" I asked
"Y-You tell him C-Chris." Alice sobbed
***Chrissi's POV***
I told Gerard everything that happened. He looked completely shocked.
"Oh my god, Alice I-I'm so sorry." he said
Ali just nodded her head, and continued to cry on my lap.
"Sugar? Can I speak with you for a minute?" Gee asked
"Of course."
We went into the kitchen, and he took my hands in his.
"If Alice wants to, she could live with us. Mikey won't mind. I mean he's gonna have his own area, we could have our own area, and Alice can have hers." he said
"Are you sure that would be okay? I mean would Mikey, you, me, and her be able to have enough space?"
"Yeah why not? I mean you and I will share a bedroom, and Mikey and Alice will have their own.
It'll work out."
"I mean of course I'm fine with it, but how long should she stay for?"
"As long as she wants I guess."
"Alright let's go talk tot her." I said
We went into the living room where she was still curled up into a ball. Gerard told her the plan, and at first she was a bit apprehensive, but after a while of us begging, she said yes.
***Erik's POV***
I left a not on the refrigerator for Ali. I hate doing this to her but its something that has to be done. I'll be living with my sister until I can figure things out.
It's time to move on.
***Chrissi's POV***
We waited for Ali to get her stuff together, and then drove back to the house. It was now 12:30pm and I was exhausted.
"Alright, Alice, I'll help you unpack but then I'm going to bed cause I'm exhausted."
"Go to bed sugar, I'll help Ali unpack okay? You look very tired, baby." Gee said
"You sure, Gee? I mean I could help."
"I'm positive, sugar. I'll be there in a few okay?" he kissed my lips and then my forehead, and I went upstairs.
***Gerard's POV***
I helped Alice with her things into the guest bedroom, which I guess is now her bedroom.
"Alright, Gerard, I think I'm good. You go get some rest."
"Alice, are you sure?"
"I'm positive. Goodnight! Tell my sister I said goodnight too."
"I will. Goodnight Alice. Call me if you need anything."
"Alright. Thank you for everything, Gerard.." we smiled at each other, and I walked up the stairs to my bedroom.
I saw Chrissi laying on the bed in her PJ's. She looked adorable. I went over to her to see that she was still awake. I kissed her cheek and stoked her hair.
"Are you having trouble sleeping, sugar?"
"Yeah." she sighed
"Wanna just snuggle?"
"I would love to." she said kissing my neck
I got into the bed with her, and held her tightly in my arms. Her body was so warm and comforting.
I was beginning to fall asleep until I felt water falling on my neck. They were tears.
"Baby?"
"I'm sorry Gee. Did I wake you up." she said. I could tell she was crying.
"Whats wrong sugar?"
"Alice. So many bad things have happened to her today and she doesn't deserve any of it!"
"Shh baby, everything is going to be okay. Ali doesn't need him. I mean of course she loved him but everything happens for a reason. I guess it just wasn't meant to be."
"I know, I know. It's just so hard to imagine Erik doing something like that! They've been together now for 7 years! How could this happen?"
"I'm not sure, baby."
She sighed and curled in closer to be. I could still feel the tears falling down her face.
"You want me to sing to you?"
"I would really like that, Gee"
"I sang to her for about 15 minutes until I knew she was asleep. I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. She looked so peaceful while she slept. I really love this girl with all my heart, and I know for sure that I want to spent the rest of my days with her. That would make me the happiest man alive
I didn't even bother changing out of my PJ's, I just ran as fast as I could to my car, and to my sister's house.
When I arrived, my sister let me in immediately, engulfing me in a hug. She had tears running down her face, and she was sobbing uncontrollably.
"C-Chrissi! W-Why would he d-do something like t-this?!" she asked through sobs.
"I don't know, Ali. I really don't know. But he can rot in hell for all I care."
I really have lost every bit of respect for him. How could someone do that to my sister, especially when she is going through something as terrible as cancer?
"W-What am I going to do?!' she sobbed onto my shoulder.
"Shh Ali, don't worry, everything is going to be okay, I promise." I stroked her back, comforting her.
A few minutes later, Gee called.
***Gerard's POV***
I woke up from my nap, and searched the house for Chrissi.
"Sugar? You home?"
No answer I looked in the driveway, and saw that her car was gone, so I called her.
"Hey Gee." she said
"Hey baby. You still at work?"
"No actually I'm with Ali. Do you think you could come over here?"
"Uh yeah sure. Just give me a few minutes."
"Alright. I love you. Bye."
"I love you too, sugar. See you in a few."
I went into the bathroom, and fixed up my medium length black hair, put on some cologne, and put on a black leather jacket.
I got to to Ali, and Erik's house 10 minutes later.
I walked through the door, and saw Ali crying on Chrissi's lap. I went over to where they were and sat next to my girlfriend. I looked at Ali and gave her a sympathetic look.
"What's wrong?" I asked
"Y-You tell him C-Chris." Alice sobbed
***Chrissi's POV***
I told Gerard everything that happened. He looked completely shocked.
"Oh my god, Alice I-I'm so sorry." he said
Ali just nodded her head, and continued to cry on my lap.
"Sugar? Can I speak with you for a minute?" Gee asked
"Of course."
We went into the kitchen, and he took my hands in his.
"If Alice wants to, she could live with us. Mikey won't mind. I mean he's gonna have his own area, we could have our own area, and Alice can have hers." he said
"Are you sure that would be okay? I mean would Mikey, you, me, and her be able to have enough space?"
"Yeah why not? I mean you and I will share a bedroom, and Mikey and Alice will have their own.
It'll work out."
"I mean of course I'm fine with it, but how long should she stay for?"
"As long as she wants I guess."
"Alright let's go talk tot her." I said
We went into the living room where she was still curled up into a ball. Gerard told her the plan, and at first she was a bit apprehensive, but after a while of us begging, she said yes.
***Erik's POV***
I left a not on the refrigerator for Ali. I hate doing this to her but its something that has to be done. I'll be living with my sister until I can figure things out.
It's time to move on.
***Chrissi's POV***
We waited for Ali to get her stuff together, and then drove back to the house. It was now 12:30pm and I was exhausted.
"Alright, Alice, I'll help you unpack but then I'm going to bed cause I'm exhausted."
"Go to bed sugar, I'll help Ali unpack okay? You look very tired, baby." Gee said
"You sure, Gee? I mean I could help."
"I'm positive, sugar. I'll be there in a few okay?" he kissed my lips and then my forehead, and I went upstairs.
***Gerard's POV***
I helped Alice with her things into the guest bedroom, which I guess is now her bedroom.
"Alright, Gerard, I think I'm good. You go get some rest."
"Alice, are you sure?"
"I'm positive. Goodnight! Tell my sister I said goodnight too."
"I will. Goodnight Alice. Call me if you need anything."
"Alright. Thank you for everything, Gerard.." we smiled at each other, and I walked up the stairs to my bedroom.
I saw Chrissi laying on the bed in her PJ's. She looked adorable. I went over to her to see that she was still awake. I kissed her cheek and stoked her hair.
"Are you having trouble sleeping, sugar?"
"Yeah." she sighed
"Wanna just snuggle?"
"I would love to." she said kissing my neck
I got into the bed with her, and held her tightly in my arms. Her body was so warm and comforting.
I was beginning to fall asleep until I felt water falling on my neck. They were tears.
"Baby?"
"I'm sorry Gee. Did I wake you up." she said. I could tell she was crying.
"Whats wrong sugar?"
"Alice. So many bad things have happened to her today and she doesn't deserve any of it!"
"Shh baby, everything is going to be okay. Ali doesn't need him. I mean of course she loved him but everything happens for a reason. I guess it just wasn't meant to be."
"I know, I know. It's just so hard to imagine Erik doing something like that! They've been together now for 7 years! How could this happen?"
"I'm not sure, baby."
She sighed and curled in closer to be. I could still feel the tears falling down her face.
"You want me to sing to you?"
"I would really like that, Gee"
"I sang to her for about 15 minutes until I knew she was asleep. I stroked her hair and kissed her forehead. She looked so peaceful while she slept. I really love this girl with all my heart, and I know for sure that I want to spent the rest of my days with her. That would make me the happiest man alive
OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(
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