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Save Me From My Self Destruction

I Will Hold You Till The End

***Gerard's POV***

Its been 3 days since Chris has woken up from the coma, and she's agreed to move in with me. Honestly, I couldn't be any happier.

Chrissi should be released from the hospital in 1-2 days, depending on whether or not the doctors think she's still suicidal. I still haven't left her side even though I know she's doing a million times better. She and I have spent the past 3 days making each other laugh like crazy, listening to music, and just enjoying each others company. Ali and Erik have been visiting non stop. When we told them about Chris moving in with me, they weren't exactly happy at first, but after a while of professing our love for each other and lots on convincing, they warmed up to the idea.

Chris and I were in the middle of playing checkers, when the doctor comes in, confirming when Chrissi will be released

"Well Miss Jones, you seem to be doing very well, so I feel like it would be okay to release you tonight. Do you think your ready?" Dr. Adams asked.

"Hell yeah!" Chrissi said excitedly

"Okay, but you're going to have to promise not to hurt yourself again, Chrissi. If you do, you'll have to be brought back here instantly. Understood?"

"Yes." Chrissi said not smiling so widely anymore.

With that Dr. Adams nodded, and walked out.

I engulfed Chrissi in a huge hug and kissed her lips happily, knowing that tonight, she would be living with me.

After a long time of signing paper work, Chris was finally released. Gladly, Ali and Erik were able to get Chris's parents out of their house so she and I could grab her stuff.
While we were in the middle of packing up her belongings, I get a call from Mikey

"Hello?"

"Gerard I need you to get over here right now! I think I broke the sink or something, and water is pouring everywhere!"

"For fucks sake Mikey! How the hell do you break the sink?!"

"I don't fucking know Gerard. Just hurry!!" he yelled through the phone

Mikey is such a fucking idiot.


"Hey babe?" I said

"Yeah Gee?"

"Ugh Mikey broke the sink somehow, so I gotta run over to the house and help the fucker out."

"Hahaha! How the hell did he manage to do that?" she said while putting some clothes in a box

"May I remind you, my dear Chrissi, this is Mikey we're talking about. Somehow, he managed
"Haha, alright go and help him. I'll call you when I'm done." she said while giving me a peck on the lips

"Okay sugar, I shouldn't be too long. Love you." I said and walked out.

***Alice's POV***

I told my parents to come to the house with Erik and I since Gerard had asked us to distract them so they could pack up my sister's things. I actually liked Gerard. He seems like a good guy.
Honestly, I hate having my parents over. So does Erik. They're just horrible people, and knowing what they do to Chrissi every night, makes me even more sick knowing that they're in my house.

So far, dinner was going smoothly... Until my dad had one too many drinks. When my dad get's drunk, he gets even more violent than he really is. Fuck.. This is NOT going to end well. All of a sudden, out of no where, my father smashes a wine bottle all over the table.

"WHAT THE FUCK DAD?!?" I said completly pissed off.

"Shut the fuck up, Alice." he slurred

Without thinking, I kicked them both out of the house, forgetting that my sister is still at their house packing up. FUCK!

***Chrissi's POV***

I sat on my bed wondering what it's going to be like to live with Gee. Actually being able to wake up without bruises all over my body. Being able to fall asleep every night knowing that I'm loved.

A sound at the front door woke me up from my daydream. I assumed it was Gerard, so I didn't bother to freak out or anything.

I hear loud footsteps coming up the stairs followed by loud curses.
Oh shit. Thats not Gerard's voice, thats my drunken father's voice. Fuck
I try my best to stay as quite and unnoticed as possible. It seemed to have been working until my door was burst open by no other than my dad.

"WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!" he growled

I don't think I've EVER seen him THIS angry before.

Before I was able to reply, he smashed a beer bottle over my head.

In a matter of seconds, I felt a warm liquid oozing from my head. Blood

He then kicks me numerous times in the stomach, and threw a couple punches all over my body. He hit me real hard in the nose which caused blood to flood down my nostrils.

Then he did the unthinkable

He began to violently take off my shirt, then my pants, leaving me only in my bra and underwear. Was this sick fucker going to rape me?!?

Before I knew it, he was shoving his manhood in my face.

Oh FUCK no!

I pulled together all of my strength and got up. I kicked him as hard as I possibly could in his manhood, until he fell on the ground.

I didn't even think twice before grabbing a sweater, and running out.

I could barley stand, but I ran as fast as I possibly could to Gerard's house. Of course he is going to be BEYOND pissed when he sees me, but I CANNOT let that monster rape me.

My surroundings started to get blurry as I realized my head, and nose were still gushing blood. I was so dizzy, I couldn't even stand.

I saw his house about a block away, so I gathered up all the strength I had left in me, and ran.
When I got to his front door, I rang the doorbell, and fell to my knees.
Gerard answered the door, finding me curled up in a ball crying, on his doorstep, all bloody, in nothing but a sweater, a bra, and underwear.

***Gerard's POV***

While in the middle of helping Mikey clean up this huge amount of water on the floor, I hear the doorbell ring

"I'll get it." I said while walking towards the door

I open it and see a girl curled up in a ball crying hysterically, with blood pouring down her head.
I kneel down in shock, and move away some hair covering the girls face. Thats when my heart broke. Chrissi.

She looked so pale, like she was about to pass out at any second. Her body was covered in blood. I had to swallow the tears from pouring out my eyes. I had to stay strong. I had to find what happened to my baby.

She looks up at me and just starts crying more and more.

I try to pick her up and delicately as possible, not wanting to hurt her fragile body.
The moment I try to pick her up, she instantly starts screaming in pain.

"Shh shh sugar everything is going to be okay. Shhhhh." I cooed while stoking her hair, only to find my hand covered in blood. Fuck, her head's bleeding really bad.

I try to pick her up again, only to hear her scream in agony.
I couldn't hold my tears back any longer. I instantly start sobbing letting my tears fall on her face.

'M-M-Mikey!!!!!" I screamed

"What what whats going-"

He was cut off when he saw the sight of Chrissi

"Wha What the fuck happened?!?" he screamed

"I have no fucking idea, but we need to get her into the house, and help her!" I yelled

"Okay sugar, this might only hurt for about a minute or so but we need to get you into the house, okay baby?"

She just nodded her head slightly before letting out screams of pain as I lifted her up. Hearing those screams tore my heart apart. I know her fucked up father did this to her. And he's gonna pay!

I rush her onto my bed, as Mikey grabs a warm wash cloth and begins to clean her wounds.
I looked at her body noticing there were countless numbers of bruises all over her stomach, and ribs. I began to cry even harder now.

"S-Should we take her to the hopital, Gerard?"

"N-No I-I don't wanna m-move her anymore. S-She's in enough pain a-already." I choked out in between sobs

I layed next to her, and put my hand on her stomach. I looked at all of the cuts and bruises there, and kissed each one of them I wish I could just kiss all her pain away. I hated seeing her like this. She looked so broken, so sad. This broke my heart even more.
Mikey walked out of the room to make her a cup of coffee. Maybe that would just relax her a bit.
About 5 minutes later she stopped crying, and looked at me with sad eyes.
I stroked a strand of hair behind her ear, and kissed her forehead.

"Sugar? Can you tell me what happened?" I asked with my lips against her forehead.

She cleared her throat and began to speak

***Chrissi's POV***

I told Gee about everything that happened. When I told him about him my dad almost raping me, I thought he was gonna punch a hole in the wall. I don't think I've ever seen him so angry. It actually startled me quite a bit.
Mikey came in Gee's room, and handed me a cup of coffee. Damn it tasted really good.

"Thanks Mikes." I said while weakly smiling at him.

Gerard gave me a pair of his pajamas, which he helped me change into since it hurt so much for me to move on my own.
He held me the rest of the night whispering soothing things in my ear, and stroking my back.

"Are you sleepy, sugar?" he asked

"Yeah, a bit." I whispered

"You want me to sing you a lullaby?" he said softly

"I would love that." I said while snuggling closer to him

He wrapped his arms a little tighter around my waist, but then loosening up remembering my cuts and bruises.

He began to sing soothingly in my ear while running his hands through my hair. His voice was unbelievable!

Not too long after he began singing, I slowly drifted off into a deep sleep.

Comments

OMG that was so sad when Gerard was begging for forgiveness :'(

Absolutely loved reading this! Can't wait to read more! :)

GeminiNights GeminiNights
1/2/14

THIS IS THE BEST STORY I HAVE EVER READ. OMG I LOVE YOU

Kendaddy Kendaddy
12/16/13

This was amazing, can't wait to read the sequel :)

aww :3 I'm in love with this!! I'm so happy you're going to make a sequel

Loveyou<33

Toxic Rebel Toxic Rebel
12/12/13