I'll Take What I Want From Your Heart

GERARD'S POV

"... I meant.........phsically."

With one final glance Frank got up and left the bathroom. I felt so completely awful now and had a huge lump in my throat. I've known him for what...5 minutes and yet he's just told me his biggest secrets, huh? Am I supposed to go after Frank? I don't think should, but even if I wanted to I was rooted to the spot. How could anyone hurt someone as adorable as Frankie-I mean Frank, it didn't make sense but I know he is really messed up over it. I want Frank to like Mikey but I don't want to push Frank when he isn't ready. Suddenly Mikey bursts into the bathroom.

"Gerard-what the fuck are you doing on the bathroom floor?"

I let out a muffled laugh at how ridiculous thats sounds.

"Well I just got...er....angry so I came here."

I hoped he would belive me.

"Oh and by the why your Frank has just been transfered to this school he's in most of my classes"

I said with a fake smile and a wink. I got up and went back to art. I entered the class and every pair of eyes turned and stared at me.

"Nice of you to join us Mr Way"

Said my teacher-eyebrows raised.

"Hey, faggot, where's your boyfriend?"

Said one of the jerks at the front I told him where he could go and the teacher said

"Language."

But she was laughing. This made me realise that Frank wasn't here and I instantly became worried-shit I was beccoming over protective, I didn't even like him-did I?

**********THE TIME IS LAPSSING**********

"Hey Frank, how are you doing?"

I asked kindly.

"I'm fine thanks."

He said walking swiftly away, I'll catch him after lunch after all he is in all my lessons. I go and sit with my best friends Ray and Bob. We start talking about music videos. Bob makes a joke about a Blink 182 video and I start laughing my head off. I look up to see Frank inspecting the room searching for an empty table that doesn't exsist. I wave at him, gesturing for him to come over. He doesn't look best pleased and I think I feel dissapointment-probably for Mikey-yeah Mikey. He comes over and sits next to Bob giving me a shy smile. I smile over enthusiasticly because his face is so perfect when he smiles. Focus Gerard.

"Erm....the dude next to you...he's Bob and this crazy man here.."

I say gesturing to my right

"This is Ray."

They both nod and smile.

"Guys, this is Frank."

Frank smiles again while chewing on his lip ring.

"Hi."

He says sweetly.we get talking and it turns out Frank likes the same bands as us-cool. Soon Bob and Ray get up leaving us two alone.

"How are you really, Frank?"

I say, my eyes sofening.

"I'm okay, honest."

He says and I sigh.

"Really?"

"Well maybe I'm not okay..but what do you care?"

I feel so sorry for him at the moment and I need to comfort him.

"I do care, I promise."

I whisper and it's true. I invite him over to my house later and I feel guilty for Mikey, well maybe he will be in too so he'll be happy, but I know I invited him simply because I wanted too.