"He what frank? Tell me!" Gees voice was filled with pure venom. I just sat there thinking about my15th birthday. That night when we were in the closet and I blacked out was when I was 14 & on my 15th birthday mason had told me that he had a surprise for me.

He he took me out to a Halloween party with a bunch of people our age and up. Mason was one year older than me but in the same grade because he'd been held back. he knew I didn't drink and tricked me. He spiked my drink with god knows what. I was all drugged up on Halloween night at a party with people ranging ages 15-25 not a good thing. He had given me some type of drug that makes you feel all happy and horny.

Of course I went straight to my boyfriend and asked him to fuck me. We went upstairs to a bedroom but people were already In there. I tried to leave but mason pulled me in. The people were A LOT older than us and they were playing truth or dare. A very slutty game of truth or dare.

eventually it was my turn to either answer the truth or take the dare. The person asking me had to be 20 at least. I answered dare in my drugged state. The boy asked me if I was with anyone and I told him yes I was with mason. He then dared me to have a threesome with him and his other friend if it was okay with mason. The drug had started wearing off and I pleaded for mason to say that it was not okay. He said it was fine.

they dragged me off to another room where one boy fucked me and the other fucked my mouth. by the time we had finished the drug had worn off completely. All I remember is how much it hurt. I was 15 and yet I had a 20 year olds full grown cock shoved up my ass. It hurt so much. They had finished fucking me and left me on the bed crying. I woke up the next day and saw mason standing in the door way. "How could you!" I yelled at him. He just walked over and hugged me.

"I'm so sorry baby I had no idea! I was drugged and wasn't thinking right." He pleaded. I should've never forgave him. The last thing I remember about that day was blood. Blood everywhere. I had stood up to get dressed and saw the bedsheets. Once white were now crimson red and I knew exactly who's blood it was that made them that color. Mine.

i told old gee what had happened and he just sat there staring at me. "Did that really....I don't even know what to...I mean frank..."

"Gee it hurt so much I thought that I was going to die that night." I choked out. "it hurt so fucking much! he let it happen! He knew! The worst part was that after that night I couldn't eat. I just stopped he told me that he thought they wouldn't fuck me because of my overweight body!" I cried

"I just can't even...why did you stay with him!?" He asked sounding angry and upset.

"I was scared! What else would I do? I had no idea whose party it was or who raped me! If I went to the cops they'd think I was lying! Tell me what I should've fucking done if you had a better idea!" I yelled at him.

i saw a tear roll down his cheek and I stopped yelling "gee I -I'm sorry I didn't mean-"

"no frank just stop. Ok just stop. I just need a minute ok. I'll be back I'm just going to take a little walk" he said calmly and then stood up and left.

I felt like like shut thinking about that night. I didn't mean to make gee cry. No one should ever cry over me especially gee. I mean I loved him and I made him cry. He must hate me now. I'd probably hate me too.

I knew how to calm myself down and gee was out of the room so I grabbed the trash can. I shoved my fingers down my throat and began puking. I was to busy making myself sick I didn't hear Tracy let gee back in. I shoved my finger back down my throat hoping to make myself throw up even more food. I felt a strong hand grip my wrist and pull it away from my mouth. "Frank stop! Frank please stop! Baby stop I'm sorry!" I heard gee yell.

i kept crying and my breathing was uneven because if my puking. Gee had both his hands on my one wrist trying to stop me. I quickly shot my left hand up to my mouth and shoved my whole hand down my throat making me gag and throw up more food. "No! no!frank s-stop! STOP!! Frank listen to me!"

I could feel feel that I had thrown everything in me up and fell back into the bed. I felt someone wipe my mouth with a towel. I wiped my eyes and saw gee with a horror stricken face and his eyes were pouring tears.

I realized what I had just done in front of him. He's seen me throw up before like after mason, but he'd never seen me make myself throw up.

i began to cry again but couldn't form any words to speak. I knew that there was bile all over the bed but gee climbed in next to me anyway. He grabbed me and pulled me in close to him. He rubbed my back and shushed me. I felt him move and then turn back to me. Even though I knew I had bile still on me he pulled me into a deep kiss. It wasnt filled with anything but pure love. He pulled back and looked at me. "Happy birthday baby I love you." He said pointing to the clock which now read midnight.

Notes

I cried writing this chapter

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