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Chapter 7
I woke up to someone shaking me. Scratch that 2 people shaking me. I opened my eyes and saw jack and Tyler. Gee was laughing and standing in corner his face filled with amusement. "What do you want?!" I yelled kicking randomly at the twins.
"Jeez nice to see you to bro." Jack said jumping on too of me.
"Ow! get off me jack ass!" I yelled at him. He just kept laughing, but rolled off me staying on the bed. "Do you know what tomorrow is?!?!" He asked his voice filled with excitement.
"No? Why what's-"
"it's HALLOWEEN!!! Dumbass." He yelled bouncing up and down. "Shhh!" I yelled at him. I hadn't told gee it was my birthday tomorrow because I didn't want him to have to get me anything and I didn't want to ruin his holiday if he was planning to go out. I had already explained that to the twins but I think only Tyler understood considering how jack was acting.
He he got off the bed and pulled out a box wrapped up in shiny paper. It was huge! "Here frank." Jack said handing it to me. "It a Halloween present for you since you can't go out." He said winking.
i ripped the box open and began to cry when I saw the familiar guitar case. I opened it and started balling I was so happy. "You got pansy fixed!?! How did you even?- oh my god thank you!!" I yelled grabbing both twins into a hug.
"I thought you'd like it." Tyler said smugly.
"how did you even get her fixed?! She was in like a thousand pieces last time I saw her?!"
"It's a secret" jack said smirking. "Well we have to leave cya gee and have fun with pansy fuckwad" Tyler yelled as he was leaving. I was so happy I felt as though nothing could go wrong.
"pansy?"
I looked up up and saw gee who looked truly confused as to why I was still crying. "Haha yea that's her name if you can't tell." I laughed pointing to the silver letters that clearly said pansy.
"What did they mean?" He asked "what?"
"what did they mean they got her fixed? Was she broken?" He asked
"oh...yea she was broke into about a million pieces...." I trailed off not really sure what else to say. "Why what happened to her?" He asked innocently.
I took a deep breath and began. "When I was ten my dad bought me her after he told me him and my mom were getting divorced...Less than a year later my mom married the twins dad and I moved in with them...I played pansy a lot whenever I got home because I'd be made fun of at school and playing pansy made me happy. I was still attending a different school than the twins then so they couldn't help me with the bullies like they do now. At the other school I became really close to this one kid named Brett. We were always together and I cried a lot when my mom told me I was switching schools because then I wouldn't see him everyday. We were dating...he was my first boyfriend...my step dad had asked me why I was so upset about leaving Brett and I told him that we were dating...he freaked out and smashed pansy right in front of me. He wasn't happy about having a 'faggot' as a step son. Eventually he got over me being gay but not until I was fourteen. I always played pansy to the twins and they were pretty bummed when she was broken too. They always said they'd help me get another guitar...I guess they finally got enough money to fix her instead."
i looked up up at gee who has a tear rolling down his face. "Your step dad did that to you?"
"Yea...I mean were used to it. none of our parents out of all four of them new and original really give a damn about us me and the twins were basically on our own we still are."
I felt gees gees large arms wrap around me. "I'm sorry." He said kissing me.
"It's fine don't worry-"
"no it's not okay your own parent didn't want you because you were gay!? What kind of parent is that!?"
"Gee calm down it's over. But i still can't believe they fixed her this is the best birthday present ever!"
"birthday?"
Oh shit. I can't believe I let that slip. I looked at gee and he looked kind of hurt. "Is your birthday today?"
"No...my birthdays on Halloween..so tomorrow" I said quietly.
"frank! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"I'm sorry gee please don't be mad. I just didn't want you to have to buy me anything and I didn't want to ruin your holiday if you were planning on going out or anything."
He grabbed my head and pulled my chin up so I was looking at him. "Frank your my boyfriend I love you. Why would you think that I wouldn't want to buy you anything? And you'd never ruin my holiday. Especially if it was your birthday. I'd want to spend your birthday with you only anyway."
"I know gee I love you too it's just birthdays being back bad memories for me." I trailed off somewhat not really wanting to talk about it.
"why?" He asked so curious and innocent.
"Mason....."
"What did he do to you!?" He asked rage filling his voice.
"Well he-"
"Jeez nice to see you to bro." Jack said jumping on too of me.
"Ow! get off me jack ass!" I yelled at him. He just kept laughing, but rolled off me staying on the bed. "Do you know what tomorrow is?!?!" He asked his voice filled with excitement.
"No? Why what's-"
"it's HALLOWEEN!!! Dumbass." He yelled bouncing up and down. "Shhh!" I yelled at him. I hadn't told gee it was my birthday tomorrow because I didn't want him to have to get me anything and I didn't want to ruin his holiday if he was planning to go out. I had already explained that to the twins but I think only Tyler understood considering how jack was acting.
He he got off the bed and pulled out a box wrapped up in shiny paper. It was huge! "Here frank." Jack said handing it to me. "It a Halloween present for you since you can't go out." He said winking.
i ripped the box open and began to cry when I saw the familiar guitar case. I opened it and started balling I was so happy. "You got pansy fixed!?! How did you even?- oh my god thank you!!" I yelled grabbing both twins into a hug.
"I thought you'd like it." Tyler said smugly.
"how did you even get her fixed?! She was in like a thousand pieces last time I saw her?!"
"It's a secret" jack said smirking. "Well we have to leave cya gee and have fun with pansy fuckwad" Tyler yelled as he was leaving. I was so happy I felt as though nothing could go wrong.
"pansy?"
I looked up up and saw gee who looked truly confused as to why I was still crying. "Haha yea that's her name if you can't tell." I laughed pointing to the silver letters that clearly said pansy.
"What did they mean?" He asked "what?"
"what did they mean they got her fixed? Was she broken?" He asked
"oh...yea she was broke into about a million pieces...." I trailed off not really sure what else to say. "Why what happened to her?" He asked innocently.
I took a deep breath and began. "When I was ten my dad bought me her after he told me him and my mom were getting divorced...Less than a year later my mom married the twins dad and I moved in with them...I played pansy a lot whenever I got home because I'd be made fun of at school and playing pansy made me happy. I was still attending a different school than the twins then so they couldn't help me with the bullies like they do now. At the other school I became really close to this one kid named Brett. We were always together and I cried a lot when my mom told me I was switching schools because then I wouldn't see him everyday. We were dating...he was my first boyfriend...my step dad had asked me why I was so upset about leaving Brett and I told him that we were dating...he freaked out and smashed pansy right in front of me. He wasn't happy about having a 'faggot' as a step son. Eventually he got over me being gay but not until I was fourteen. I always played pansy to the twins and they were pretty bummed when she was broken too. They always said they'd help me get another guitar...I guess they finally got enough money to fix her instead."
i looked up up at gee who has a tear rolling down his face. "Your step dad did that to you?"
"Yea...I mean were used to it. none of our parents out of all four of them new and original really give a damn about us me and the twins were basically on our own we still are."
I felt gees gees large arms wrap around me. "I'm sorry." He said kissing me.
"It's fine don't worry-"
"no it's not okay your own parent didn't want you because you were gay!? What kind of parent is that!?"
"Gee calm down it's over. But i still can't believe they fixed her this is the best birthday present ever!"
"birthday?"
Oh shit. I can't believe I let that slip. I looked at gee and he looked kind of hurt. "Is your birthday today?"
"No...my birthdays on Halloween..so tomorrow" I said quietly.
"frank! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"I'm sorry gee please don't be mad. I just didn't want you to have to buy me anything and I didn't want to ruin your holiday if you were planning on going out or anything."
He grabbed my head and pulled my chin up so I was looking at him. "Frank your my boyfriend I love you. Why would you think that I wouldn't want to buy you anything? And you'd never ruin my holiday. Especially if it was your birthday. I'd want to spend your birthday with you only anyway."
"I know gee I love you too it's just birthdays being back bad memories for me." I trailed off somewhat not really wanting to talk about it.
"why?" He asked so curious and innocent.
"Mason....."
"What did he do to you!?" He asked rage filling his voice.
"Well he-"
this was great, I really enjoyed it. <3
10/5/16