We had been at the crow for about an hour and I still hadn't gotten any alcohol in me. I was about to go crazy but then gee said that he was going to the bathroom. As soon as he stood up and was out of sight I ran to the bar and asked for the strongest thing they had and fast.

I knew the bartender that was there pretty well she was a nice older lady with rad pink and blonde hair her name was Vicky, and her oldest son came here a lot with his sisters an she always slipped us drinks. She handed me a glass of god knows what and I chugged it down in one gulp ignoring the burning in my throat.

"what's with the alcohol craving?" Vicky asked.
"Long story but I need another of whatever that was, but put in a cup that's not clear so my friend doesn't see what I'm drinking and have a waiter bring it over please?"

"sure thing frank." Vicky said turning around and making another one of whatever I just had. I sat down at the table just in time because as soon as I sat gee walked out of the bathroom.

the waiter brought my drink over in a colored glass just like I had asked. I thanked her and tried to savor the alcohol even though I wanted to chug it. If I chugged it gee would realize it wasn't a pop.

"This place is cool." Gee said looking around
"ya I like watching the bands the best though."

"Are you feeling better....." Gee asked bringing up my tantrum from earlier.

"Huh? Oh yea I'm good." I said as best I could but whatever Vicky gave me was super strong and I could feel it beginning to take effect.

we we sat and listened to music for a but longer until gee asked if I was ready to leave. I nodded but my head was spinning. We got into the car and he said we could go to my house or his.

I knew the twins had football practice and wouldn't be home and my parents would be at work until late tonight. I told him to go to mine and he agreed. Apparently I was pretty buzzed because I didn't notice gee talking to me the whole way home.

for whatever reason the drinks were making me really horny. I began to think of sexual things with gee and by the time we arrived at my house I was extremely hard. Gee noticed because he wasted no time getting me into my bedroom. "Gee you look so fucking sexy right now." I slurred but he didn't seem to notice.

"Mmf same to you." He said straddling me. I waved a finger at him before flipping our positions so I was on top. I stumbled a little in doing so and that's when he realized something was off. He quickly sat me next to him, and began asking questions.

I could tell he knew I was drunk but wanted to make sure. He did some of the how many fingers am I holding up and what does that poster in the wall say tests which I failed.

"Frank are you drunk?" He asked after he gave me the tests.
I didn't respond I just started crying. I knew I had developed a drinking problem but didn't want to admit it. I knew it was a stupid thing for me to turn to drinking but it made me feel good so I just kept going out to bars.

"Frank answer me. Are. You. Drunk." He said sounding slightly pissed off but more worried. I nodded and he grabbed my shoulders. "Frank why did you do this to yourself and how did I not notice you were drinking beer?!" He exclaimed. "Hold on be back in a minute with water and Tylenol." He said standing.

While led he was gone I felt like I was going to puke. I ran to the bathroom and made it to the toilet just In time. I began throwing my guts up and it burned my throat because of the alcohol. I felt someone grab my hair and hold it back whole rubbing my back while threw up.

As i was throwing up I began thinking about how much better gee could do yet he was here holding his underaged boyfriends hair for him while he threw up because he decided to get wasted. I'm not worthy of someone like gee, he deserves better than me. The words the jock said today were true. I'm a suicidal faggot, why would anyone be my boyfriend?

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