The boys had fallowed me home but had given me a few moments to cool off before they approached me.
I finally walked into the loving room where they all were without my sweat shirt on. I wasn't trying to make them uncomfortable it's just I didn't really care and now that I didn't have to keep it on at home to hide my secret I didn't.

"who gave you that bruise?" Gee asked hesitantly. He's been showing a lot of pity towards me ever since he found out I cut and it makes me sick that that's all he feels towards me like he thinks I'm a sick puppy.

"some girl who thinks I'm fucking mikey."

"Sarah." They all groaned in unison.

"Sarah....?"

"Was she tall, thin, blonde, and covered in make up?" Mikey asked with annoyance in his tone.

"Yea."

"it was Sarah. She's obsessed with me and won't leave me alone until she gets into my pants. I swear to god this isn't first time she's done something like this. she did this to my chem partner because she saw her leave with me from school and assumed we were together but she only came over to work on a project. Just ignore her and she'll go away I'll try and talk to her."

"Ok." I replied meekly. I felt weird I was being stared at by gee and frank and they both had their eyes on my arms.

"Can I see your arms." Gerard said standing up and walking over to sit next to me.

I held my arms up to him and gingerly took hold of them examine each one. I saw his lip quiver and he bit it to try and stop it's shaking.

"Case why? You said before you left for school and there's obviously ones that were done away at school and recent done in the last couple days." He said running his finger over a newer area where I had cut patchworks into my skin.

I didn't say much actually I didn't say anything and just sat there.

"casey I'm not going make you come out and tell me everything I just want something as to why you did it just...just give me something." He said again biting on his lip.

Being completely honest Gerard and Mikey both looked like complete messes. Gerard's hair was all over the place and he had bags under his eyes while Mikey's normally straightened hair was hidden beneath a beanie but you could tell it had a wave to it he was trying to hide.

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"I told you I fucking ate!" I snapped at my mom and ran outside.

She had been hounding me to eat which my brothers still didn't know about but tonight she mentioned about my eating 'problems' and she went to far with the hinting.

It would've taken a two year old to figure out that I had an eating disorder with the way she was talking and I had enough of it so I left.

I just walked until I showed up by the school. I walked over to a bench and sat for a few minutes and cried. I got all of the mad and sadness out of my system and began walking back.

i knew mom and probably sent gee and Mikey out after me but I doubt they'd look at the school for me. As I was walking home I passed a shady area near our house and heard someone call out at me. "Hey baby what are you doing out so late?" A drunk kid asked me.

As he stumbled closer to me I recognized him he was a senior and by his letterman jacket a jock. His name was Camden and he was Josh's older brother. As in the josh who tried to get me to flash him and his friends right in front of frank.

I tried to walk past him but even in his drunken state he was strong. He picked me up and began kissing at my neck while I began screaming and trying to punch and kick him but I failing.

I heard someone call call out my name though. "Casey?"

"GEE!" i yelled

I watch him run over towards me and Camden from around the corner. He charged over at us and once he noticed Camden be began violently trying to pull him off me.

"Hands off my sister perv!" He yelled trying to get him off without hurting me. Camden eventually in his drunk world let go but punched me in the arm near my shoulder and felt my already cut skin tear open.

"Ah shit!" I gasped grabbing at my arm.

"What what's wrong!?" Gerard asked getting worried.

"My arm. He re opened some of my cuts." I removed my hand from my upper arm and saw blood on my hands.


"Come on let's get you home."

Notes

I finally updated so no complaining!!!!! But if I don't get enough comments I'm not going to keep up with this story or at least won't be updating for awhile

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