"Frank stop." I said trying to pull my arm out of his grasp.

"Casey come on it'll be fine!" He fought back.

"where are we even going?" I asked still unsure weather or not I should be hanging out with him.

"we can go to mine?" He said but then he saw the look on my face and kept speaking. "Or go to your house...schools not out for like two hours so gee and mikey won't be there?"

"Ok we can go to my house." I finally agreed and franks face lit up like a Christmas tree.

***time lapse***

i actually enjoyed talking to frank he was really cool and funny. He hadn't brought up my cuts yet but I know he hadn't forgotten about them so quickly.

"So casey.... I still didn't forget about what I saw back at school...." He said awkwardly obviously not sure how to address the subject.

"Frank listen I'd rather-"

"why." He cut in stopping me mid sentence.

"What?"

"Why? What made you want to harm yourself like that? When did it start? Does anyone know?"

"My mom knows no one else except you now. I really want to keep it that way."

"why can't you tell Gerard or Mikey?" He asked innocently. I sighed because Gerard was half the problem. It sucked being stuck at boarding school where everyone hated you for two years but what made it worse was that knowing people at home didn't want you there either.

"is gee or Mikey the problem?" Frank cut in breaking my thoughts. I just looked at him but I guess my face gave it away. "What did they do!" He asked his voice filled with venom. I could tell he was pissed that one of his friends made me cut. "Frank listen....I trust you not to tell anyone....its just I've never been able to figure out why Gerard hates me and it drives me fucking insane!" I blurted out.

"I thought you didn't like him either?"

"I only act that way...I left to switch schools because I couldn't take all the comments and being pushed away by him and his friends who were always around me because of the fact were twins. the only reason I started this was because at the boarding school everyone hated me and I mean everyone. I only hurt that girl because I wanted to be kicked out. I wanted to leave because no one liked me." I said and began to cry.

"Casey I'm so sorry.....I'm sure gee never meant to hurt you that much..I just can't believe he would even ever think of hurting you in purpose." He breathed and wiped away some of my tears.

"Casey...well uh what other issues are there...I know that lady was a therapist no matter what mikes says. I used to take my cousin ray to her, and he was friends with us three. I think her name was mrs.z? Either way ray went because he was bi polar" he stated.

I toll a deep breath and calmed myself down before speaking. "Yea she's a therapist and your right her name is mrs.z." I said. I looked at frank and he ushered me to keep speaking. "If you tell anyone what I'm about to tell you I swear to god I will kill you." I said giving him a serious look to show I wasn't joking.

"Casey I won't tell anyone I promise." He said and I believed him. I don't know why but it was just easy talking to frank and I felt safe around him. "I have depression, anxiety, or social anxiety, and an eating disorder....."
I trailed off ready to cry again.

I felt franks arms arms wrap around me, and I also felt him kiss my forehead. "casey I'm so sorry....I just don't even..."


"What the hell is going on?!?" I felt frank take his arms off me and I turned to see Gerard and Mikey standing in the doorway to our room. "gerard I swear I-"

"shut up! I told you to stay away from my friends! How hard was that rule to follow!?! God you ruin everything! Frank I'm sorry if she made you hang out with her-"

"gerard shut up." Frank stated calmly. "Just please shut up. I have to leave I'll see you guys at school." He said picking up his back pack and leaving.

"see look what you did!" Gerard yelled at me pointing to the front of the house where the door was.

"Gerard I swear we were only talking!" I tried to yell back.

"he had his arms around you! Quit trying to hook up with my friends!" He yelled but Mikey cut him off.

"Gee calm down it was frank he wouldn't do that. Take it easy!" He said trying to control the monster side of Gerard.

"Fine! But what would they be talking about!?!" He yelled at Mikey who took a few steps back.

"ask her not me I'm not a mind reader!" Mikey tried to fight back but was obviously scared.

"Fine. casey you want to tell me what you were talking about that made him have his arms a around you?!"

"No.." I whispered out.

"Why not!"

"because you wouldn't want to hear it and I don't want to tell you." I said and felt a tear slide down my cheek.

"You have ten fucking seconds to tell me or else!" He said viscously.

"10! 9! 8! 7! 6!"

I decide to just shut him up so against my better judgement I made the impulse decision to show him.

"Fine!" I yelled and ripped of my hoodie and t-shirt leaving me in just my jeans and bra revealing almost all my scars.

I saw Mikey's eyes widen to the size if golf balls, and gee had his hand slapped over his mouth in shock. "Happy now dick head?!" I yelled with tears heavily flowing down my face.

"Casey...." Gerard hesitantly said.

"No just save it I don't want to hear if and I don't need either if you fucking questioning me got it! You know my secret and that's it! If I hear either one if you tell anyone about this I swear to god I will kill you!"

Mikey looked extremely scared and a few tears rolling down his cheeks but was the first to speak. "Does....does mom know...."


"Yea she's known for a while-" I answered rudely but was cut off

"what do you mean she's known for a while? Casey how long..." Gee trailed off and I could see the heartbreak in his eyes. I was happy he was finally upset. He fucking should be!

"since before I left." I answered firmly.

Mikey had began sobbing by this point and heard was still in total shock.

"I'm going to get a shower and go to bed. I don't want either of you to bring this back up at all! Not at school, home or wherever ok?! Just be happy I even told you." I said like a bitch but I really didn't care. I saw gee and mikey give each other worried and scared looks.

I stood up walked past them and into the bathroom attached to mine and gees room and I locked the door.

Notes

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