It had been one week home and nothing had changed. I'd get up go to school and come home. I hadn't made any friends not that I was really trying to but still. Gerard still ignored me and didn't tell anyone that I was related him, and made mikey promise not to tell anyone either.

I still hadn't been eating very much which mom had noticed and I had been cutting a fair amount ever since I started at Belleville. Today as soon as I got home my mom and my therapist were sitting at the island waiting for me. "Casey come here sweetie." I walked over and set my bag down. I liked my therapist I mean she was nice enough but no one could really love their therapist.

"Hi Mrs.Z" I said to her not wanting to be rude.

"Case I've noticed your eating again and decided to have her come and talk to you since I know you hate going to the office."

"Oh. Uhm but what about mikey and gee? I don't want them to know...." I trailed off.

"Don't worry I told them that I was having a plumber over to help fix a bathroom and that I didn't want them here. They won't be home until 3:30 ok." She said.

"Ok." I said looking at the clock. It read 2:10.

***time lapse***

i was was a sobbing mess by the end of the session. She had made me show her and my mom my new cuts and then worst of all she told me that she wanted me to go on the scale. I always hated it because I hated knowing how overweight I was. "Come one case you can do it." Mrs.Z assured me. I knew I could step onto a scale I wasn't handicapped it's just that I really didn't want to.

I stepped on and closed my eyes not wanting to see the number but mrs.z told me anyway. 91.4 pounds even lower than last time." She was bout to continue when the front door opened. "Hey mom were home and franks here- what going on?"

I almost had a heart attack realizing most of my scars were showing. I grabbed my jacket threw it on and started running upstairs to my room. Before I went In I yelled down the stairs "don't say anything! You promised me!" I screamed at my mom slamming the door shut.

About five minutes later I heard someone walking twords the door followed by a slight knock. "Casey..." It was my mom. "Can we come in?"

I didn't respond so she just walked in followed by my twin my younger brother and frank? "Sweetie I'm sorry I wasn't paying attention to the time, and I didn't say anything to them I promise, but I think since they saw that downstairs you should tell them."

"No!" I yelled at her. "Casey there your brothers! I haven't told anyone anything for two years and I think they deserve to know!"

"Wait how come I never knew you guys had a sister? I mean if I'm understanding this right she is your sister right?" The kid named frank chimed in. Gee turned to face him "she's my twin. We don't get along and she didn't live with us for two years so you never met her and I never talk about her." He stated bluntly.

"See! Why should I tell him he doesn't like me anyway!" I fought back at my mom. "I'm not forcing you to tell them but I think you should. I'm gong to go downstairs and I don't care what you four talk about but at least talk!" And with that she exited the room.

"What is she talking about case?" Mikey asked first. "Nothing!" I huffed at him.

"I wanna know since it's pissing you off" gee smirked at me,while that frank kid just stood there awkwardly. "yea of course I'd tell a dick like you." I replied sarcastically to him.

"Haha very funny. Seriously though what's going in and who was that lady downstairs?" He asked again but at least he wasn't rude this time.

"I already said its nothing! Will you please drop it!"I snapped.

"She's a therapist right?" Frank chimed in shyly. I snapped my gaze in his direction shooting him a death glare. "How would you know that?" Gee asked him.

"I used to take ray to her....or am I wrong but I'm almost 100% positive I'm right." He said. of course he would know who she was.

"I think your wrong dude." Mikey stated. "I mean why would casey need a therapist?" He said.

"For being a bitch" gerard stated smugly to which I kicked him in the balls from where I was sitting. He cried in pain and dropped to the floor. Frank and mikey were laughing, but I was seriously pissed right now.

"Your so fucking rude!" I yelled at gerard locking myself in the bathroom and grabbing a blade I had hidden when I got back for emergencies. I couldn't let them know my secret I didn't want them judging me. I pressed the blade to my thigh and dragged it along the skin causing the blood to flow.

This is was my secret and if they knew they'd take it away form me.