I walked through the front door of my home to be fretted with hugs and kisses from my parents and mikey, but only received an icy stare from gerard. "Gee get over here and say hello to your sister!" My mom snapped. He stood up and walked over to me. "Hi" he gave me an awkward hug and went back to the couch.

"I'm so happy to have you home!" Mom gushed "but I'm still disappointed that you were kicked out."

"She was kicked out!? Why wasn't I told about this!" Gerard argued. "Because you two never get along and if I had told you you would've only irritated her about it!" Mom stated coldly. For some reason me and gee have always hated each other, even though we were twins we had nothing in common and just never liked each other. Mikey on the other hand got along with both Of us and hated choosing sides which is one of the reasons I decided leaving and going to a school you live at would help.

"Help her out her things back you two it'll do you good to talk after not seeing her for almost two years!" Mom stated.
"and yes you have to." She said pointing at gerard. He stood up and grabbed one of my bags carrying it up to our room. That's one thing I didn't miss. The house we lived in wasn't small but still our parents argued since we were twins we could share. We said nothing too each other putting my things away. mikey kept trying to make small talk but eventually have up.


We finished putting my stuff away, and finally gerard spoke. "How'd you get kicked out?"

"Why?"

"Because I want to know why god had to send you back here so I'd be stuck with you, and not someone else" he snarled at me. mikey cut in "guys come on are you ever going to stop hating each other?"

"No" we both replied in unison. "Well can you try at least for tonight and at school?" Mikey pleaded.

"Whoa whoa whoa I wasn't told about school! She's going to Belleville!?"

"Yes I'm going to Belleville dipshit where else would I go?" I snapped back at him.

"So are you ever gonna answer my question? How'd you get kicked out?"

"I got kicked out for giving a girl a concussion and some broken ribs....." I didn't exactly want to go into detail on why so I just left it at that.

"Case are you serious?" Mikey asked. I loved the nick name mikey had given me when we were younger. He always said casey didn't fit me so he'd just call me case instead. "yes I'm serious can we just leave it alone."

"Why should we?" Gerard asked. "Because I don't like talking about it ass hole! Now wanna tell me anything about Belleville since I'll be going tomorrow.

They told me everything to know well mikey did at least and gee just told me to leave him alone in school.

***time lapse***


i hated this school so much everyone here already hated me. I hadn't told either of the boys about my issues only my mom knows and I made her promise not to tell mikey or gee. I cut have social anxiety, and actually tried to off myself multiple times while away.

Everyone at at this school just stared at me and whispered when I walked by only making my anxiety worse. I hated when I couldn't tell if people were talking about me or not.

i walked into lunch myself, not having made a friend yet. I didn't feel like eating, did I forget to mention I have an eating disorder, which again only my mom knows about. I spotted mikey and gee ,and debated sitting with them. I saw someone at their table staring at me, and it made me feel awkward because I could tell he was checking me out.

I didn't want to sit alone so I walked over and sat next to mikey causing everyone at the table to stop and look at me. The boy who was checking me out earlier was the first to speak. "Can we help you?" He asked. Next thing he did was making a hissing noise "dude what the hell?!" The boy snapped at Gerard. "She doesn't need any help frank. Casey can you please leave, I told you to stay away from me in school!" He growled at me. "Why did you come over here anyway?!"

"Because I didn't want to sit alone but I'll leave." I said standing up but mikey stopped me. "Ignore him and sit. Where's your lunch?" Mikey asked. I could tell when he asked it caught gees attention. "I ready ate." I lied "and it's fine I'll just go somewhere else." I said standing up. I heard gee mumble a thank you. To which I flicked him in the neck.

As as I was walking away I heard that frank kid ask who I was to which gerard replied "don't worry."

I walked out into the hall and went into the bathroom. I hadn't eaten lunch but I did eat breakfast just to make my mom happy. I leaned over toilet bowl and stuck my fingers down my throat throwing up the contents of my stomach. I topped throwing up and started crying. I couldn't figure out why gerard hated me so much.

Notes

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