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"What." I spat coldly to whoever was knocking on the bedroom door.
"Open the door casey it's just me." Mikey replied through the locked wooden door.

I reluctantly opened only to have gerard shoved through and mikey pulling the door shut behind him.
"Mikey you bastard!" I yelled pounding on the door.

"No I'm not letting either of you come out until you fix whatever the hell made you hate each other!"

"God dammit mikey." I groaned. "Let's us out!" I yelled at my younger brother trying to push the door open.

"No now talk!" He yelled back sounding serious.

i looked over to gee who was still crying and had eyeliner all over his face. He wasn't crying more like sniffling trying to hold the hold the tears back but he was failing at it.

"I guess we can't leave." I huffed angrily and stomped off to the bunk beds and gee to his futon.

He didnt say say anything he just kept huffing and wiping his eyes and nose. "You have eyeliner all over your face." I stated.
It probably wasn't the best thing to say or the right thing to say but too late now.

"I-I don't c-care." He whispered shakily.

I sat for a minute watching him until mikey yelled at us to talk.
"Well you obviously care about something since your crying." I stars bitchily but I was seriously up to the roof with gerard and his I hate you and everything about you attitude.

"I obviously care! How shit do you think I feel that my sister, my own goddamn twin wanted to die because of me!?"

"Probably not as shit as I've felt my whole life." I stated simply.

He looked up up at me and again his face dropped like reality just hit him like a shit ton of bricks.

"Wasn't your life better away at school than at this shithole of a town anyway"

"No gerard it wasn't." I said shooting him an icy glare.

"How was it not better?" He asked somewhat in disbelief "you were at a private boarding school and mom and dad were paying for everything! How was that not better?"

"because I went there for Mikey's sake! Not because I wanted to!"

"Mikey's sake?"

"Yes gerard Mikey's sake. I was sick of him having to pick a side between our constant fighting and frankly I couldn't deal with you and all your verbal attacks. I left for my own good too because I thought getting away from you would help me stop cutting. What I didn't know about the fucking private school was that it had a uniform which very clearly showed my thighs and all there scars. Do you know how much I was picked on and bullied physically and mentally there? I was that fucking psycho who was only that school because I was crazy according to them. All that school did for me was push me to suicide and I purposely tried to get kicked out and switched to another boarding school but no mom thought I should come home. Well that worked out well didn't it."

"Casey I'm so sorry you have to believe me."

"Sorry doesn't cut it."

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