I'll Keep You Safe Tonight

*Frank's POV*



I pull out of the hug and stutter a little, “I um uh…I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I say.
Gerard gently pulls up my sweatshirt sleeves and I hear him gasp a little bit.
“Frankie…” he traces his fingers over the cuts, the scars and the new ones that are still bleeding. “Why Frankie?”
“I don’t know.” I mumble tears streaming down my face, “You’re going to leave me aren’t you?” my body starts to rack itself with sobs.
I’m pulled into another one of Gerard’s amazing hug, “No Frankie I will never leave you, I just don’t want you to hurt yourself baby.”
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” I say through my sobs.
“Shhh, I know come on lets go home.”
Gerard picks me up and carries towards the front doors and to the car. He sets me down into the passenger seat and buckles me up before climbing into the driver’s seat and driving us to his house. Once we arrive he picks me up again and carries me downstairs to his bedroom. Setting me down on the bed he heads into the bathroom and returns with a wet washcloth and washing the now dried blood off of my arm. I wince a little at the pain and stare at Gerard’s face while he does this. Suddenly he bends down and kisses my cuts and I gasp in surprise.
“What are you doing?” I ask.
Gerard just shooshes me again and continues to clean and kiss my cuts. I let my eyes flutter shut and enjoy the feeling of his feather light kisses on me. I feel his mouth begin to move up my arm kissing all the way up and land on my shoulder kissing and sucking. Soon he begins to kiss up my neck and all around my face. He starts with my forehead and then kisses each of my eyelids, the tip of my nose, my cheeks, and then my lips. I stay still for a moment because I can’t even believe Gerard fucking Way is kissing me. He starts to pull away when he realizes I’m not kissing back, but I grab his head and crash his lips against mine. Gerard’s first kisses were slow and gentle at first but as the kiss went on they begin to get rougher and he traces his tongue against my lips asking for enterance which I quickly grant. His tongue fights mine in a battle for dominance and quickly wins, not that I mind. Before I even realize it I’m laying on my back on his bed and he’s hovering over me. We break our kiss for air and we stare into each others eyes.
“Wow Frankie…” Gerard pants, “You’re a damn good kisser,” and with that he presses his lips to mine again. Gerard slowly kisses down my body and I moan a little when he hits some of my sweet spots. Suddenly I push Gerard off of me right as he's about to um get to my problem.
"Wait, Gee, stop." I say.
"What?" Gerard looks up at me with a confused and hurt expression, "Did I do something wrong?"
"No you didn't do anything wrong it's just...I've only known you for a couple of days and I'm not really ready for anything yet..." I look down and fiddle with my hands, and it's silent for a few minutes and luckily my problem goes away.
"Frankie I'm sorry for pushing you I just, got kind of excited I guess." Gerard says with a sad expression on his face.
"It's okay Gee." I say smiling at him and then peck him on the lips, "Kissing is fine but I want to wait. I want it to be special."
Gerard smiles at that, "Okay Frank." he says and kisses me.

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