Franks P.O.V

I woke up the next day to very harsh whispers coming from the hallway, it was Austin and André, great. I rolled my eyes and got up from the bed to see what they were arguing about, although I already had a good idea of what it was about... him.

“Guys I’m fine I promise I just wanna--” Oh my god... there he was standing in all his glory being blocked by André and Austin. “What the fuck are you doing here?!? How did you even find me?” I yelled suddenly more awake.

“Well one: Belleville is a small town and two: you have lived in the same house since you were born, as have these two and three: your mom is very easy to charm for information,’ he winked, ‘I just wanted to come by and talk to you but your bodyguards won’t let me, as you can see the have formed a human wall leading to you.”

“No! No fucking way! How do you think its okay for you to show up here after 3 years and expect me to receive you with open arms! FUCK YOU!” at this point Ausin and André had turned around to keep me from attacking him. “After everything you did to me, how can you think it is okay for you to stroll into my life and ruin it! Does this make you happy jackass!?!” At this point I was chest to chest with André with my eyes looking straight at him.

“Frankie, look--” he started.

“No! Don’t you even dare to fuvking speak right now... get the fuck out of this house and leave me alone. You didn’t have a problem leaving me three years ago so this shouldn’t be any different.” I had said all I needed to say to him so I turned around and stormed into André’s room so he couldn’t see the tears that were falling from my eyes.

~~I think Frankie needs some time alone (a.k.a time lapse)~~

“Frank, Frank, are you okay? Frankie, Frank, oh come on dude.... Austin come help me” a voice called. Wait I know that voice... thats André. Did I fall asleep?

“Okay... hey Frankie if you wake up right now I’ll give you coffee and skittles...” Austin said.

I immediately jumped out of bed, “skittles and coffee you say?” I slurred half asleep. Austin and André started laughing and nodded. “Come on guys I want skittles” I yelled with energy I suddenly fathomed. I pushed passed them and ran down the stairs to where I knew their mom always kept skittles for me, but I couldn’t reach them so I had to wait for one of the boys to come down and get them down for me.

Austin turned on the coffee maker and poured some skittles into a medium sized bowl because he knew by experience if he gave me the whole bag I would finish it in a whole sitting. The coffee machine dinged and he served everyone a cup, then he started walking towards the living room. André and I followed him. “Okay, Frankie I know this is gonna be hard for you, but you have to understand that it’s gonna be hard for me too, because I am going to have to refrain from looking for that guy and making him go through a very slow and painful death. okay?”

“Okay guys, I understand.”

“Now you have to tell us everything that happened between you two okay? Because the facts are fuzzy right now okay?” André commented.

I nodded then started my story. “His name is Damien--”

“We know that” André interrupted, then Austin smacked him on the head. If these were different circumstances I would have laughed, but these were serious matters.

“I haven’t always been in love with Gerard,’ I continued, ‘Damien was my first love actually” I laughed. “He asked me out one day and I was appalled because at that time he was the new kid and I was just hated in general. ‘But I barely even know you’ I replied. ‘Well isn’t that why people go out with each other?’ he replied with a smirk on his face. I thought that it would be a good chance to see if there was a chance for me to forget about Gerard, so I said yes and for a while everything was going fine. We were constantly going out on dates, but it was never in public places. I thought it was cute that he would take me out to places and just show me how to appreciate the little things. We would go to the park or take a walk in the forest or walk on this path until we came up to a meadow and just lay there until the stars were high in the sky or until my mother called me wondering why I wasn’t home yet. We went on like that for about a year, until he started acting funny. He didn’t hold my hand in the hallways, he didn’t want to kiss me, and we would spend weeks without texting. At first I thought it was me, so I started dressing better and fixing my hair in different ways to see if my physical appearance would make him want me” my voice cracked and I started to cry. Austin moved close to me to give me a hug. We stayed like that for a while before I pushed him away and continued with my story.

“He still didn’t say anything, if anything he ignored me harder. I couldn’t handle crying myself to sleep everyday, so I decided to do something about it. I called him and asked him to come over, he agreed and said he would show up in about 10 minutes. In the meantime I decided to make some coffee for me and him. After I had finished serving him coffee, I heard a knock on the door, he was here. We sat down and I hit him straight with my question, ‘do I repulse you?’ I asked him. He looked taken aback by my question, ‘Frank where did you get that crazy idea?’ he asked back. ‘I don’t know its just that you have been ignoring me lately and I don’t know what’s going on. We used to be so close Damien and now we’re acting like strangers’ I replied, crying. He didn’t say anything he simply stood up and sat next to me and hugged me until I stopped crying. ‘I’m sorry Frankie I didn’t know that you were feeling this way. It’s just that my parents have been stressing me out and school has as well. I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t know that this was hurting you. To make it up to you, how about tomorrow I take you to the meadow and have a picnic okay?’ I nodded and he stood up and left me alone with my thoughts.” I stopped to sigh and wipe the tears off of my face. I shouldn’t be crying for him.

“The next day I decided to surprise him by showing up to his house early, but I was the one that was surprised... I walk in through the front door to see Damien making out with a girl. That’s when the truth came out.”

Notes

OOOOOOOO!!! Now we know his name and half of the story.... I'm gonna see how you guys react to this then consider updating later today. Comments? Questions? Concerns? Death threats? Send me a message or drop a beautiful comment!
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K ;)

P.S. The title is a song by Crown The Empire... because wow they are amazing!