Frank’s P.O.V

So as it may turn out I decided that we should all smoke some weed and then go out to see a show, because when you are feeling shitty thats what you do, when you’re me, Austin or André. After chacking in with both of our mothers we headed into the city.

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“Frankie can we just go now? This band is awful and I wanna go hoooommmee!” André complained.

“No, shhh, shhh, sshhh we have to--have to staaay! What if I meet someone Andréééééééé?” I drunkenly slurred.

“NO! I am gonna go find Austin and we are gonna leave okay?”

“Okay, fine!” I said with a pout. André turned around and left in search of his older brother while I was left alone leaning on a wall. The effects of the weed were starting to wear off and I was starting to fall asleep. “Frankie,’ I heard someone say in the distance, ‘Frankie open your eyes man please!” they were pleading now. Fuck who was saying my name? Why am I so hungry and cold? “Frankie man please this can’t be happening. My mom is going to kill me then bring me back to life just for your mom to kill me! Please Frank!”

I opened my eyes after I felt something warm hit my nose only to see André looking back at me with tears in his eyes. “Shit! André what happened?’ I asked suddenly awake.

“Well I left you here by the wall to go look for Austin, but I couldn’t find him Frankie and then on my way over here I see you fall to the floor and I’m gonna kill you for making me so worrie, but that’s not my main concern right now, I need to find Austin!” He said, more tears running down his face.

“It’s okay André, we’ll find him. He’s a big, responsible boy. We’ll find him okay?” He simply nodded in response and I hugged him. “Okay, now that we know that I am okay, where do you last remember seeing Austin?”

“He-he said that he was gonna go into the alley to get some fresh air.”

“But we’re in the alley right now André! Where is this boy!”

“Wait isn’t there another alley on the other side of this place?” André pointed out.

“Yes! Come on lets go its getting late and I don’t want to think about what could have happened to him.” We walked through what was left of the crowd to the other side of the bar to get to where Austin hopefully was.

As soon as we entered the alley André and I heard Austin and he didn’t sound like he was having a good time. “Austin?! Austin where are you?!” I yelled into the dark alley.

“Frank?’ I froze, ‘Frank is that you? I found Austin and he doesn’t look too good.”

NO! This couldn’t be happening, it couldn’t be him! I would much rather jump off the empire state building than see his face again.

“Come on Frankie, you would do this if you loved me.... Frankie do you not love me. Frankie, love? Frank I never loved you... this was a lie. It was all bet. I never loved you. How could you think that someone like me would love someone like you. You’re not even worthy of being the dirt on my shoe” he said to me as he grabbed his blond girlfriend laughing like it was the funniest shit in the world. He kissed her then walked away from me leaving me behind the school with tears streaming down my face...

“It’s me and Frank. Where are you?” André called out, snapping me back to reality, his voice quivering. He knew who it was, but he knew he needed to get his brother first. There was some movement and then we see a light and there he is in all his glory. As we walk towards him I feel a stinging in my eyes, ‘I will not cry for or in front of this asshole ever again’ I say to myself.

“Hey Frankie” he says once we’re close enough. I roll my eyes at him. “Now, now Frankie dear, that is not way to treat an old friend how is it, love?” he said with a big smirk planted on his face.

“Don’t call me that ever again” I reply through gritted teeth and walk past him towards Austin. “Austin, Austin come on man please tell me you’re okay” this time I let the tears fall. André joins me shortly after and both of us try to pick him up.

“Frankie let me help you” he offers. In that moment I don’t know what comes over me but I let go of Austin and turn around to look at him.

“Don’t you dare even come near me or offer your help! I didn’t need it the past 3 years and I don’t need it now!” I yell, with more tears running down my face and my fists clenched. “Come on André, lets get your brother home.” He nods in the darkness and we head towards the street, only to see that, yeah, luck hates me and today is officially the shittiest day ever. As we turn the corner to head to Austins car, Gerard is walking down the street with his head down and to make matters worse I see him too late and crash straight into him. “FUCK! Oh my god I am so freaking sorry!” I say while trying to stand up straight with Austin and André almost falling on me. Apparently the hit was enough to trigger a word out of Austin (that just happened to be the word fuck) and André just lets out a sigh of relief because his brother isn’t dead.

“Hi..... Frank...... I don’t mean to be rude or anything but you look awful, can I help you guys?” he asks, looking only at me.

“Actually yeah, my midget friend isn’t fit to carry a six foot tall dude, so if you could help me, that would make me the happiest dude in the world.” André states in one breath, but Gerard isn’t paying attention he’s looking at me like he can see my soul and can see everything that I am thinking and everything that he did to me. He breaks out of the trance as soon as he-who-should-not-be-named comes out of the alley.

The second those two make eye contact world war three starts before my eyes, but its all a lie, because Gerard says nothing but takes Austin from me and they both head towards Austin’s car, leaving me alone..... or so I thought.

Notes

After like 6 days of all nighters, procrastination and AP History homework (that i still haven't finished) i give you: AN UPDATE! with a terrible cliff hanger. Comments? Questions? Concerns? Leave a beautiful comment or send an even better message my way.
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