good bye cruel cruel world
School eww
Mikey's P.O.V
OH MY GOD is she ok? Wait why do I care? Should I care? I don’t know! I can’t seem to get her out of my thoughts.
"Hey Gerard we should see if she is ok" frank said, pulling me out of my thoughts. As much as I loved my brother he could be ass sometimes. With the drinking and the drugs, sometimes I wished that I had never been born. My right wrist held the wrist band that I never took off and held many secrets. Most deep and red and had bleed at one point.
I had been pulled into the group three years ago and I had no reason but I was black mailed into. Gee had seen my scars and he told me if I didn’t join his group he would tell mom and dad. All of the hurtful things I’ve told Kat were not true. None of them, they were all lies.
"Why?" Gerard asked as he kept his eyes to the road, his voice seemed to stay in the same tone.
‘Because she could be hurt Gerard, and if that happened I would kill myself’ Whoa were did that come from? I thought to myself god I remember when I first met her. She was so pretty.
(Flashback)
I was 14 and she was 13 we had just started middle school and I was already bullying her.
God I remember when Gerard almost made her kill herself and I had stopped that but then kept going.
I had just sat there at lunch and she had come up and wanted to talk but I yelled at her because I was angry at my locker for not wanting to open. She walked away and later that day she went to Gerard and he yelled at her for coming up to him. It broke my heart to see her cry.
(end of flash back)"Mikey why are you crying?" Gerard asked as he looked at the rear view mirror. His hazel eyes full of anger and disappointment. The same look he gave Kat that day.
Fuck when did I start crying? Why am I crying? Should I be worried about Kat? Is she alright?
"Oh I hit my head really hard when I got up this morning and I touched the bump” I told him as I pushed up my glasses to keep them from falling off. The black and white frames seemed to be part of my face on a day to day basis.
Time-lapse
Kats P.O.V
Oh god I'm at school and Gerard just got here oh and there is Britney is here
I run over to Britney and she says.
"Hi Kat" She bounced as she talked; Britney was one of the only friends I had ever had and she was a ball of energy as well.
"Hey Brit” I smiled, when I jumped out of the car I landed funny and I hurt my ankle. I think I twisted it but I’m not sure. What was I going to do when Gerard and the other’s came over to me? He was walking over to me. I had mere seconds left. Gerard looked pissed and pleased as well.
I remember when I first saw Mikey. I thought he was cute and then I went to say hi and he pushed me away and yelled. My heart had been broken that day. When I saw Gerard I thought that by going and saying hello to him wouldn’t make me look like such a freak. But I had been wrong.
I was then pushed to the ground and yelled at for have cuts on my arms from what my father had caused me. My father had both mentally and physically hurt me. A small razor had been my only friend until I met Brit.
“Oh look at the worthless bitch just thinking, did you hurt yourself jumping out of a car?” Gerard sneered, he was right in front of me now. I felt a wet drop on my face, a single tear had fallen.
I didn’t answer I knew what was coming why make it worse? I was grabbed once again and put into a car only this time the door was locked and my hands tied behind me. I couldn’t move, Brit was being talk to by Gerard and he came a slammed the driver’s door. I was in deep shit for being who I was.
“Now let’s go do something” He smiled as a finger was slipped under my chin. Slight presser was applied to it and it was lifted. The look in Gerard’s eyes I couldn’t seem to identify.
“GERARD LEAVE BRIT THE FUCK ALONE AND HOW DARE YOU EVEN TOUCH ME YOU LITTLE FILTHY THING WHO I ADMIT IS CUTE UNLIKE MIKEY JERKFACE OVER THE OH AND MIKEY DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT MY ASS I SAW YOU STARING AT IT!” I yell without thinking and I feel everyone staring at me, and then Gerard slapped me the sting was running through my body I cried out in pain and a smile graced Gerard’s lips.
“ OH HELL NO” I say as I slip my hands out of the tie and again jump out of the car after shattering the window. I now had a cut on my hand and a bruise on the side of my face.
I run to my house and into my room just past aunt Lydia I run into my room plugged in my guitar and start playing and singing. It should help to clear my mind, I hope.
The soft melody’s run through the room. My voice and the guitar meld and become one. As I finish the last verse I let a tear slip down my face.
Then the doorbell rings I run down stairs to get it.when I get there I open the door only to find Mikey. Shit.
"What do you want?" I say starting to close the door but I am pulled out before I could and then shoved back into the black car. Great do they ever ask me to get in? No.
"ok we heard you singing" Frank says, smiling at me, that same smile he use to give me when I did something stupid.
"HE SPEAKS damn I should have had my camera" I mumbled to my self
"What do you want" I say wiping away my tears, I didn’t realise how many tears I had leaked.
"Tomorrows your 16th b-day right" Mikey says as I get out of the car and walk into my house and go into my room and take out my blade but before I end it wait what am I saying I’m not letting them win. But at last I do I make a cut and instantly regret it.
Wait a minute I still see their car outside, Oh No.
I storm down stairs and go outside and walk back to school, I should just ignore them the best I can. I’m not letting them win anytime soon.
OH MY GOD is she ok? Wait why do I care? Should I care? I don’t know! I can’t seem to get her out of my thoughts.
"Hey Gerard we should see if she is ok" frank said, pulling me out of my thoughts. As much as I loved my brother he could be ass sometimes. With the drinking and the drugs, sometimes I wished that I had never been born. My right wrist held the wrist band that I never took off and held many secrets. Most deep and red and had bleed at one point.
I had been pulled into the group three years ago and I had no reason but I was black mailed into. Gee had seen my scars and he told me if I didn’t join his group he would tell mom and dad. All of the hurtful things I’ve told Kat were not true. None of them, they were all lies.
"Why?" Gerard asked as he kept his eyes to the road, his voice seemed to stay in the same tone.
‘Because she could be hurt Gerard, and if that happened I would kill myself’ Whoa were did that come from? I thought to myself god I remember when I first met her. She was so pretty.
(Flashback)
I was 14 and she was 13 we had just started middle school and I was already bullying her.
God I remember when Gerard almost made her kill herself and I had stopped that but then kept going.
I had just sat there at lunch and she had come up and wanted to talk but I yelled at her because I was angry at my locker for not wanting to open. She walked away and later that day she went to Gerard and he yelled at her for coming up to him. It broke my heart to see her cry.
(end of flash back)"Mikey why are you crying?" Gerard asked as he looked at the rear view mirror. His hazel eyes full of anger and disappointment. The same look he gave Kat that day.
Fuck when did I start crying? Why am I crying? Should I be worried about Kat? Is she alright?
"Oh I hit my head really hard when I got up this morning and I touched the bump” I told him as I pushed up my glasses to keep them from falling off. The black and white frames seemed to be part of my face on a day to day basis.
Time-lapse
Kats P.O.V
Oh god I'm at school and Gerard just got here oh and there is Britney is here
I run over to Britney and she says.
"Hi Kat" She bounced as she talked; Britney was one of the only friends I had ever had and she was a ball of energy as well.
"Hey Brit” I smiled, when I jumped out of the car I landed funny and I hurt my ankle. I think I twisted it but I’m not sure. What was I going to do when Gerard and the other’s came over to me? He was walking over to me. I had mere seconds left. Gerard looked pissed and pleased as well.
I remember when I first saw Mikey. I thought he was cute and then I went to say hi and he pushed me away and yelled. My heart had been broken that day. When I saw Gerard I thought that by going and saying hello to him wouldn’t make me look like such a freak. But I had been wrong.
I was then pushed to the ground and yelled at for have cuts on my arms from what my father had caused me. My father had both mentally and physically hurt me. A small razor had been my only friend until I met Brit.
“Oh look at the worthless bitch just thinking, did you hurt yourself jumping out of a car?” Gerard sneered, he was right in front of me now. I felt a wet drop on my face, a single tear had fallen.
I didn’t answer I knew what was coming why make it worse? I was grabbed once again and put into a car only this time the door was locked and my hands tied behind me. I couldn’t move, Brit was being talk to by Gerard and he came a slammed the driver’s door. I was in deep shit for being who I was.
“Now let’s go do something” He smiled as a finger was slipped under my chin. Slight presser was applied to it and it was lifted. The look in Gerard’s eyes I couldn’t seem to identify.
“GERARD LEAVE BRIT THE FUCK ALONE AND HOW DARE YOU EVEN TOUCH ME YOU LITTLE FILTHY THING WHO I ADMIT IS CUTE UNLIKE MIKEY JERKFACE OVER THE OH AND MIKEY DON’T YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT MY ASS I SAW YOU STARING AT IT!” I yell without thinking and I feel everyone staring at me, and then Gerard slapped me the sting was running through my body I cried out in pain and a smile graced Gerard’s lips.
“ OH HELL NO” I say as I slip my hands out of the tie and again jump out of the car after shattering the window. I now had a cut on my hand and a bruise on the side of my face.
I run to my house and into my room just past aunt Lydia I run into my room plugged in my guitar and start playing and singing. It should help to clear my mind, I hope.
The soft melody’s run through the room. My voice and the guitar meld and become one. As I finish the last verse I let a tear slip down my face.
Then the doorbell rings I run down stairs to get it.when I get there I open the door only to find Mikey. Shit.
"What do you want?" I say starting to close the door but I am pulled out before I could and then shoved back into the black car. Great do they ever ask me to get in? No.
"ok we heard you singing" Frank says, smiling at me, that same smile he use to give me when I did something stupid.
"HE SPEAKS damn I should have had my camera" I mumbled to my self
"What do you want" I say wiping away my tears, I didn’t realise how many tears I had leaked.
"Tomorrows your 16th b-day right" Mikey says as I get out of the car and walk into my house and go into my room and take out my blade but before I end it wait what am I saying I’m not letting them win. But at last I do I make a cut and instantly regret it.
Wait a minute I still see their car outside, Oh No.
I storm down stairs and go outside and walk back to school, I should just ignore them the best I can. I’m not letting them win anytime soon.
Notes
Don't u dare complain my thumbs r sore now there is ur chapter damn people give me some ideas ok sorry. Bout that mini rant my boyfriend ticked me off.Side note from co-author: I have edited these chapters! I hope that they are to your liking! And I hope it makes more sense
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