Forever

I got off of Gerard, holding my hand out to him to help him up.

"Nah, I'm gonna lie here for a while." He murmured

I nodded and walked back to the roses.

I finished watering them and Gerard was till lying there, staring at the sky.

It wasn't exactly sunny out.

But it wasn't all that gloomy.

I unzipped my hoodie and threw it at Gerard.

It landed on his stomach, he didn't do anything just turned to me and kind of half smiled.

"You need a shower." He stated a few seconds later.

I looked down at myself, I was covered in dirt and grass. My fingers where covered in mud and I'm sure there's some in my hair.

So, yeah. I definitely need a bath.

Gerard was smudged in dirt, too. But that was my fault. I had probably gotten him dirty when we rolled around.

"Yeah..."

He stood up, taking the hoodie with him. He walked to me and kissed my cheek.
I slung my arms around his neck. He pulled me closer and kissed my lips. I kissed back and pulled on his hair. He pulled away and started kissing down my neck and then murmured against my skin, "You should shower with me."

I froze, he nuzzled my neck again.

"Gerard, I don't..." I faltered, not knowing what the hell to say.

He pulled away and looked at me in the eyes, "I'm so sorry. I didn't want to make you uncomfortable. I am so, so, so sorry."

"It's okay just...not now."

He nodded.

"I'm gonna go shower." I muttered a few seconds later.

"Yeah, okay. Want me to make breakfast?"

"More like lunch, it's almost two." I said as I walked back in to the house.

-----Time Lapse-----

Today had been relatively uneventful.

We had talked most part of the day, the cuddled on the couch while I read 'Harry Potter' to Gerard.

He hadn't had a single drink today, that was very good.

I really want him to get better. Not for me, but for himself.

I have a feeling he will.

He's strong, he can do it.

Now I was lying in bed, Gerard was showering, again. He had spilled tomato sauce on his shirt while we ate spaghetti.

I was sprawled out on the big bed, it felt cold and empty without him here.

He finally stepped out of the bathroom wearing only a pair of grey boxers.

I smiled at him, he smiled back.

He walked to the bed and leaned down, placing a deep kiss to my lips.

When he pulled away he whispered, "I love you so much, Princess."

"I love you, too, 'Rard."

-----Time Lapse-----

It had been a week since Gerard stopped drinking.

Everything was going great.

Mikey and Gerard weren't even pissed at each-other anymore.

We went out almost everyday, and everyday Gerard made me feel better about myself.

He would always compliment me, saying how beautiful I was. I was slowly starting to believe it. I mean, if he says it, it must be true.

We still hadn't had sex, or made out.

Just a few kisses here and there.

Tonight we were going to have dinner with Gerard's parents.

Mikey had convinced Mama Way of giving me another chance.

So I was putting on a suit and going to have dinner with my in-laws.

I don't like suits -or my in-laws-, though. So, yeah I was kind of (very) bitchy.

"Baby, you ready yet?" Gerard was ready over half an hour before I was.

"No! I wasn't ready two minutes ago and I'm not ready now! Why don't you wait in the car?" I said. Yes, I am in an extremely pissy mood.

Gerard walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed the nape of my neck.
"You look gorgeous." He said against my skin.

I smiled at our reflection in the mirror. He looked up and smiled too.
I turned to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, then turned back to our reflection.
"We look good together." I stated.

He smiled widely but didn't say anything.

"Let's get going, yeah?" I suggested a few seconds later.

-----Time Lapse-----

I flopped down on the bed.

Dinner with the Way's wasn't bad at all.

Donna wasn't a bad person, just loud and a bit exaggerated. Don complimented her, being quiet and reserved. It was nice how they completed each-other.

Gerard closed the bedroom door and walked over to me, he kneeled down in between my legs, wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his head on my thigh.

I ran my fingers through his long black hair, "You alright, 'Rard?"

"Yeah, I just...love you so much, you have no idea."

I tilted his head up and leaned down, connecting our lips in a slow deep passion filled kiss.

"I know exactly what you feel. It's what I feel for you." I whispered against his lips.

"That's what makes it even better."

We kissed again, more desperate this time, wanting to get as much of the other as possible. He stood up, sitting back down on the bed. He bit my lip, then started fumbling with my tie. I didn't stop him, instead pulling off his own tie and throwing it somewhere on the floor of the room.
He pulled off my tie and through it behind his back. We kept kissing, wanting to taste all of the other, to be as close as could be. I tried to undo his buttons -we had both taken off our jackets downstairs- but got frustrated and just ripped his shirt open.

He pulled away for a millisecond, looked down at his shirt and then re-connected our lips.
I pushed him back down on the bed, so I was straddling him. He started to unbutton my shirt, we pulled away and I sat up. He slowly undid the first few buttons, but picked up the pace when I rolled my hips down on to his. He pushed the shirt off my shoulder and spread his hands out on my chest, just kind of touching all of me.

"You are so beautiful." He whispered.

I didn't say anything, just blushed and leaned back down then we continued kissing.

I reached down between us and started fumbling with his belt, he pulled away and helped me get it undone, then reached over for my zipper. He pulled down my pants to my knees, then flipped us over so I was on my back and pulled them off, along with my shoes and socks. So I was left in only my boxers while he was still fully clothed.

He leaned down and kissed my collarbones. Biting and sucking softly on the skin every now and then, I moaned embarrassingly loud when ever he did.

He pulled away a bit and I pulled off his shirt, admiring his milky-white chest. I've always loved Gerard's body, he always looks perfect and tonight is not the exception.

I reached up and dragged my blunt nails down his smooth chest, he groaned loudly. I pulled his belt out of the hoops and then started fumbling with the button and fly. When I had that undone, I slowly pulled his pants down to his knees. He stood up off the bed and kicked off his shoes, socks and pants, then he leaned back down and started sucking on my neck.

"Mmmh...Ahhh!...God, 'Rard!" I moaned extremely loud.

He situated himself between my legs and grinded down on my hard dick. We both moaned.
He pulled away and moved me more to the center of the bed, so my feet weren't dangling off the edge. Then he leaned down and we kissed again, his tongue slipping past my lips and sliding against mine. He kept grinding every few seconds, soon the kisses where more fierce, all teeth and bit lips.

I slipped my thumbs under the waist-band of his boxers and tugged down softly, not even moving them, just wanting him to get the message and take them off.

He pulled away and looked down at me, panting. "Are you sure, Frankie?"

"Uh-hu, yeah. I wanna do this. Right now." I panted.

"Honey, we don't have to, if you don't feel ready."

"I'm ready. I want to be with you...I want to be all yours." I leaned up on my elbows and half smiled at him.

Gerard smiled and kissed my lips softly while he slid off my boxers. He threw them back and just looked over me for a second, I felt myself blush deeply.

He slowly ran his hand down my chest, stomach and finally my cock. I closed my eyes and groaned loudly when he wrapped his fingers around me.

He slowly jerked me off, only giving me a few pumps before pulling away and siting up on his knees. He slid off his boxers and I stared, even though I really tried not to. I had never seen Gerard completely naked and it was a sight for sore eyes.

Only one thing worried me, he was big, as in very big. As in, that up my ass will hurt a-fucking-lot.

I looked back up at him and I know he could see the terror in my eyes.

"Just say the word and I'll stop. I promise." He said.

"...will it hurt?"

"I'm not going to lie, it will hurt...but we'll go slow. As slow as you need." He gave me a comforting smile and I felt so reassured.

I had nothing to worry about. Gerard was going to take care of me. This was going to hurt -probably a lot- but it will all be worth it.

He reached his hand over to the head of the bed and brought a pillow.

"Lift your hips, honey." He said softly.

I did as he said and he slid the pillow under me, so my hips were slightly lifted.

"You good?" He asked.

I nodded. He reached over to the nightstand and pulled a bottle of what I assumed was lubricant from the drawer.

"Since when is that there?" I asked curiously.

"Since we moved in." He answered.

I nodded.

He sat back on his knees and spoke slowly, "Okay, honey. I'm going to prep you now, okay?" He bended my knees and spread my legs open wide.

"Uh, what?" I asked confused.

"Prep? So it won't hurt so much."

"What are you gonna do?" I leaned back up on my elbows and looked down at him. He had the bottle of lube in his hand and was staring at my lower half.

"Uh, put my fingers...inside you."

I blinked, "Okay." I didn't really have an idea of what to do or how to do things. I was completely lost when it came to sex.

He nodded and uncapped the bottle. I lied back down and sighed.

"Relax, okay? That'll make it easier."

I did as he said and tried to relax, but it was hard when I was so nervous.

I heard a 'squirt' sound and a few seconds later I felt his lube slick finger at my entrance. My eyes went wide and I gasped, his finger was cold. He pushed in to me slowly. It didn't hurt, but it was an awkward feeling.

I squirmed and rolled my hips, trying to get accustomed to the feeling of something inside me. When I looked over at Gerard I saw he was staring at me with wide eyes and slack jaw.
He started moving his finger in and out slowly, then a little faster. It felt funny, not good or bad, more like awkward.

He stopped thrusting his finger and then asked, "Is it okay to put in another one?"

I nodded.

He slid his finger out and then pushed two in. The stretch was there, I could feel the slight burn.

Nothing unbearable, but it did hurt.

I closed my eyes and just stayed still, willing the burn to go away. After a few minutes I nodded and Gerard started to slowly move his fingers.

This felt a lot different, though. It felt nice, not incredibly pleasurable, but better than before.
He started moving his fingers faster, I felt him make a scissor motion, and wow, that hurt. Then he kept thrusting in and out a little slower.

"Another?" He asked a few minutes later.

"Y-yeah." I was sincerely afraid. If two hurt then three would hurt even more, and Gerard's dick would hurt even more than that.

He slid in another finger, I whimpered and closed my eyes. It hurt a lot. He started kissing my neck, probably trying to distract me from the pain. It worked and a couple minutes later he was thrusting his fingers in and out of me. He flexed them and did that horrible scissor motion, then continued thrusting.

"Frankie, Princess," He pulled out his fingers, "I'm going to uh, go inside now, okay?"

I looked up at him and nodded slowly.

I watched, biting my lip as he lathered himself with lube. He groaned loudly and took a little longer than what I thought necessary.

I lied back down, then I felt his tip at my entrance. He -unlike his fingers- was hot. Hot and heavy and right there, "W-wait!"

He immediately stopped and looked at me with wide eyes.

"I love you so much Gerard and this means so much to me, because now we'll finally be together. We can't get closer than this. And I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens and no matter what we have to go through I will always be there for you and I will always love you and want you and care for you and I would give anything for you." I rushed out in one breath.

"Oh, Princess. I love you more than words could say." He said and then he slowly entered me.

I closed my eyes and felt a tear roll down my cheek. After what felt like eternity, Gerard stopped, probably letting me get used to the stretch.

He was big, bigger than I thought and it hurt a lot more that what I had expected.

"D-done?" I asked quietly, although I knew he wasn't all the way in.

"No." He groaned, I could tell he was trying hard not to moan and thrust.

I groaned out in pain and frustration, "H-how much is in?"

"Only the head." Fuck, this is going to hurt a lot.

"Move." I muttered.

Gerard slowly started moving in again. I bit my knuckles, trying to not scream in pain. It felt as if I were being ripped in half. It hurt so much. A few agonizing minutes later Gerard was all the way in.

He sighed and moaned, while I groaned. I knew he was trying to be as quiet as possible, since I hurt so bad and he was feeling so good, he didn't want to show just how nice he felt.
A few minutes later I had gotten accustomed to his size and the pain was reduced to a dull ache, "Move." I said.

He slowly pulled out and then back in. It felt nice, I felt full. Full of Gerard, wow. Gerard is of me.

He started thrusting in at different angles. I wonder what he's trying to-

"OHMYFUCKINGGOD'RARD!DOTHATAGAIN!"

I have no idea what he just did but he hit a spot that made me see fucking rainbows.
He smirked and muttered 'found it.', then kept hitting that beautiful spot inside me straight on.
I was moaning and groaning louder than Gerard. Pushing back against his thrusts, trying to have him go in deeper, harder. I wanted more of him.

He leaned down, holding himself up by the elbows, and started kissing and sucking on the skin of my neck.

It all felt so good, Gerard inside me, the neck sucking and Gerard was rubbing up against my cock every-time he thrust. I thought I was going to cum each time he hit that spot.
He pulled me close to him and sat me on his lap, I started thrusting down on him, wanting to have all of him as deep inside of me as possible.

He moaned almost as loud as me, planting wet open mouthed kisses on my chest and groaning when I dragged my nails down his back.

He thrust particularly hard, I threw my head back and moaned out a long loud, "'Raaaaard!"
He had his hand on my back, keeping me close to him, and the other around my hips steadying and guiding me.

Each thrust was harder, every kiss more desperate and Gerard and I had never been so close.
There were no barriers, just us. In love. Finally showing it. There was nothing in between us this time.

Gerard lied down and I stayed up, putting my hands over his chest to steady myself. He had both of his hands on my hips, helping me thrust down harder.

I lifted myself up on my knees, taking Gerard almost all the way out, and the slammed back down. I moaned extremely loud, so did Gerard. I kept doing that until I felt my thighs burn.

"'Rard, I'm- Ahhhh!...tired." I panted.

He kind of half nodded, then flipped us over, so I was on my back, and hooked my legs around his waist. Then he continued thrusting in to me, harder and faster than before.
I moaned and groaned and whimpered and squirmed in pleasure. This was wonderful. If I had known it would be this good I would have done it ages ago.

Gerard was panting and groaning along with me. His long black hair sweat slick to his forehead. There were beads of sweat on his neck, I tangled my fingers in his wet hair and pulled him down, then licked up the side of his neck. He closed his eyes and groaned loudly.
Then our lips met in a wet, sloppy, uncoordinated, open mouthed kiss. The most perfect kiss ever.

I whimpered and panted out an,"I love you, 'Rard."

He kissed my neck and panted against my skin, "I love you, too, Princess."

I felt his fangs brush my skin and I shivered in anticipation. Just when I though this couldn't get any better.

I also grazed my fangs over his skin, he groaned. Then I felt him pierce my skin and then a tremendous amount of pleasure ran through my body. I sank my fangs in to Gerard's neck and rejoiced in the sweet taste of his blood.

He started thrusting even harder, I was so close.

Gerard reached down between us and took a hold of me, he started to pump me fast and hard, I sucked his neck harder, wanting to have more of him, and thrust back harder, wanting to feel more of him.

I let go of his neck, and just concentrated on meeting his hard thrusts.

I flet a warm feeling settle in the pit of my stomach, then I moaned out a loud, "'RAAAAAAARD!" and came all over Gerard's hand and both our bellies.

I closed my eyes and flet the rippling waves of pleasure run through my body. I felt warm and boneless and I think I passed out from pleasure.

Gerard pulled off my neck then, still stroking me, then I felt him cum inside me.

It was the strangest most intimate feeling ever. I was full of him, he was cumming inside of me. I loved that feeling.

He moaned out my name and then lied on my chest.

I was panting and trying to remember how to breath. Gerard was panting too.

A few minutes later he rubbed my hips and slowly pulled out of me, I gasped. I felt so empty afterwards. I want him inside me again, he makes me feel complete.

He pulled me up to the head of the bed and lied me on the pillows, he pulled the covers over us and lied down next to me. I slowly shifted so I had my head resting on his chest -my limbs still felt like jelly- and he wrapped both his arms around my waist.

"I love you so, so much, Frankie, Princess."

"I love you just as much, 'Rard."

-----Time Lapse-----

I pulled on my shoes and looked at myself in the mirror.

I was wearing a suit again.

We were going to the Way's dinner party.

I felt a little awkward...my ass hurt.

Gerard and I had spent the whole day in bed and then we got a call from Donna inviting us to the party and there is really no way to say 'no' to that lady.

Gerard walked back in to the room, smiling. He hadn't stopped smiling all day...I hadn't either.

Last night was perfect.

"Ready to go, Princess?" He asked, gazing at me lovingly.

"Yeah, let's go." We walked hand in hand out to the car.

The drive to the party was filled with the radio playing softly, us not really having anything to say.
The party was being held in a Terrassa in the woods. It was a nice place. It had a river near by and being out doors gave it a special feel to it.

When we walked up to the part we were immediately swarmed by Gerard's family, all of them curious to meet the 'guy that finally caught Gee.', most of them were nice, though, there were a few of his fertile cousins that didn't seem fond of the idea of Gerard not being single anymore.
After being introduced Gerard and I sat at a table and talked with Mikey while we ate cake and other pastries.

Later in the night, someone cranked up the music and everyone got up to dance. At first just dumb party music, then towards the end of the night, when most of the guests had left, there was a slow song. Gerard pulled me close and we danced like no one was watching.
I leaned my head on his shoulder and he tightened his grip on my waist.

"I love you, Frank Iero."

"I love you, too, Gerard Way."

He looked down at me and smiled. He looked a bit nervous, then he stopped dancing. He took my hand and got down on one knee.

My heart was beating like crazy in my chest, everyone was looking at us now.

"Frank Anthony Iero, since I met you I knew you would be the person I would spend my life with. I love you like I never thought I could love someone before. You deserve someone that loves you more that anything. And I? I love you more than I love life. I know you could do better but, would you make me literally the happiest being to have ever lived? Frankie, Princess, would you marry me?" Gerard took out a little box from his jacket and opened it, revealing a black ring with little black diamonds and rubies all around it.

I felt tears run down my eyes, I covered my mouth with my free hand and nodded.
"Yes!! Of course, 'Rard! I love you so much, of course I want to marry you!"
Gerard's eyes watered and he put on the ring before standing up and pulling me close to him, he kissed me, deep and slow and perfect.

Everybody went 'aw!'.

And all I could do was stare at this man.

This man that saved my life and changed me in so many ways. This man that sacrificed so may things just to be with me. This man that really truly loves me.

All I could do was stare and kiss him and tell him I loved him. Because that was all that was needed to do.

He loved me and I loved him and there was no way in hell we would ever be apart.

"I love you, 'Rard." I whispered against his lips.

"I love you just as much, Princess."

And I believe him. Why shouldn't I? He's changed for me, he's done uncountable things for me.
Today I can say that I am sure beyond the shadow of a doubt that Gerard Arthur Way Lee loves me. And that I love him just as much.

And that's all that matters.

Notes

Ohmygod. I am so emotional right now. This is technically the last chapter, all that is left is the epilogue. I cried so much while writing this (even in the crappy smut scene), maybe it was just because it was 4am? Any way, so yeah. Just the epilogue that I'll post some other day. :'( Feel sad.


Title From Katy Perry's 'Teenage Dream' (Yeah, I kinda like Katy)

I hope you guys like this, i kind of don't want to post it cuz' I don't want it to end.

Comment and Rate and all that nice stuff!!!

I'm sad ;_;