“…Does your heart belong to me?”

“Of course.”

I smiled, he loves me.

I turned a little and kissed his cheek he smiled at me and kissed me on the lips.

I got off the railing and held Gerard’s hand, “Want to go to the lake?” he asked me. I nodded and we walked hand-in-hand to where I assumed was the lake.

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We got to the lake and it was fucking beautiful!

There was an old mill too.

“Whoa! ‘Rard this is awesome!” I exclaim

He smiles at me and kisses my lips.

I sit down and take off my shoes sticking my feet in to the water afterwards.

He sat down behind me and hugged me.

He kissed my neck and I relaxed even more.

He moved his hands to my hips and rubbed them with his thumb.

He was still kissing me and it felt fucking awesome.

He kissed me more and then sucked on my soft spot

I moaned. Loudly.

He pulled off and kissed my lips again.

“I love you.” I whispered against his lips.

He smiles and whispers, “I love you, too”

“We really should go check out that house.” I whisper

I hope he doesn’t get mad this time.

He hugged me tighter, “Mmmhmm, but you are going to sell it right?”

“Yeah.”

He stood up and then pulled me with him, I smiled and he took my hand and we walked back to our house.

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When we got home Gerard headed towards the garage to get a car and then we drove to the house.

“So…why does your mom hate me?” I asked him while we were driving.

He looked surprised at the question and almost ran in to a tree, “Uhm, don’t know.”

“Pfft, no really why does she not like me?”

He looked nervous, “I- she’s…she had wanted me to get married to some other chick.”

“What’s the girls’ name?”

“…Jackie.” He muttered. Eyes fixed on the road.

I felt like punching something, preferably mama Ways’ face.

“That idiot that went to see us the first day we got here?” I asked coldly.

He nodded.

“When did she tell you that?” I ask.

“Last night.”

“And why the fuck did you not tell me?!”

“Because, I didn’t want you to get upset!”

“What?! I’m upset now! I’m going to smash her face in.” I muttered the last part.

“Ma’s or Jackie’s?”

“FUCKING BOTH BITCHES!!!”

“Y’know this is Ma’s fault not Jackie’s.” He said calmly.

“WHAT?! OKAY, SO NOW YOU ARE DEFENDING HER?!?!?!” I was so very pissed.

“Don’t fucking yell at me Frankie.” He spat through clenched teeth.

I wanted to yell at him. To tell him they were both crazy bitches. That he was an asshole for not telling me.

But I was scared.

Angry Gerard is not someone I want to share a car ride with.

I turned away from him and looked out the window.

I could see him looking at me through the corner of my eye he looked sorry.

But sometimes sorry doesn’t cut it.

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When we got to the new house I all but jumped out of the car.

Gerard trailed behind me but didn’t say anything. He looked as sad as I felt.

The house was big and pretty but it was nothing compared to my old house.

Fuck, I didn’t even realize I missed my home town so much.

Gerard walked up to me and tried to hug me.

I squirmed around trying to get away from him “Fucking stop it, Frankie.” He warned.

I was frozen with fear.

He sounded so different.

So scary and dangerous.

I felt him nuzzle my neck and start to kiss me

I wanted to run away from him and never ever look back, but he had a pretty tight grip on me and I was fucking petrified.

He pulled me impossibly closer to me and slipped his right hand up my shirt.

“Gerard, please stop.” I plead

“No”

Notes

HIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i just realized that this is chapter 35! like wow this is pretty long, huh?

anyway yeah!!!!

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title from guns'n' roses 'november rain'