
Forever
'Cuase "I Love You''s Not Enough
Okay, so Gerard just said this wasn’t my fault.
“I- you. Uhm, I don’t…‘Rard are you…sorry?” I asked him.
I guess if he said that it wasn’t my fault then he was right, right?
“Of course I’m sorry! I just want you to be happy…I promise I’ never ever hurt you. I love you.” He answered.
Awww!
My heart just melted.
I was kind of doubtful at first, but I crawled towards him and hugged him.
“I’m sorry for being a bitch. And I…forgive you…but if you do anything like that again I won’t doubt in leaving you. Even if it kills me.” I whispered.
“Thank you…and I won’t ever do something like that again…I promise.” He whispered.
We were still hugging but I was kind of uncomfortable so I crawled up more and was now sitting in his lap.
Though he didn’t seem to mind.
He kissed me and all the doubt I had was completely eliminated.
I kissed him back and we kept kissing for a long time.
He ended up moving his hands so he was holding on to my hips and I moved them so I had my arms around his neck.
This was so fucking perfect.
Being like this with Gerard was fucking…rainbow!
I was so caught up in kissing him I didn’t care about anything else.
I didn’t care that we were only wearing boxers and –in my case- an undershirt.
We were having a very heated make out session now.
Then I felt something poke my leg.
“Wait, something poked me…” I muttered as I pulled away from him and looked down.
Oh.
My.
God.
My jaw dropped and I looked at Gerard.
He looked down too and then looked at me, the most embarrassed look on his face I have ever seen.
“I- uh. You? Uhm. Fuck.” He stuttered.
I got off from him and pulled away the covers to fully see the ‘problem’.
Oh. My. Fucking. God.
I started to laugh.
Not at his…thing, because it was quite impressive.
But at the situation.
I was howling with laughter.
I mean- oh my god. His dick poked my leg!!!!!!!!
He looked so embarrassed.
“Oh *laughter* my god!” he looked at me and I couldn’t keep the giggles in.
I burst in to a giggle fit and rolled around until I fell off the bed.
“Frankiiiiiiiie!” Gerard sighed.
He started to chuckle too.
I laughed even harder, “Yeah…’Rard just laugh it off!”
He had turned a bright red and I laughed even harder because oh my god; Gerard Way is blushing!
I was lying on the floor trying to remember how to get oxygen to my lungs and Gerard was on the bed trying to not die of embarrassment, and I had a sudden moment of sanity. I realized that I was only truly happy when I was with him. That he was the only one that could make me laugh until it hurts and that I love him so much more than what I ever thought possible.
“Are you still alive Frankie?” Gerard asked.
He peeked over the edge of the bed and smiled shyly at me.
I smiled at him and stretched my arms out, beckoning him to come down and hug me.
He complied and slid off the bed and hugged me tightly.
“I love you so fucking much.” I muttered against his chest.
“I love you twice as much.”
“I don’t think that’s possible” I whispered, “I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you.”
He pulled away slightly, so I could see his face, “I love you more than words can say”
We smiled at each other and kept hugging, rejoicing in our love.
“I- you. Uhm, I don’t…‘Rard are you…sorry?” I asked him.
I guess if he said that it wasn’t my fault then he was right, right?
“Of course I’m sorry! I just want you to be happy…I promise I’ never ever hurt you. I love you.” He answered.
Awww!
My heart just melted.
I was kind of doubtful at first, but I crawled towards him and hugged him.
“I’m sorry for being a bitch. And I…forgive you…but if you do anything like that again I won’t doubt in leaving you. Even if it kills me.” I whispered.
“Thank you…and I won’t ever do something like that again…I promise.” He whispered.
We were still hugging but I was kind of uncomfortable so I crawled up more and was now sitting in his lap.
Though he didn’t seem to mind.
He kissed me and all the doubt I had was completely eliminated.
I kissed him back and we kept kissing for a long time.
He ended up moving his hands so he was holding on to my hips and I moved them so I had my arms around his neck.
This was so fucking perfect.
Being like this with Gerard was fucking…rainbow!
I was so caught up in kissing him I didn’t care about anything else.
I didn’t care that we were only wearing boxers and –in my case- an undershirt.
We were having a very heated make out session now.
Then I felt something poke my leg.
“Wait, something poked me…” I muttered as I pulled away from him and looked down.
Oh.
My.
God.
My jaw dropped and I looked at Gerard.
He looked down too and then looked at me, the most embarrassed look on his face I have ever seen.
“I- uh. You? Uhm. Fuck.” He stuttered.
I got off from him and pulled away the covers to fully see the ‘problem’.
Oh. My. Fucking. God.
I started to laugh.
Not at his…thing, because it was quite impressive.
But at the situation.
I was howling with laughter.
I mean- oh my god. His dick poked my leg!!!!!!!!
He looked so embarrassed.
“Oh *laughter* my god!” he looked at me and I couldn’t keep the giggles in.
I burst in to a giggle fit and rolled around until I fell off the bed.
“Frankiiiiiiiie!” Gerard sighed.
He started to chuckle too.
I laughed even harder, “Yeah…’Rard just laugh it off!”
He had turned a bright red and I laughed even harder because oh my god; Gerard Way is blushing!
I was lying on the floor trying to remember how to get oxygen to my lungs and Gerard was on the bed trying to not die of embarrassment, and I had a sudden moment of sanity. I realized that I was only truly happy when I was with him. That he was the only one that could make me laugh until it hurts and that I love him so much more than what I ever thought possible.
“Are you still alive Frankie?” Gerard asked.
He peeked over the edge of the bed and smiled shyly at me.
I smiled at him and stretched my arms out, beckoning him to come down and hug me.
He complied and slid off the bed and hugged me tightly.
“I love you so fucking much.” I muttered against his chest.
“I love you twice as much.”
“I don’t think that’s possible” I whispered, “I never thought I could love anyone as much as I love you.”
He pulled away slightly, so I could see his face, “I love you more than words can say”
We smiled at each other and kept hugging, rejoicing in our love.
Notes
AWWWW! FRERARD-NESS!!Wouldn't you guys just hate me if i randomly decided to killed one of them?
*evil laugh*
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title from Green Days 'Redundant'
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