Forever
Driving Me Insane
"I think he really loves you." Mikey says. He was still thinking that Gerard might actually have feelings for me
"No, Mikey. He doesn't. Now cut the crap 'cause we're going to be late”
"Uhm, Frank. I'll see you in class."
"What the fu-"
Holy shit.
Gerard.
My Gerard.
Why was he here?
I don't care what brought him here; I just don't want him to leave.
Oh, fuck.
"Hi, Frankie" he says, he looks tired but gorgeous.
What the fuck do I do?!
I care for you so much you know? "Hi, Gerard."
"Frankie, I really need to talk to you."
Me, too. I wanted to tell you to never leave me.
I didn't say anything.
It would be easier to walk away if he weren't so goddamn perfect.
And if I weren't so goddamn weak for him.
He looks so beautiful dressed in all black.
"Can we talk, honey?" My heart flutters a bit at the way he says 'honey'.
Of course we can talk. We can do anything as long as you're here to take care of me.
"I don’t know...What did you have to say?" If I spend too much time with him he'll win me over.
He already won me over.
"I-" he stopped and looked at the many Vampires (and a couple nosy humans) in the hall. "Can we at least go to the library?"
I would go to the end of the world if it were with you.
Say yes. Tell him you care for him. Say yes. "I- can't. I've got to go." I walk away as fast as I can.
I can't let him know. I can't
The mystery feelings are back. My heartaches and I feel like dying or killing someone, I don’t know.
How did he manage to fuck me up so much? Last week I wouldn't have thought twice about anyone. And now I'm fighting off the urge to pounce on Gerard and never let go.
What exactly do I feel for him, Love? Lust?
What is it about him that makes me want to be with him every minute of every day?
I walk in to the classroom and in the back next to Mikey.
"What happened?" he asked, he sounded... hopeful?
"...nothing." I say and then the teacher walks in.
----------Time Lapse---------
It was lunch time now. I was walking to the cafeteria when I hear:
"HEY HOT STUFF!! WANNA HAVE SOME OF ME?!" and I know the grotesque jock is talking to me because there is no one else in the motherfucking hall.
I ignore the low class filthy Dom and keep walking.
This is ridiculous. That son of a bitch is like the ninth guy today to do something like that. And it pisses me off so very much at the same time it embarrasses me.
The mystery feelings where still going strong and it made it harder to concentrate.
I entered the cafeteria and go to grab a bottle (or six) of blood.
I walked to the table I usually sit at and do my best to not cringe at the amount of 'come sit over here babe's and wolf whistles that were thrown my way.
Fuck them very much.
I sat down at my table, Mikey was already sat there.
"What's with all these motherfuckers?!" I asked him
"They finally see how good looking you are? They're Dom and they're horny, it was bound to happen."
A Dom came to sit down next to me:
"Hey, ba-"
"Keep walking." I snapped at him. He groaned but left.
Mikey was snickering. I pretended to not notice and started talking again.
"I'm feeling like yesterday again." I muttered.
"Yeah? Uhm, “he swallowed, "like sad and heartbroken?"
"For no apparent reason." I nodded and he looked...like he was hiding something from me.
"Weird." was all he said.
"So...how’s life?"
"Uhm...bori-" he was cut off by his cell phone.
"Hello?" He answered.
"Do you ne-...okay...no...he won't...I'll try. See you later."
I looked at him funny but he ignored me and started talking again,
"So what are your plans for tonight?"
Think about your brother untilled I fall asleep.
"Nothing why?"
"Want to come over to mine, tonight?" he asked.
Should I? Gerard is sure to be there. That would be weird. But I would be hanging out with Mikey not Gerard.
"Yeah, sure." I answered.
He smiled and nodded.
I was secretly wishing to see Gerard.
Tonight was going to be interesting.
"No, Mikey. He doesn't. Now cut the crap 'cause we're going to be late”
"Uhm, Frank. I'll see you in class."
"What the fu-"
Holy shit.
Gerard.
My Gerard.
Why was he here?
I don't care what brought him here; I just don't want him to leave.
Oh, fuck.
"Hi, Frankie" he says, he looks tired but gorgeous.
What the fuck do I do?!
I care for you so much you know? "Hi, Gerard."
"Frankie, I really need to talk to you."
Me, too. I wanted to tell you to never leave me.
I didn't say anything.
It would be easier to walk away if he weren't so goddamn perfect.
And if I weren't so goddamn weak for him.
He looks so beautiful dressed in all black.
"Can we talk, honey?" My heart flutters a bit at the way he says 'honey'.
Of course we can talk. We can do anything as long as you're here to take care of me.
"I don’t know...What did you have to say?" If I spend too much time with him he'll win me over.
He already won me over.
"I-" he stopped and looked at the many Vampires (and a couple nosy humans) in the hall. "Can we at least go to the library?"
I would go to the end of the world if it were with you.
Say yes. Tell him you care for him. Say yes. "I- can't. I've got to go." I walk away as fast as I can.
I can't let him know. I can't
The mystery feelings are back. My heartaches and I feel like dying or killing someone, I don’t know.
How did he manage to fuck me up so much? Last week I wouldn't have thought twice about anyone. And now I'm fighting off the urge to pounce on Gerard and never let go.
What exactly do I feel for him, Love? Lust?
What is it about him that makes me want to be with him every minute of every day?
I walk in to the classroom and in the back next to Mikey.
"What happened?" he asked, he sounded... hopeful?
"...nothing." I say and then the teacher walks in.
----------Time Lapse---------
It was lunch time now. I was walking to the cafeteria when I hear:
"HEY HOT STUFF!! WANNA HAVE SOME OF ME?!" and I know the grotesque jock is talking to me because there is no one else in the motherfucking hall.
I ignore the low class filthy Dom and keep walking.
This is ridiculous. That son of a bitch is like the ninth guy today to do something like that. And it pisses me off so very much at the same time it embarrasses me.
The mystery feelings where still going strong and it made it harder to concentrate.
I entered the cafeteria and go to grab a bottle (or six) of blood.
I walked to the table I usually sit at and do my best to not cringe at the amount of 'come sit over here babe's and wolf whistles that were thrown my way.
Fuck them very much.
I sat down at my table, Mikey was already sat there.
"What's with all these motherfuckers?!" I asked him
"They finally see how good looking you are? They're Dom and they're horny, it was bound to happen."
A Dom came to sit down next to me:
"Hey, ba-"
"Keep walking." I snapped at him. He groaned but left.
Mikey was snickering. I pretended to not notice and started talking again.
"I'm feeling like yesterday again." I muttered.
"Yeah? Uhm, “he swallowed, "like sad and heartbroken?"
"For no apparent reason." I nodded and he looked...like he was hiding something from me.
"Weird." was all he said.
"So...how’s life?"
"Uhm...bori-" he was cut off by his cell phone.
"Hello?" He answered.
"Do you ne-...okay...no...he won't...I'll try. See you later."
I looked at him funny but he ignored me and started talking again,
"So what are your plans for tonight?"
Think about your brother untilled I fall asleep.
"Nothing why?"
"Want to come over to mine, tonight?" he asked.
Should I? Gerard is sure to be there. That would be weird. But I would be hanging out with Mikey not Gerard.
"Yeah, sure." I answered.
He smiled and nodded.
I was secretly wishing to see Gerard.
Tonight was going to be interesting.
Notes
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so...yeah! chapter 15! HOPE YOU LIKE IT!
Title from Ozzy Osborns 'Crazy Train'
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