It's been a whole month since I've seen Gerard and I can't seem to get him out of my head. Not because I'm madly in love with him or anything. I can't just shake the feeling that he is watching me. i know it's crazy but i think I keep seeing him wherever I go. At work, bars, supermarket, outside my house, even at the homes of some of my hook ups. One time I could swear I saw him outside the music shop were i work as I was locking up. I couldn't be to sure though because it looked like him except with hair that was a bit longer and midnight black. As im walking home i feel a pair of eyes watching me i quickly run up the porch to my front door and thrust my key in slamming the door beside once inside. Usually I wouldn't be so fucking paranoid but the fact that i was home alone didnt make me feel any better. My roomate Bob was usually always home but he was visiting his family in Chicago for the next two weeks. So that meant me home alone with a possible stalker on my hands. I walk inside put my stuff down and hurry up the steps to my room. I was so exhausted that i grab some clothes and rush into the shower.Once im done i step out of the tub and start to get dressed in the bathroom since the fuckin heater is broken again. Once im done i head downstairs to make sure all the doors and windows are locked. once finished i head back upstairs in the dark. Bumping into multiple things like the clumsy idiot i am. I jump into bed and stare up at the ceiling thinking about that crazy ass Gerard, work, and wondering how to tell Bob that i had feelings for him without freaking him out and ruining our relationship. I slowly feel my self drift off into a deep sleep accompanied by a wonderful dream. Lets just say this dream involved Bob confessing his love for me and us consummating our love. It was amazing everything felt so real the way he kissed down my neck, the way he wrapped his lips around my member. Ias sooon as i came i woke with a start knowing the mess to expect. I look down and see nothing. Weird i thought. Then I hear something to my left or more like someone, "Hey baby i missed you." Said Gerard Fuckin Way. Just as i was about to scream he put a cloth over my mouth and i slipped into darkness.

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