~Frank's P.O.V.~

I woke with a jolt. sitting up and realizing that it had all been a dream. I wiped the sweat off of my forehead, looking over at Gerard who was still asleep next to me. I breathed a sigh of relief. I didn't break-up with him. he didn't die. he never met some creepy batman angel. I carefully got up and walked into the bathroom. I was glad to see we were still in the same old cabin, in the same old Canada. I shut the door quietly and looked at myself in the mirror. there were deep purple bruise-like circles under my eyes. i haven't been able to sleep ever since that night... I've been having such strange nightmares about every thing. I think this most recent one is the worst. I reach down and turn the faucet on, splashing cool water on my face hoping that all the thoughts will be cleansed away. of course it didn't work, the images still burned bright in my head. i turned off the faucet and wiped my hands and face on a towel. i leaned my back against the door and slid to the floor. i pulled my knees to my chest and placed my head in my palms. Tears began to run down my cheeks, into my hands. i sobbed loudly, unable to cope with the dark images swarming in my brain. Moments passed, and i honestly thought about killing myself. hoping that this time i might be successful. but then i thought of my life now, I'm happy with Gerard, even though were 'technically' in witness protection. I heard a soft knock at the door,
"Frank?" Gerard spoke softly through the door,
"um, yeah?" i replied, you could tell I've been crying, my voice was still shaky and rough,
"are you okay? please come out, was it another nightmare?"
"yeah...okay..." i got up and opened the door, Gerard carefully pulled me into a gentle hug. i buried my face into his neck, sobs ripping through me violently. he just stood there, rubbing my back and comforting me until i stopped. He walked me back to our bed and layed down with me, pulling me into his arms. i felt safe curled into his chest. we both fell asleep, drifting blissfully.

~the next day~

Gerard and i were sitting at the dinning room table, silently sipping coffee. Mikey and Avril were out, probably screwing around on the beach or out in the woods. i brought the coffee cup to my lips and took the last sip. i got up and placed my glass in the sink, then sat back down.
"Frankie, you don't look so hot," Gerard said, worry deeply imbedded in his voice. i looked up and saw it was on his face too,
"I'm fine," i managed a fake smile,
"we need to talk about last night," He said,
"what about last night?"
"Frankie, i know you had a nightmare again, whether you want me to know or not. now please, tell me what it was about," He placed his hand on my cheek and told him everything that had happened in that awful dream. afterwards, i looked at him. he had tears in his eyes,
"Frankie, it wasn't real. look, I'm here. see?" he took my hand in his and pressed it to his cheek, "i would never hurt you,"
i couldn't help myself, my lips were on his. he immediately placed his hands on my hips, pressing me into him. he was beginning to get hard. i moaned, throwing my head back. he had reached down and began stroking me through the fabric of my pajama pants. Gerard kissed my neck, causing another moan to escape from me.
"Gee," i breathed,
"we should take this to the bedroom," he said, while scooping me up in his arms. Gee carried me into the bedroom and placed me on the bed. i tore off his shirt, as he did mine, then pushed me down on the mattress. he straddled my legs, running his fingertips down my chest, then my stomach. stopping at the waistband of my pj pants, he took both of ours off in one swift, sexy movement. he leaned down to kiss me again. then ripped off both of our boxers. I gasped as Gerard took me into his mouth, he hollowed his cheeks and swirled his tounge on my tip.
"fuck Gee," i gasped, he took me deeper into his throat and i moaned loudly. he pulled me out of his mouth and ran his tounge along my length, pausing at my tip. he licked along my slit and once again took me into his mouth. i felt a familiar heat pool in my stomach,
"Gee, I'm gonna cum..." i moaned, and came in his mouth. he swallowed my cum and kissed me, i quickly took advantage of it and rolled us over, so i was straddling his legs. i pulled away from the kiss and wrapped my lips around his hard pre-cum covered member. i agonizingly slowly swirled my tounge around his tip, he gasped.
"damn, Frankie..." he moaned, i slowly took him deeper into my mouth. he continued to moan and gasp. i continued to tease him with my slow movements. soon after he came, i swallowed. he pulled me close to him and i kissed his neck. we curled into each other, tossing the blankets over our naked bodies.

Notes

so, there it is. i want to thank Ferrard a million times over, i don't think i will ever be able to stop thanking you, honestly, this story would have been abandoned. it is thanks to them that this story was saved, thankyouthankyouthankyou...

~katiekilljoy<4