"Frank!" Gerard yelled after me he was pissed I could tell by his voice. I would seriously love to just talk to someone about what was happening at home but I wasn't About to go to gerard. "Frank wait!" He said and grabbed my wrist. Shit I felt my cuts from last night open up. Apparently gee felt it too. He grabbed my arm and pushed up my hoodie sleeve. "Fr-frank.." He whispered. I just have him a cold stare. I only started cutting after he ditched me and left me alone. "I said fuck off way!" I tried to pull away from him but gee was double my size and strength. "Why were you just crying back there and when did this start! Frank whats going on!" "I said FUCK OFF!" And I punched him in the face.

He stepped backward slowly away from me. He was about to cry. I can't believe I just hit him. "Frank...." I didn't need a pity party so I started running home. I knew gerard and I knew he'd try and follow me. I opened my door and ran inside slamming th door and locking it. I looked out the window and saw gerard running up to my door. I felt a hand on my ass squeezing it. "Hey frank how was school." My father slurred drunkenly. Gerard had started banging on the door. "Frank whose that?" "It's gerard... He tried following me.." "What!" My dad screamed he punched me and I slammed my head off the door. That got gee to stop knocking.

I saw gerard out of the corner of my eye staring at me through the window. He looked scared. I saw his eyes widen and he covered his mouth. I was confused but then I looked to see my dads member in front of my face. I tried to crawl away but he grabbed me by the neck and forced himself into my mouth. I was crying violently, which was only making him more angry. I was also praying that gerard wouldn't make any noise or try and get in the house because if my dad found out someone else knew he'd kill me.

****time lapse****

im not even sure what time it is I've been laying on the floor and haven't moved since what happened. I slowly stood up. I felt disgusting. I'm really worried though what if gee told someone. God I hope not because if he did then I go straight to foster care since we don't know where my mom is. I grabbed my phone and saw I had 3 missed calls from gee and 57 texts. I opened them all were basically the same begging me to answer, but the last one was different. 'Frank I know you'll be sent to foster care if I tell so meet me tonight at the park. If you don't show I'm coming to your house. Be there at midnight.'
God did I not want to go.