"I can't go school like this!!" I yelled at my drunk ass if a father. "Why not!" He said pushing me outside and slamming the door shut. The reason why is because I had my eyeliner all over my face from crying, and I felt like my body had just been torn in half. My dad likes to get drunk. When he gets drunk he get violent, and today I woke up to him inside me. It hurt so bad. I wanted to tell someone anyone but I didn't have a single friend. I used to but they stopped talking to me.

i made my way to school and by then I really didnt care what I looked like I just wanted to get the day over with. I walked into English and of course every one stares at me and starts whispering. I walked back to my seat which sadly was next to Gerard motherfucking way. We actually used to be really close friends, but one day he told me to stay away from him and his brother and never spoke to me agin unless he had to. Of courser all of our seats were next to each other because we had already picked them before gerard stopped talking to me. I honestly don't know what I did. All I can say is that it's be nice to have a friend again.

Half way through the class there's a tap on my shoulder. I look over at gerard who's holding a note out to me. 'Dude what the fuck happened to you' I just handed the handed note back to him. He opened it and looked confused that I didn't write back. He handed it to me again but this time he underlined it. I wrote back 'nothing' and handed it to him. 'Frank seriously you look like shit' by then I was furious 'I said nothing happened and you told me to quit talking to you so fucking drop it and leave me the hell alone!' Gerard had a hurt expression on his face when he read the note good I thought to myself.

Next period I had gym and so did gerard another wonderful thing about my life was that we had the exact same schedule. Just my fucking luck. I decided to ditch class and go have a smoke. I walked back behind the building and lit up my cigarette taking a drag. Speaking of the devil of course gerard comes outside as soon as I light mine up and I'm not wasting it. Thank god my phone starts ringing because I could tell gerard was going to try and talk to me. "Hello" I didn't even look at the called I.d. But I wish I would've. "Frank you need to come home now!" "W-what why?" "Because I fucking said so! You better be here by 12 or I swear I will beat your ass until it falls off!" "B-but I have school a-and.." By this point I was already sobbing and it was getting harder to breath. I knew I'd be beaten or raped if I went home and I would rather have a year of detention rather than that . I wasn't even paying attention to gerard who had a confused look in his face. I'd give anything to be his friend but I'm not going to go crawling back to him after how he just left me with no explanation. "Frank I don't need excuses! Get home before 12 or else!" And with that he hung up. I pulled my knees to my chest tilted my head down and started crying and shaking. I felt a hand on my shoulder "frank what's wrong who was that?" I stood up and swayed Gerard's hand off me "fuck off way!" I yelled and started walking home.

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