We cleaned my arm and went into my room. I felt bad not saying I love you back, but I couldn't. I can't have any emotional attachment to anyone. It would end the same way it ended for McKennas best friend. I couldn't have gee be put through so much mental and physical pain that he'd take his life.

/flash back/

i could hear McKenna screaming from her room. My mom was away on a buisness trip, so she was with us for the weekend. I could hear her crying and screaming, but this time something inside me snapped. I couldn't stand it anymore. Every time my mom went away for work and would leave McKenna with us my dad would take McKenna into his room and tell me to stay out. I knew what was going on in there and it killed me that I couldn't stop it because I was too scared. This was the last time id let her get hurt. I stood up and marched into my dads bedroom to see the most disgusting thing I've ever seen. My dad inside my little sister.

Something came over me when I saw that and I tackled my dad punching him as hard as I could. Eventually my dad had passed out from all the blows to his head. I looked around the house to see that McKenna was no where to be found. I went into the kitchen and saw a note 'don't tell mom anything it's still my month to live with her. When she gets back and comes to pick me up tell her I was already at home. Please frank don't tell anyone'

when my mom got back to pick her up and take her home I did what I was told. Apparently my dad thought McKenna was hiding out with her best friend zach, and he questioned me everyday about it. I honestly didnt know where she was the note didnt even say she was planning on running away. My dad had started questioning and hurting zach to try and get answers. Eventually zach couldn't take the pressure any more and killed himself. I can't let that happen to gee.

/flashback over/

I couldn't sleep all night. Gee was laying with me in the bed but he was sound asleep. I couldn't let him get hurt. Just then my phone beeped. "Hello..."
"Frank it's Kyle..." He slurred drunkly. I stood up being careful not to wake gerard and stepped into the hall. "What the fuck do you want!" "You...so wanna meet up?" He was so drunk right now I could tell and it was disgusting. "Why the hell would I want to meet up with you?!" "Because if you don't I'll come to your house..is your friend still there??"
"yea......but-"
"good then meet up with me at my place or I come and use your friend again...sound like a plan?"
"if I go promise you won't touch gerard!"
"I fucking promise cya soon Frankie."

I slid down the wall and started crying. I couldn't let him keep using me like this! I swear by the end of this week ill make Kyle pay.

I quietly walked into my room and threw a change of clothes, cigarettes, my phone and it's charger into an old gym bag. I left for kyles without a note or anything. I didn't need him worrying even though he probably would. I text mikey and told him to come get his brother, and that I wouldn't be home when he got there. He just responded with an ok.

"Kyle please!!! Stop! It hurts! Please I have school!!"
He was fucking killing me with his drunken sex. It was almost the time that I'd normally leave for school when he finally finished. "Go get cleaned and go to school. Oh and one more thing if I catch you talking to or even near that gerard you'll pay." He took my phone out if my bag and shoved it into the front of the pants he just put on. "I have people watching you frank and if you go near him ill know. Come back here after school for your phone" he winked at me. God did I feel sick.

i got cleaned and walked to school. I was already almost an hour late. All day I was so paranoid about who Kyle may have watching me. At lunch I was in the boys bathroom peeing when someone hugged me from behind. "Frank! Where were you I was looking for you all day! I was so worried!!"