Someone Out There Loves You
Chapter 2
"Where do you think your going bitch?" A voice asked me from behind.
"Fuck." I said as I was dragged outside and behind the school. When me and the guy were alone he slammed me into the brick wall.
"I asked you a question."
"Leave me alone Rick." I said trying to get away from him.
"Aw baby, dont be so harsh," He whispered to me and stuck his hand up my shirt and grabbed me. I gasped at his sudden contact. And then slapped his hands away from me.
"What are you doing here? I thought you moved to Ohio." I said pushing him away.
"I came back for you baby, and I know you missed me." He said pushing me against the wall and started to kiss my neck.
"Yeah, I totally missed a fucktard hitting me and rapping me." I said pushing him off me and ran away, well tried to.
Rick grabbed me by the back of my hair and pulled me back behind the school. I yelled out in pain and Rick responded by punching me in the stomach, it hurt so bad I grabbed my stomach and toppled over in pain. Rick just laughed and kicked my side.
"See sweet cheeks, that where you belong." As he kissed my cheek, "I know your mom is gone all week so expect a visit or two from me." He said with a wink and left.
Tears were falling hard down my face now, but silently, I knew if I made a sound things would have been a lot worse. I pulled myself into a sitting position and just held my body, it hurt so bad. Everything hurt. I sat there for about an hour and a half, just until the pain was enough to walk with. It was but just barley. Lucky for me he did it in places where no one would see.
Rick and I dated for a year.... and the 1st 6 months were the best, I was head over heels in motherfucking love with that guy. And on our 6th month anniversary we slept together, which was the worst mistake I have ever made. Since then all he cared about was getting in my pants, and he did whatever he could to do so, I have a scar along my back from him cutting me with a knife after I rejected him. He beat me countless times, I have been sent to the hostipal because of him about 10 times, i think. I may be more, after a while I just stopped caring. I let him do whatever he wanted, and for a about a week that worked in my favor. But when the week ended he got board ,and his was of fun was beating me. About 3 months ago, his mom got a job in Ohio and took him. And set me free, until now.
I wiped away my tears and did my makeup before leaving my spot and going to class, I missed my 1st period so I went straight to my 2nd period. Unfortunately I missed the only class I didn't have with Gerard.
When I got there I got star's from everyone, I just sat in my seat in the back of the class next to my best friend, Frank. We've been friends since the 1st grade, I told him everything, even about Rick, but after he left town. Frank was so pissed at Rick and told me if he ever saw him he was gonna kill him. I kinda hope he follows through on that. I gave him a weak smile as I sat down but he stared at me like everyone else did. Our teacher was in the middle of the lecture so we couldn't talk, and I was thankful for that. But not 2 seconds later there was a piece of paper on my desk.
What happened?
What do you mean? I wrote back.
Have you seen ur face l8ly?!?!?! I brought my hand to my cheek and it burned me, I pulled my mirror out and looked at myself, I had a bruise that ran from cheekbone to my chin, I thought back to what happened outside of school, but Rick didn't slap me in the face. Oh yeah, Gerard had.
Nothing, but i have something ur not gonna like :/ I wrote back.
Does it have to do with ur face?
No
Okay?... Well spit it out :p
Promise not to burst out or anything till after class?!?!
Suuuure......
I mean it Franklin.
Promise never to call me that and we have a deal
Deal
Okay spit it out bitch
Rick is back...
I never got a note back from him, the rest of the period he looked at the teacher and not at me once. It kinda scared me, what the hell was going through that boy's mind? When the bell rung he rushed out of the class room and I quickly followed. I saw him next to the door waiting for me. When he saw me he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me into a hug.
"What the hell? Is that why you weren't in 1st period? Did he do that to you? Where is he? I'll kill him. Did he hurt you? Come on Tammy answer-" Frankie was cut off by Gerard grabbing my arm.
"Tammy! Look I need to talk to you about earlier." Gerard said pulling on my arm making me follow him.
"Don't touch her!" Frankie said forcibly removing Gerard from me.
"What you gonna do about it short stuff?" Gerard said pushing Frank, but that was his mistake. No one calls Frankie short without leaving with a bloody nose. Frankie just smiled and pulled his fist back and collided it with Gerard's nose, leaving it a bloody mess.
"Frank!" I said pulling Frank away before Gerard could react.
"You little dipshit." Gerard said wiping blood off his nose and started at Frank. but I stood in between them, stopping Gerard. "You!" Gerard said pointing at me, "Meet my by the office after school."
"Okay, go clean your nose or something." Then I pulled Frankie over to the bleachers and we sat under them.
"Why did you agree to meet him, you guys, hate each other." He said pulling me to sit by him.
"My mom is in New York for a week and paid him $40 to drive me to and from school. And yeah."
"Okay so back to Rick, how do you know he's here?"
"He uh, found me this morning and pulled me behind school." Frank's went wide, " And he told me he's back for me." My eyes were filling with tears
"Did he touch you?" I didn't have to answer, the amount of tears spilling over my eyes gave Frankie his answer. I expected Frank to storm out and attempt to beat the shit out of him.But instead he pulled me to him and let me cry on him. "Aww baby," He said in a soothing voice, "Everything will be okay."
"I'm scared." I whined.
"I wont let him touch you, trust me. You'll be okay. I promise."
"Frankie,"
"Yeah?" He said stroking my back.
"He knows, my mom isn't home and I'm home alone for the week." Frankie's hands froze on my back for a minute then kept going.
"Trust me, I'll make sure he doesn't touch you or go anywhere near you."
"How?" I asked.
"By never leaving your side. And if I do make sure someone is there."
"I love you." I said into his chest.
"I love you too." He said and kissed the top of my head. There was nothing romantic about it, Frankie is my best friend, plus he's gay. After a couple of minutes he pulled me so I was looking at him.
"So who did that to your face?"
"I was rushing out of the shower and fell face 1st and hit my face on the sink." I said coming up with this quick lie, hoping he would buy it.
"I don't buy it one bit, but when your ready you'll tell me. Come on,' He said standing up and helping me up," We still have 5 more hours to waste."
"What?"
"Were gonna ditch, the rest of the day, then get you back here so lover boy can take you home."
"You mean Gerard?" I asked.
"Yeah, your lover boy." I just gave him a look.
"Oh come on," He said throwing his hands up. "You both are the hottest people in school, And you guys would make a cute couple."
"Fuck off." I said pushing him but also thinking of Gerard at the same time. Great now I had the idea of Gerard and I dating in my head.
"Fuck." I said as I was dragged outside and behind the school. When me and the guy were alone he slammed me into the brick wall.
"I asked you a question."
"Leave me alone Rick." I said trying to get away from him.
"Aw baby, dont be so harsh," He whispered to me and stuck his hand up my shirt and grabbed me. I gasped at his sudden contact. And then slapped his hands away from me.
"What are you doing here? I thought you moved to Ohio." I said pushing him away.
"I came back for you baby, and I know you missed me." He said pushing me against the wall and started to kiss my neck.
"Yeah, I totally missed a fucktard hitting me and rapping me." I said pushing him off me and ran away, well tried to.
Rick grabbed me by the back of my hair and pulled me back behind the school. I yelled out in pain and Rick responded by punching me in the stomach, it hurt so bad I grabbed my stomach and toppled over in pain. Rick just laughed and kicked my side.
"See sweet cheeks, that where you belong." As he kissed my cheek, "I know your mom is gone all week so expect a visit or two from me." He said with a wink and left.
Tears were falling hard down my face now, but silently, I knew if I made a sound things would have been a lot worse. I pulled myself into a sitting position and just held my body, it hurt so bad. Everything hurt. I sat there for about an hour and a half, just until the pain was enough to walk with. It was but just barley. Lucky for me he did it in places where no one would see.
Rick and I dated for a year.... and the 1st 6 months were the best, I was head over heels in motherfucking love with that guy. And on our 6th month anniversary we slept together, which was the worst mistake I have ever made. Since then all he cared about was getting in my pants, and he did whatever he could to do so, I have a scar along my back from him cutting me with a knife after I rejected him. He beat me countless times, I have been sent to the hostipal because of him about 10 times, i think. I may be more, after a while I just stopped caring. I let him do whatever he wanted, and for a about a week that worked in my favor. But when the week ended he got board ,and his was of fun was beating me. About 3 months ago, his mom got a job in Ohio and took him. And set me free, until now.
I wiped away my tears and did my makeup before leaving my spot and going to class, I missed my 1st period so I went straight to my 2nd period. Unfortunately I missed the only class I didn't have with Gerard.
When I got there I got star's from everyone, I just sat in my seat in the back of the class next to my best friend, Frank. We've been friends since the 1st grade, I told him everything, even about Rick, but after he left town. Frank was so pissed at Rick and told me if he ever saw him he was gonna kill him. I kinda hope he follows through on that. I gave him a weak smile as I sat down but he stared at me like everyone else did. Our teacher was in the middle of the lecture so we couldn't talk, and I was thankful for that. But not 2 seconds later there was a piece of paper on my desk.
What happened?
What do you mean? I wrote back.
Have you seen ur face l8ly?!?!?! I brought my hand to my cheek and it burned me, I pulled my mirror out and looked at myself, I had a bruise that ran from cheekbone to my chin, I thought back to what happened outside of school, but Rick didn't slap me in the face. Oh yeah, Gerard had.
Nothing, but i have something ur not gonna like :/ I wrote back.
Does it have to do with ur face?
No
Okay?... Well spit it out :p
Promise not to burst out or anything till after class?!?!
Suuuure......
I mean it Franklin.
Promise never to call me that and we have a deal
Deal
Okay spit it out bitch
Rick is back...
I never got a note back from him, the rest of the period he looked at the teacher and not at me once. It kinda scared me, what the hell was going through that boy's mind? When the bell rung he rushed out of the class room and I quickly followed. I saw him next to the door waiting for me. When he saw me he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me into a hug.
"What the hell? Is that why you weren't in 1st period? Did he do that to you? Where is he? I'll kill him. Did he hurt you? Come on Tammy answer-" Frankie was cut off by Gerard grabbing my arm.
"Tammy! Look I need to talk to you about earlier." Gerard said pulling on my arm making me follow him.
"Don't touch her!" Frankie said forcibly removing Gerard from me.
"What you gonna do about it short stuff?" Gerard said pushing Frank, but that was his mistake. No one calls Frankie short without leaving with a bloody nose. Frankie just smiled and pulled his fist back and collided it with Gerard's nose, leaving it a bloody mess.
"Frank!" I said pulling Frank away before Gerard could react.
"You little dipshit." Gerard said wiping blood off his nose and started at Frank. but I stood in between them, stopping Gerard. "You!" Gerard said pointing at me, "Meet my by the office after school."
"Okay, go clean your nose or something." Then I pulled Frankie over to the bleachers and we sat under them.
"Why did you agree to meet him, you guys, hate each other." He said pulling me to sit by him.
"My mom is in New York for a week and paid him $40 to drive me to and from school. And yeah."
"Okay so back to Rick, how do you know he's here?"
"He uh, found me this morning and pulled me behind school." Frank's went wide, " And he told me he's back for me." My eyes were filling with tears
"Did he touch you?" I didn't have to answer, the amount of tears spilling over my eyes gave Frankie his answer. I expected Frank to storm out and attempt to beat the shit out of him.But instead he pulled me to him and let me cry on him. "Aww baby," He said in a soothing voice, "Everything will be okay."
"I'm scared." I whined.
"I wont let him touch you, trust me. You'll be okay. I promise."
"Frankie,"
"Yeah?" He said stroking my back.
"He knows, my mom isn't home and I'm home alone for the week." Frankie's hands froze on my back for a minute then kept going.
"Trust me, I'll make sure he doesn't touch you or go anywhere near you."
"How?" I asked.
"By never leaving your side. And if I do make sure someone is there."
"I love you." I said into his chest.
"I love you too." He said and kissed the top of my head. There was nothing romantic about it, Frankie is my best friend, plus he's gay. After a couple of minutes he pulled me so I was looking at him.
"So who did that to your face?"
"I was rushing out of the shower and fell face 1st and hit my face on the sink." I said coming up with this quick lie, hoping he would buy it.
"I don't buy it one bit, but when your ready you'll tell me. Come on,' He said standing up and helping me up," We still have 5 more hours to waste."
"What?"
"Were gonna ditch, the rest of the day, then get you back here so lover boy can take you home."
"You mean Gerard?" I asked.
"Yeah, your lover boy." I just gave him a look.
"Oh come on," He said throwing his hands up. "You both are the hottest people in school, And you guys would make a cute couple."
"Fuck off." I said pushing him but also thinking of Gerard at the same time. Great now I had the idea of Gerard and I dating in my head.
10/6/13