Mikey's POV

I drove home, silently replaying the past day's events in my head. I kissed her. I knew her for one /fucking/ day and I kissed her! Ugh, I'm such an idiot. Now she probably hates me.

I ran into the house as soon as I got home, up the stairs and into my room. I shut and locked the door, cursing myself for being such a complete moron.

I opened one of the drawers on my dresser, and pulled a out tiny razor that I had hidden in a sock that I never wore. All I wanted was to temporarily escape the hate that I had for myself. All I wanted to think about was the physical pain and forget my emotions. No, I wanted more. I didn't want to be /me/ anymore. Hell, I didn't even want to be alive at all! I'm stuck in some ugly, scrawny, unlovable body. Autumn could never love /this/. And right now all I wanted was Autumn.

So I made a split second decision.

Notes

Cliffhanger!! I might update in a little bit, if I don't fall asleep.

Anyway, I need some opinions. Since Bert is gonna come up in a few chapters, I was going to add him to my list if characters- So should I use a picture of Bert with blonde hair or black hair?

He looks pretty sexy either way if you ask me, but I wanna know what you guys think.