Bert's POV

I just kept walking. Out the door. Down the street. I didn't know where to go, so I just kept walking. I needed to clear my mind. Stupid Mikey. He just thinks he can waltz in and take the only person I've ever had. I don't have family. Well, I do, but they act like I don't exist. They wouldn't care if never came home. I don't think anyone would care. Autumn was completely ignoring me! I was forced to watch her cuddle with some random guy. We used to cuddle. We never dated, but we did stuff that couples do. We held hands, we cuddled in movie theaters.

Autumn was my only reason for living. I have shitty parents, everyone at school hates me, and I'm an alcoholic. My life sucks, but I keep going. Only because of Autumn. I even held on when she was in the opposite side of the country! I just can't trust anyone I guess.

I walked into a park. It was pretty huge, and there looked to be a million trees all around. Trees. Hmm. I realized I was still carrying my backpack, remembering what I'd packed.

A rope. A few razors. Anti-depressants. Some paper and a pen.

Autumn's POV

***Time Lapse 20 Minutes***

"I'm gonna go get him. He probably didn't go far." I mumbled, hopping up off the sofa and jogging to the door. I didn't even bother putting on a hoodie.

Once I was outside, I sensed there was something very wrong. Why did Bert just run off like that? Why didn't he just tell us he needed some space? What is pissing him off so much? Most importantly, is it my fault? I wanted to know if it was I who'd done something wrong. I thought hard while I walked. Then bam, it hit me. The angry looks when Mikey and I were cuddling. Telling me he loves me. He didn't mean it in a friendly way, he actually meant that he loves me. Dammit! He really loves me. Oh God. Oh shit. This is bad.