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Denial

~Chapter 9~

I pull away from the kiss and look into my boyfriends beautiful blue eyes. We smile at each other and he pecks my lips one more time before we set off down the hallway. We get into his car aand he attempts to start it with the engine just sputtering its protest. He quickly jumps out of the car and takes a look under the hood. He does something and tries to start the car again. This time the car making no attempt to even come back to life. He sighs and says " Im sorry babe, but we can go see if the guys are still here to give us a ride. Anyways we all usually go to the Ways house on halfdays." I give him a tentative smile and he strokes myhand reassuringly as if reading my mind. " Its okay i know Gerard canbe an asshole but after he finds out he'll be okay with it trust me." He gives me a soft kiss before gathering our things and stepping out of the car. We start walking to where i guess Gerard usually parks his car with our hands clasped and fingers intertwined. When we near the car i see his brother Mikey and his friend Ray, but no Gerard. They dont notice us until we're standing right beside them. Ray turns and smiles at Bob and says, "Hey guess what Gerar-" before getting cut off by Mikey who had just noticed me. Ray also stops and looks at me grinning. They then both look down at mine and Bobs hands intertwined. Mikey looks a bit shocked for a second but then his face becomes stoic like usual. Ray on the other hand let his mouth fall open, looked repeatedly fom our hands to our faces with a look of confusion and shock. He then smiled sheepishly and asked if we were dating or something. Before ican answer Bob replies " Nope, he's my boyfriend!" Ihear a small quiet gasp behind me and turn to see Gerard. He looks awful his eyes are red and swollen his face blotchy as if from crying. I can also see his hair is a mess and i know its from pulling which is what he does when frustrated or stressed. He looks at me and then at Bob with eyes full of hurt and..jealousy? Or maybe anger thats probably it. I turn back to look at his three best friends for his current demeanor but they all just look on with looks of concern. With some sympathy added to the looks of Ray and Mikey. I turn to face Gerard once more and now he just looks as if hes on his own little planet away from us deep in thought. Bob warily asks him if hes okay to which Gerard just quickly nods and looks down avoiding eye contact. He opens his mouth as if to speak then quickly closes it and then opens it again actually producing words." So the two of you huh? Since when?" "Umm.. Friday i guess and we spent the whole weekend going out on dates thats kinda why i couldnt go to your house." Oh no yeah thats okay it wasnt that big of a deal anyways." "Cool so youre fine with this?" "Yeah totally just a bit of a shock is all." I smile up at my boyfriend as he gives my hand a gentle squeeze. "So Gee would youmind giving us a ridecause my damn car wont start" he just nods and unlocks the car doors for all of us to get in. I end up sitting in back wedged between Ray and Bob. Mikey siiting in the passenger seat beside his brother. He starts the car and begins the ten minute drive to his house. The tension in the car was so thick i felt as if i were suffocating. We finally make it to his house and jummp out of his car. Mikey turns around and tells us to come inside and wtch movies like they usually do i guess. I start to refuse but he says that i have no choice and to get my ass in the house. The three of them walk into the way house leaving Bob and i outside. "I told you they would be okay with it. Even Gerard with the added tension is okay." "Yeah i guess your right but what if he its just an act and he doesnt want you with me?" "Its not an act i promise and besides like i give a damn. You are mine no matter what he says." He gives me a kiss which quickly starts to heat up. He detaches himself from my mouth and bites my lip. Slowly nipping his way along my jawline. He reaches my neck and furiously starts sucking on my skin. When he starts to add teeth i let out a low moan loving the sensation. He smirks against my skin continuing his work while pressing me against the car. He suddenly pulls off and returns to my lips. After a few mor seconds of kissing he breaks it and leans his forehead against mine. "Now everyone knows youre mine and cant say shit" he says while gently caressing the hickey he left on my neck. He takes me inside and start to head down towards the basement. I spot Gerard in the kitchen and whisper to Bob that im gonna go talk to him. He just smiles and says okay happy about my effort to get to know his friend. I approach Gerard and have a quick but meaning ful conversation with him. I end it witha kiss on the cheek and walk down the stairs to my waiting boyfriend.

Notes

Oh my fuck you all i have a n amazing recomendation for you alll. If you want to read simething that will make you fall in love and sob at the same time got to archive of our own and read Bondage mansion. Its heavy BDSM but that shit is so good its made me cry and now im fucking heartbroken its one chapter from the end and im freaking out. I love it so much and feel as if all of you should too, oh yeah did imention its a frerard with bert and all those fuckers we love so much.. As always thanks for reading and if this chapter isnt that good youcan blame it on my current emotional state. I just needed to write something happyish to recover.. oh god im sorry for rambling! Dammn this is long for me so didnt get to much into convo since it will be in Gees pov.

Comments

@KayKay
Soon but not soon enough.
Thanx for reading and commenting!

ms.MCR ms.MCR
2/9/15

D: please tell me you'll update soon <3

KayKay KayKay
2/9/15

@Gee'sCLUELESSgirl!

Thanks glad to be back :) Thank you for reading and commenting

ms.MCR ms.MCR
2/4/15

YEY! You're back!! Never thought this would return!.. Welcome back! Xx

@watercooler romance

I will, as soon as I'm finished with other updates ma'am! Thank you so much for reading and commenting!

@watercooler romance

ms.MCR ms.MCR
9/3/14