If I can't have you - Frerard/Frikey
Chapter 1 - THAT cliff
The couple lay on the good of the old beat up car, the blue sky had fluffy white clouds dotted through out it like cotton balls that had been pulled at and tossed into a bucket of blue paint. They had music blasting out through the car speakers, there was no one around for miles, no one could complain. The younger, and smaller of the two lay in their boyfriend arms, feeling safe and content. Immortal.
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Gerard groaned, he didn't think it was fair his brother was allowed to date the guy he had a massive crush on. They were out on that blasted movie cliff, you know the one, that's in every movie and in every sappy book. Yeah, THAT cliff. It wasn't even as if he hid the crush he had on him (shut up homophobes) with all the flirting (though at that point Mikey usually dragged him out of the room to stop me eye raping him). It was not fair. But he HAD a chance. That he massively blew. He had actually asked him out. As in went up to him and said "we bat for the same team, wanna start a league of our own?" And yes! They HAD gone out, for three whole weeks, three weeks of cuddling and the occasional make out session, for the first week. But then Gerard had to go and get all high and drunk, when Frank actually tried to help, Gerard had beat him up, got him to the floor at battered him to a pile of blood, tears and torn skin. Mikey ended up having to drive him to hospital in his second hand trans am, with three broken rips and a snapped wrist. Then, one month after frank had worked up the courage to dump him, Gerard's own brother had to make a move on him! Frank had said yes obviously, he couldn't turn anyone down, unless he was taken, because he hasn't got it in him to break anyone's heart. He could stick up for himself sure, he just had gone through enough emotional damage to not want to inflict it on others . It was sad, 'does he even love Mikey?' He thought to himself, 'or is he just scared?' Probably a mixture of the two. That's what he liked to think anyway. Gerard pressed the pause button on his CD player that looked like it belonged in 1990 and it stopped mid way through 'If I can't have you' by meatloaf, one of the songs from hang cool teddy bear. God the irony. Gerard sighed heavily, he had tried to quit, honestly, so maybe he would cast him a second glance but it was to freaking much. It dulled the pain for a while. Not for long enough.
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"Mikey?" Asked Frank, looking up through his dark hair at his boyfriend.
"Yeah?"
"Can we stay out here all night?"
"I guess, I don't know if it's a good idea, your immune system is crap to say the least and it's the middle of autumn on top of a cliff"
"You'll keep me warm" he murmured as he snuggled into his lovers side , wrapping his skinny arms around his slender waist. Mikey laughed and wrapped his arms around his small companion's waist, nuzzling his dark hair
"Fine then" he murmured, trying not to show his happiness at his boyfriends dependence on him. "I love you"
Frank froze for a moment, not two months ago was he saying that to his brother...but this felt so...right."I love you too Mikey" he said after about 5 seconds of thinking. Mikey was slightly disheartened at the time it took for him to say it back, so he tightened his grip around Frank's waist, pulling him even closer to his body. "M' cold" Frank mumbled, trying to get closer to his human heat supply. Mikey laughed, he had warned him.
"Do you wanna head back to mine?"
Another moment of hesitation
"Will G-Gerard be there?" He murmured forcing the sentence out of his throat
"Yeah...don't worry though, he clean and if so much as moves towards your general direction I'll stop him dead in his tracks" he reassured him, well, he thought Gerard was clean, though he was far from it, he and his brother used to be so, so close but they grew distant after Mikey had to drive frank to the hospital that one night.
"Okay then" as he started to stand up he was yanked back down, his head hitting Mikey's chest.
"Who said we were going now" he laughed as his boyfriend struggled
"Moikey!" He wined, repressing giggles .
"Mine" muttered Mikey as he pulled Frankie's converse clad feet in his lap and nuzzled his hair. He giggled ad he rested his head on Mikey's chest, closing his eyes, letting out a content sigh. But a small part of him wished it was Gerard.
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Gerard groaned, he didn't think it was fair his brother was allowed to date the guy he had a massive crush on. They were out on that blasted movie cliff, you know the one, that's in every movie and in every sappy book. Yeah, THAT cliff. It wasn't even as if he hid the crush he had on him (shut up homophobes) with all the flirting (though at that point Mikey usually dragged him out of the room to stop me eye raping him). It was not fair. But he HAD a chance. That he massively blew. He had actually asked him out. As in went up to him and said "we bat for the same team, wanna start a league of our own?" And yes! They HAD gone out, for three whole weeks, three weeks of cuddling and the occasional make out session, for the first week. But then Gerard had to go and get all high and drunk, when Frank actually tried to help, Gerard had beat him up, got him to the floor at battered him to a pile of blood, tears and torn skin. Mikey ended up having to drive him to hospital in his second hand trans am, with three broken rips and a snapped wrist. Then, one month after frank had worked up the courage to dump him, Gerard's own brother had to make a move on him! Frank had said yes obviously, he couldn't turn anyone down, unless he was taken, because he hasn't got it in him to break anyone's heart. He could stick up for himself sure, he just had gone through enough emotional damage to not want to inflict it on others . It was sad, 'does he even love Mikey?' He thought to himself, 'or is he just scared?' Probably a mixture of the two. That's what he liked to think anyway. Gerard pressed the pause button on his CD player that looked like it belonged in 1990 and it stopped mid way through 'If I can't have you' by meatloaf, one of the songs from hang cool teddy bear. God the irony. Gerard sighed heavily, he had tried to quit, honestly, so maybe he would cast him a second glance but it was to freaking much. It dulled the pain for a while. Not for long enough.
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"Mikey?" Asked Frank, looking up through his dark hair at his boyfriend.
"Yeah?"
"Can we stay out here all night?"
"I guess, I don't know if it's a good idea, your immune system is crap to say the least and it's the middle of autumn on top of a cliff"
"You'll keep me warm" he murmured as he snuggled into his lovers side , wrapping his skinny arms around his slender waist. Mikey laughed and wrapped his arms around his small companion's waist, nuzzling his dark hair
"Fine then" he murmured, trying not to show his happiness at his boyfriends dependence on him. "I love you"
Frank froze for a moment, not two months ago was he saying that to his brother...but this felt so...right."I love you too Mikey" he said after about 5 seconds of thinking. Mikey was slightly disheartened at the time it took for him to say it back, so he tightened his grip around Frank's waist, pulling him even closer to his body. "M' cold" Frank mumbled, trying to get closer to his human heat supply. Mikey laughed, he had warned him.
"Do you wanna head back to mine?"
Another moment of hesitation
"Will G-Gerard be there?" He murmured forcing the sentence out of his throat
"Yeah...don't worry though, he clean and if so much as moves towards your general direction I'll stop him dead in his tracks" he reassured him, well, he thought Gerard was clean, though he was far from it, he and his brother used to be so, so close but they grew distant after Mikey had to drive frank to the hospital that one night.
"Okay then" as he started to stand up he was yanked back down, his head hitting Mikey's chest.
"Who said we were going now" he laughed as his boyfriend struggled
"Moikey!" He wined, repressing giggles .
"Mine" muttered Mikey as he pulled Frankie's converse clad feet in his lap and nuzzled his hair. He giggled ad he rested his head on Mikey's chest, closing his eyes, letting out a content sigh. But a small part of him wished it was Gerard.
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5/28/14