Needing To Be Saved
Chapter 1.
"I can't take it anymore!" I scream.
"Calm down gosh," My sister tells me.
"No! I can't! I can't believe she dumped me like that!"
"It's not my fault you're stupid and gay. You actually think a girl would love you?" My sister says that then pops a popcorn kernel in her mouth and walks out of the kitchen.
"She's right who could love me.." I whisper to myself.
*cut*
I go up to my bedroom and open the door, I play some music on my stereo. Some Britney Spears, Kesha, Demi Lovato, usual stuff. I look at myself in the mirror.
"What's wrong with me?" I whisper. I have my hair tied back in a light brown ponytail cascading halfway down my back, kind of messy but whatever. Long legs, tall, average weight, thick thighs, thick ass, flat stomach, glasses. Girls would kill to look like me. Minus the glasses. Everyone hates glasses. I look at myself one more time. Then I realize why people don't like me. It's because I'm lesbian. I couldn't date a guy to save my life. I untie my hair and it kinda just doesn't move much. My hair is really damaged because I straighten it a lot. I smile, with teeth. I have braces. Would that technically make me a nerd? I stick my tongue out and giggle. Whatever. I sit down on my bed and pull open my laptop. I check my Facebook, normal stuff. Stupid drama. Then GMail. Then tumblr. I smile as I pull open my tumblr. I scroll through it and reblog a million things. Then I came across something.
I was unaware it would change my life.
"My chemical romance saves my life once again<3"
In my head I think "What's that a show?" I looked them up on youtube.
The first result was Famous Last Words. That sounds fun. (sarcasm) I click on it and listen to it. I hear amazing guitar, and this beautiful voice. The bass is what stuck with me. The lyrics are deeper than anything I've ever heard in my life. I felt connected to something for once. I felt.
Real.
Happy.
Like myself.
"Calm down gosh," My sister tells me.
"No! I can't! I can't believe she dumped me like that!"
"It's not my fault you're stupid and gay. You actually think a girl would love you?" My sister says that then pops a popcorn kernel in her mouth and walks out of the kitchen.
"She's right who could love me.." I whisper to myself.
*cut*
I go up to my bedroom and open the door, I play some music on my stereo. Some Britney Spears, Kesha, Demi Lovato, usual stuff. I look at myself in the mirror.
"What's wrong with me?" I whisper. I have my hair tied back in a light brown ponytail cascading halfway down my back, kind of messy but whatever. Long legs, tall, average weight, thick thighs, thick ass, flat stomach, glasses. Girls would kill to look like me. Minus the glasses. Everyone hates glasses. I look at myself one more time. Then I realize why people don't like me. It's because I'm lesbian. I couldn't date a guy to save my life. I untie my hair and it kinda just doesn't move much. My hair is really damaged because I straighten it a lot. I smile, with teeth. I have braces. Would that technically make me a nerd? I stick my tongue out and giggle. Whatever. I sit down on my bed and pull open my laptop. I check my Facebook, normal stuff. Stupid drama. Then GMail. Then tumblr. I smile as I pull open my tumblr. I scroll through it and reblog a million things. Then I came across something.
I was unaware it would change my life.
"My chemical romance saves my life once again<3"
In my head I think "What's that a show?" I looked them up on youtube.
The first result was Famous Last Words. That sounds fun. (sarcasm) I click on it and listen to it. I hear amazing guitar, and this beautiful voice. The bass is what stuck with me. The lyrics are deeper than anything I've ever heard in my life. I felt connected to something for once. I felt.
Real.
Happy.
Like myself.
Notes
when it says *cut* it means that she cut herself.Hope you guys liked it! All my other stories got deleted and I'm so sad about it. :( Suxx. Well tell me what you think! Muah!
8/18/13