~ Frank’s P.O.V~
I wake up feeling amazing, last night was amazing, Gerard was amazing. I look over to see he wasn’t there. I reach out to the clench the sheets in which Gerard had been. I lied there and smelled his sent of coffee, cigarette smoke and sweat with a hint of axe spray. But manly coffee and cigarettes. He love his smell, it’s like heaven. I start to drift away in the smell that is Gerard when I feel two arms wrap around my waist. Gerard kissed me up my neck and then our lips met.
Gerard: “Morning babe.”
Frank: “Morning.”
Gerard: “Last night. Best night ever.”
Frank: “To bad I wasn’t your first.”
Gerard: “Yeah, after all I am 4 years older than you. Forgive?”
Frank: “I know, I forgive you.”
Gerard: “Thanks.”
Frank: “Where were you?”
Gerard: “I had to drop off the comic pages remember.”
Ever mouth or so, Gerard sends in comic book sketches and then they used them for whatever. Best job ever if I do say so myself. He only has to leave and drop them off then he can work here while spending time with me and Mikey.
Frank: “oh yeah, ha ha I forgot.”
He kisses my forehead
Gerard: “I love it when you forget things.”
We sat and kissed until we hear a coughing and then light footsteps coming down the hall way at a quick pace. Mikey’s up. I can hear him dry heaving. I jump up and start to head to the bathroom when Gerard’s hand stops me.
Gerard: “Why don’t you go and eat I’ll take care of him. Can’t have you catching what he has.”
Frank: “Fine I’m gonna go have a smoke!”
Gerard: “You do that.”
He smiles, his lips are so kissable. Like there welcoming mine home. I get on my tip toes and kiss him. The start down stairs to have a smoke. I can hear Gerard talking to Mikey.
Gerard: “Hey bro, how’s it going?”
Mikey: “mmm”
Gerard: “I see that, come on.”
I can hear Gerard and Mikey walking slowly and the Mikey’s door closing with Gerard saying.
Gerard: “If you need anything call me. I’ll be up to check on you in a little bit.”
I open the kitchen window and light a cigarette. Inhaling it and holding in the smoke, I sat there and smoked until I hear Gerard walking down stairs. I had started doing the dishes? When did this happen? When did I put out the cigarette? I feel Gerard’s arms wrap around me. I take off the gloves. Yeah I where girl dish gloves. I don’t like how it feels when I’m all wet from anything but Gerard. I turn around and we share another kiss.
Frank: “How’s he doing?”
Gerard: “miserable.”
Frank: “Oh yeah. I forgot that the “Way’s” are not used to the common cold.”
Gerard: “Let me guess you and Mr. Common cold are buds because he won’t stop visiting you Mr. Week immune system.”
I gave him a fake shocked face and gently punched his shoulder. He laughed.
Gerard: “So what do want for breakfast?”
Frank: “Food.”
Gerard: “Well no shit.”
I giggled and he smiled.
Frank: “how about pancakes.”
Gerard: “See I got you addicted to them.”
Frank: “only because you make them, what’s your secret?”
Gerard comes closer to me to whisper in my ear.
Gerard: “My Cum.”
Frank: “oh my god Gerard.”
Gerard: “I’m just kidding; I only put cum in my waffles.”
Frank: “So that’s why they taste so good.”
I giggled and Gerard laughed.
Gerard made the pancakes and I just watched.
Then someone knocked on the back door.
I walked over to open it. Ray!
Frank: “Ray!”
I jumped at him and he held me with my legs wrapped around his waist.
Ray: “Hey Frankie. Gerard.”
Ray walked with me on him till he got to the table then Gerard came over and hugged Ray and I got down.
Ray: “Hey where’s Mikes?”
Gerard: “Sick in bed.”
Ray: “Really, I thought it would be Frank.”
Frank: “Okay I get it I’m sick all the time can we drop it.”
Ray and Gerard laughed.
They start up a conversion about the “what if” in life.
I think I zoned out because next thing I know Ray is looking at me and Gerard has his hand on my shoulder.
Frank: “What?”
Ray: “Gerard asked you a question.”
Gerard: “Yeah I asked if you want syrup on you pancakes. Are you okay?”
Frank: “Oh me yeah sorry I just zoned out.”
He pated my shoulder and walked back to the stove. Ray stands up.
Ray: “I’m gonna go check out how Mikey’s going.”
Gerard: “Okay”
Ray turn’s and walks out of the room, Gerard turns to me and asked me
Gerard: “Are you really okay? You were zoned out for like 3 minutes.”
Frank: “Gerard I’m fine, perfectly fine. I just zoned out. You do it all the time.”
He smiled and nodded.
Gerard: “I do, don’t I. But when I do it, I’m always thinking of something. So, what were you thinking about?”
Frank: “It’s not really important.”
Gerard: “Everything you do is important.”
He leaned down and kissed me. Than he took my hand and lead me to the stairs. We walk up to Mikey’s room and see Ray sitting next to Mikey’s bed.
Frank: “Hey Mikey!”
Gerard: “Hey Mikes.”
Mikey: “Mmm Hey.”
Frank: “how are you feeling?”
Mikey: “Like you.”
Frank: “What’s with everyone and the immune system jokes today?”
Mikey laughed a little and Gerard walked in and sat on the bed rubbing Mikey’s back.
I walk in but sit on the other side of the room.
Mikey: “Frank? Why are you over there?”
Frank: “I don’t want to get sick. So I’ll sit over here.”
He laughs and smiled.
We start a conversation about who would win a fight between Batman and superman.
Gerard and I say batman, Ray said Superman and Mikey didn’t say who. I think he fell asleep.
Gerard: “Batman is so much better than Superman.”
Ray: “No, superman is a super human. He’s stronger than Batman.”
Gerard: “Superman is a pussy. His weakness is a rock.”
Ray: “So!”
I had figured that I didn’t want to get in on this. So I just zoned out again.
I thought about what my life would be like if Gerard and I never met. If my mom and dad didn’t die.
I would most likely be alone and who knows my dad might have not liked me for being gay. My mom would love me and take care of me. I would be able to run to my mom when I got scared and she would take care of me when I got sick. Donna had told me that my dad was a drunk, yet loved me so much. I don’t remember much about them. If it wasn’t for Gerard I would not have my tattoo. I got it last year as a gift. I got it on the anniversary of my parent’s death. It took some time to explain to Donna that it was needed and that I wanted it so much. She thought about it for some time but she then agreed.
And now I have my scorpion on my neck. I can only dream that they are watching me right now. I can’t really remember my mom,
Gerard: “Right Frankie.”
But Donna said that She was so happy to be pregnant with me and that when I was born she cried. My dad was happy too.
Gerard: “Frankie?”
I wish I could see them. And if I could, I would tell them “I loved the-”
Gerard: “Frank!
I was dragged out of my thought by Gerard calling me. I had not realized Gerard had crossed the room and had his hands on my shoulder.
Frank: “Hmm?”
Ray: “you did it again.”
Frank: “Did what?”
Gerard: “Zone out.”
Frank: “Oh yeah? Sorry.”
Gerard sat next to me.
Gerard: “What were you thinking of?”
Frank: “Nothing.”
Gerard: “You’re lying.”
Frank: “What? No.”
Gerard: “Frankie, you’re crying.”
Crying? I just noticed I was crying, I wiped warm tears off my face. Gerard wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. I began crying again.

Notes

This Chapter will tell what Gerard dose as far as work, a little about Frank's mom and dad, Mikey's still sick. Ray stops by. i love this chapter, its kinda funny. :) enjoy. One more, Feed pack is appreciated. Love you guys!! Bye!!
~Rae!