~Frank's P.O.V~
We sat in silence. I really wanted to talk. Scream. Anything. I can tell Gerard wanted the same. He looked worried. Scared. I feel horrible its my fault he feels like this. I have to make it up to him somehow. Or at least make him smile his most beautiful smile. I looked at him I would have to mouthed the words he looked like he needed to hear. Something I need to here. I reach out and grab his hand. He turn and looks at me. I smile then mouthed.
'I love you.' He smiled.
Gerard: "I love you to Frankie."
He leaned over the table where we sat and kissed me. But in the middle of our make-out session the fucking microwave goes off. I want to curse the fuck out of it. Mounting the words 'Motherfucking son of a bitch.'
Gerard laughs and gets up walking to get our food out. I watch his ass as he walked. A smile slowly made its way upon my lips. He brings the pizza rolls to the table.
Gerard: " language Frank."
I flipped him off and he laughed.
Since I was a vegetarian we ate the ones with only cheese in it. I took a bit and dropped it. It was hot as fuck. I waved my hands back and forth as Gerard quickly got me a glass of water. He then laughed at me.
Gerard: "There hot babe."
I smiled. That deserves a middle finger. He leaned down and kissed my lips and i forgive him. He looked at me. Then whispered.
Gerard: "I so glad your alright."
I nod in approval. I'm glad I'm alright. we then ate our rolls. Once we finished our food we left to watch some TV. I wanted to talk to Gerard so bad. To say something, anything. I have to at lest try. I opened my mouth and Gerard looked at me. After a minute something came out but it was more of a whisper.
Frank: "G-Gerard."
Gerard: "yeah Frankie? Frankie? Frankie your talking! See Frankie you did it. I'm so proud of you"
He kissed my forehead. He then looked me in the eyes.
Gerard: " Frankie I have to show you something. And I didn't show you this before because I didn't want to scare you. Please don't be mad."
He then pulls out a piece of paper. I open it and read what it says.
Once I finish I feel slightly dizzy. Mark was at the park. And now he's coming for us.
Frank: "I'm not mad at you Gee you were only trying to protect me" he smiled and we kissed the sat and watched TV again. I can't believe this Mark could show up and kill us at any moment. I get a shiver down my spine and turn to Gerard. Hopefully he will have an answer to my Question.
Frank: G-Gerard?"
Gerard: "Yeah Frank?"
Frank: "G-Gerard w-what are we going to do about M-Mark? Is, Is he coming for us?"
Gerard looked at me and smiled.
Gerard: " I really don't know Frankie. But I will be right by your side. He won't touch you. I promise."
I nod and lay down on his chest.
It was this moment that I realized that it was Gerard that I wanted to spend my life with. I want him to be my first. Well here goes nothing. Frank: "Gerard?"
My voice came out a little stronger but still in some kind of whisper.
Gerard: "Yeah Frankie?"
Frank: "Gerard, will you be my first?"
Gerard: "What?"
Frank: "will you have sex with me. Right here Right now?"
He looked at me like I'be gone crazy.
Gerard: "Are, Are you sure?"
I nodded and jumped on him smashing our lips together.
We kiss and I start undoing my belt when Gerard stops me.
Gerard: "Frank are you sure? I mean Mikey's in the other room."
Frank: "yes I'm sure. Hes most likely asleep. And if he's not * i kiss him* he's probably high off cold medicine and trying to figure out how many fingers he really has."
Gerard: "Is that really what being high on cold medicine is really like?"
I nod.
Frank: " Yeah it’s like your floating in the air. When you look down its just like your falling and there's no end, then if you look at your hands it’s like there's like 6 finger's it hand, and everything moves in slow motion. It’s some crazy shit Gerard ."
Gerard: "is that really what it’s like for you when you drink that shit?"
I nod.
Frank: "It’s like getting high but not.”
Gerard: "Yeah um okay. Okay Frankie. But for real do you want to give up your virginity to me? I mean it’s a special thing. And I'm not.”
Frank: “Gerard, you are the most special person ever. You’re Beautiful, talented, you have an amazing voice, you saved my life Gerard. You take care of me when I’m sick, in which I’m sorry to say that is all the time. You make me happy. You make me feel like the luckiest person in the whole world. So yes. I want you to take my virginity. Make me a man."
I smile and so dose Gerard.
Gerard: "Fine. I'm not proud that my Boys going to be a man, but I’ll do it. If you want. I would do anything for you love. My beautiful man boy."
I giggle at him remark.
Frank: "thank you."
We share another kiss as Gerard picks me up off the couch bridle style and carry's me up stairs and in to the bedroom we shared.
Frank: “I love You Gee”
Gerard: “I love you too Frankie”
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Notes

Hello Fan's of my story. okay so i went back and reread some of this story. Chapter one made no since. lol. so i went and rewrote chapter one and two then posted them so if you wanna you can reread them if not it dose't matter. i find it better then what i had before so tell me what you think. feed pack is appreciated. love you guys. Bye! \ ( ._. ) /
~Rae!