A New Start
We Are All Alone
Katy’s POV
We stepped into the hall together. When we got into the car, Frank turned to me.
“You wanna go home and interrupt Mikey and Pete’s play date or do you wanna do something fun?” He asked.
“Well when you put it like that.” I said shrugging. He smiled and started the car. We drove for a while until we reached the cinema. I felt a smile grow on my face as we exited the car and bought our tickets for some horror movie I’ve never heard of. Of course, being the baby I am, I hid behind Frank the whole time he didn’t seem to be too fazed by the movie. By the end of the movie, I was practically in Frank’s lap, he didn’t seem to mind though. It was around 8pm so we agreed on going to a nearby diner. We ate pancakes and drank coffee, despite the time. We stayed silent for the most part, the occasional music conversation popping up. Other than that, a comfortable, invited silence. I was having a good time, until the stupid, gorgeous waitress tried to flirt with Frank. He didn’t even glance in her direction, that didn’t stop me from scowling at her whenever Frank wasn’t looking.
I still had no money so Frank payed. I felt bad for making him spend so much money on me. While we were driving home, he broke the silence.
“Why are you so afraid of Jack and Alex? I mean besides the obvious reasons.” I stared at my hands in my lap for a few seconds before answering.
“I trusted him, and at one point I think I actually really liked him but, He ruined that. I was too afraid to break up with him, I didn’t know what he would’ve done to me at that point. He even carved his name into me, so I’ll always be his. He hurt me anyway possible. Verbally, Physically..”
“Sexually?..” He asked hesitantly. I quickly shook my head. He relaxed some, but not much.
“That’s maybe the only thing he didn’t take away from me. I sometimes tell myself he’s the one that cause me to get bullied on top of neglected by my own parents. Even though I know it’s my own damn fault. Pete and Patrick were my only friends. Patrick works for my dad and Pete moved in with him when his parents kicked him out for coming out. Alex just creeps me out, he’s extremely bipolar, and I don’t know what he’s capable of. The first few days he dragged me into the bathroom and beat me up when he tried to kiss me. I cut because of Jack, I had an eating disorder for 2 or 3 years because of him, and he haunts me. Well now my nightmares seem to be coming alive. He’s back and who knows what he’ll do to me now that he has me back. I’m sorry but you guys aren’t going to do anything but piss him off and get in his way. I don’t want you guys to get hurt because of me. I’m just scared.” I babbled on.
Wait. Shit. Did I just admit I’m scared, to someone I still barely know.
No, it’s Frank, I know him. He’s sweet, he wouldn’t try to hurt me. He was so sweet today, and he took you out. On a date?
No not a date, he doesn’t like you that way. Does he?
No, Didn’t you hear what Jack said? No one could ever love you. He didn’t say anything about liking you though. No, Jack had a point. Look at me, no one could ever like an ugly bitch with so many problems. I’m surprised Pete even likes me.
Shit, I was quiet for too long. I wonder if he noticed. I heard Frank sigh. I looked up to see us parked in front of my house. When did we get here? I looked over to see Frank staring at me. He suddenly climbed out of the car and walked to my side. He opened my door for me as I stepped out.
“Mikey’s car is still here.” He said staring at the red car parked in the driveway behind Pete’s.
“You can come in..if you want..” I said slowly. He nodded and I led him into the house. We quietly entered the house and snuck past the couple on the couch, not wanting to interrupt their make out session. When we got to my room I sat on my bed. I must’ve left my phone here. There were 2 missed calls from Lexi and 3 texts wondering where we went. I quickly texted her about our activities earlier and reassured her that I was fine then put my phone on the nightstand.
“I have 5 texts from Gerard wondering what I did to you.” Frank said smirking up at me. I rolled my eyes. He typed something on his phone then set it down. “And to what you said earlier, you don’t have to be afraid. If one of us gets hurt it won’t be because of you, it’ll be because Jack or Alex.” My breathing hitched. “We wouldn’t let anything happen to you.” He said quickly, grabbing my hand to calm me. It helped a little, I kept my eyes glued to the floor. I felt Frank squeeze my hand. I looked up at him, he was closer then I remember. “I won’t let anything happen to you.”
I didn’t believe him at first but his eyes didn’t show any sign of lying. His big, beautiful, hazel eyes. The perfect, pale skin of his oval face, his cute, small nose. My eyes roamed down to the silver lip ring wrapped around his bottom lip. His perfect, thin, pink lips. I bit my own lip ring and looked down to fight the urge. I focused on the black blanket under us.
His phone rang, making me jump. He bit his lip ring before answering it. After a few minutes he hung up and sighed. I need to get home. He said quietly, still staring at my face. I nodded, slightly disappointed. “Just remember, your not alone. You have all of us now..” He said standing up. I walked him down the steps and we stepped out the door, onto the porch.
“Bye.” I said quietly, staring at my black converses. His hand lifted my chin up so I was looking into his eyes. Before I could take another breath, his lips were on mine. Soft and warm. I closed my eyes and leaned into the kiss. All my worries seemed to fade away. All my doubts, everything. I gripped his shirt in attempt to pull him closer. One of his hands rested on my side, the other, still softly holding my face. Moments later we pulled apart for air. Both smiling, as he rested his forehead against mine.
“Bye.” he said, quickly kissing me before walking to his car. I watched as he drove away.
“AWWWWWWWWW!!” I heard behind me. I spun around to see Pete and Mikey ,with their arms around each other, in the doorway. I shot them a glare but couldn’t help the smile that formed on my tingling lips. “Next time you see us kiss, don’t make such a big deal or we’ll make it worse for you every time you two kiss.” I was a little surprised to hear that from Mikey. I guess he doesn’t feel too shy around Pete anymore. I pushed past the giggling couple and walked to my room. I got dressed in my Pajamas and got into bed. My phone buzzed from the nightstand.
From:Frank
Goodnight(:
I smiled and replied quickly before closing my phone and falling asleep.
We stepped into the hall together. When we got into the car, Frank turned to me.
“You wanna go home and interrupt Mikey and Pete’s play date or do you wanna do something fun?” He asked.
“Well when you put it like that.” I said shrugging. He smiled and started the car. We drove for a while until we reached the cinema. I felt a smile grow on my face as we exited the car and bought our tickets for some horror movie I’ve never heard of. Of course, being the baby I am, I hid behind Frank the whole time he didn’t seem to be too fazed by the movie. By the end of the movie, I was practically in Frank’s lap, he didn’t seem to mind though. It was around 8pm so we agreed on going to a nearby diner. We ate pancakes and drank coffee, despite the time. We stayed silent for the most part, the occasional music conversation popping up. Other than that, a comfortable, invited silence. I was having a good time, until the stupid, gorgeous waitress tried to flirt with Frank. He didn’t even glance in her direction, that didn’t stop me from scowling at her whenever Frank wasn’t looking.
I still had no money so Frank payed. I felt bad for making him spend so much money on me. While we were driving home, he broke the silence.
“Why are you so afraid of Jack and Alex? I mean besides the obvious reasons.” I stared at my hands in my lap for a few seconds before answering.
“I trusted him, and at one point I think I actually really liked him but, He ruined that. I was too afraid to break up with him, I didn’t know what he would’ve done to me at that point. He even carved his name into me, so I’ll always be his. He hurt me anyway possible. Verbally, Physically..”
“Sexually?..” He asked hesitantly. I quickly shook my head. He relaxed some, but not much.
“That’s maybe the only thing he didn’t take away from me. I sometimes tell myself he’s the one that cause me to get bullied on top of neglected by my own parents. Even though I know it’s my own damn fault. Pete and Patrick were my only friends. Patrick works for my dad and Pete moved in with him when his parents kicked him out for coming out. Alex just creeps me out, he’s extremely bipolar, and I don’t know what he’s capable of. The first few days he dragged me into the bathroom and beat me up when he tried to kiss me. I cut because of Jack, I had an eating disorder for 2 or 3 years because of him, and he haunts me. Well now my nightmares seem to be coming alive. He’s back and who knows what he’ll do to me now that he has me back. I’m sorry but you guys aren’t going to do anything but piss him off and get in his way. I don’t want you guys to get hurt because of me. I’m just scared.” I babbled on.
Wait. Shit. Did I just admit I’m scared, to someone I still barely know.
No, it’s Frank, I know him. He’s sweet, he wouldn’t try to hurt me. He was so sweet today, and he took you out. On a date?
No not a date, he doesn’t like you that way. Does he?
No, Didn’t you hear what Jack said? No one could ever love you. He didn’t say anything about liking you though. No, Jack had a point. Look at me, no one could ever like an ugly bitch with so many problems. I’m surprised Pete even likes me.
Shit, I was quiet for too long. I wonder if he noticed. I heard Frank sigh. I looked up to see us parked in front of my house. When did we get here? I looked over to see Frank staring at me. He suddenly climbed out of the car and walked to my side. He opened my door for me as I stepped out.
“Mikey’s car is still here.” He said staring at the red car parked in the driveway behind Pete’s.
“You can come in..if you want..” I said slowly. He nodded and I led him into the house. We quietly entered the house and snuck past the couple on the couch, not wanting to interrupt their make out session. When we got to my room I sat on my bed. I must’ve left my phone here. There were 2 missed calls from Lexi and 3 texts wondering where we went. I quickly texted her about our activities earlier and reassured her that I was fine then put my phone on the nightstand.
“I have 5 texts from Gerard wondering what I did to you.” Frank said smirking up at me. I rolled my eyes. He typed something on his phone then set it down. “And to what you said earlier, you don’t have to be afraid. If one of us gets hurt it won’t be because of you, it’ll be because Jack or Alex.” My breathing hitched. “We wouldn’t let anything happen to you.” He said quickly, grabbing my hand to calm me. It helped a little, I kept my eyes glued to the floor. I felt Frank squeeze my hand. I looked up at him, he was closer then I remember. “I won’t let anything happen to you.”
I didn’t believe him at first but his eyes didn’t show any sign of lying. His big, beautiful, hazel eyes. The perfect, pale skin of his oval face, his cute, small nose. My eyes roamed down to the silver lip ring wrapped around his bottom lip. His perfect, thin, pink lips. I bit my own lip ring and looked down to fight the urge. I focused on the black blanket under us.
His phone rang, making me jump. He bit his lip ring before answering it. After a few minutes he hung up and sighed. I need to get home. He said quietly, still staring at my face. I nodded, slightly disappointed. “Just remember, your not alone. You have all of us now..” He said standing up. I walked him down the steps and we stepped out the door, onto the porch.
“Bye.” I said quietly, staring at my black converses. His hand lifted my chin up so I was looking into his eyes. Before I could take another breath, his lips were on mine. Soft and warm. I closed my eyes and leaned into the kiss. All my worries seemed to fade away. All my doubts, everything. I gripped his shirt in attempt to pull him closer. One of his hands rested on my side, the other, still softly holding my face. Moments later we pulled apart for air. Both smiling, as he rested his forehead against mine.
“Bye.” he said, quickly kissing me before walking to his car. I watched as he drove away.
“AWWWWWWWWW!!” I heard behind me. I spun around to see Pete and Mikey ,with their arms around each other, in the doorway. I shot them a glare but couldn’t help the smile that formed on my tingling lips. “Next time you see us kiss, don’t make such a big deal or we’ll make it worse for you every time you two kiss.” I was a little surprised to hear that from Mikey. I guess he doesn’t feel too shy around Pete anymore. I pushed past the giggling couple and walked to my room. I got dressed in my Pajamas and got into bed. My phone buzzed from the nightstand.
From:Frank
Goodnight(:
I smiled and replied quickly before closing my phone and falling asleep.
Notes
Sorry it's so short and sorry I didn't have it up earlier. Frank's POV next. Hopefully I'll have it up by tomorrow. It depends if my Spanish teacher is a bitch tomorrow or not. I was also on Twitter, Facebook, Skype, Vine, Youtube. No excuses, I know but I was being entertained and it's possible that I'll have a boyfriend tomorrow :D Haven't had one of those in a while. Of course I won't stop obsessing over MCR though. And I won't stop reading these, I can't stop writing them.. Holy shit, I'm turning into Miley Cirus!! :( FMLJK. See ya guys tomorrow, hopefully.
Love ya <3 byebye
@Hopeless Ruby
Lol thank so much... If I have the time I will thank you
4/14/14