Dearest Frankie,

My world feels like it’s crumbling down, every passing hour I feel more numb. I can’t live like this anymore, I just want to come home.

I miss you more then I can bear, and now with the passing of Mikey, I feel like you’re the only one I have. Other then the girls of course. I had to watch as Mikey was shot. God dammit, it’s his fault. He wouldn’t listen to me and just stay the hell where he was. He had to try and run. It serves him right, this is what he gets for never listening his whole life. I know I sound hostile and rude, but this feels good to me. I haven’t been able to vent for awhile, and I know that you’re the only person I can vent to. I love you so much Frank, I’ll be home soon. Don’t stop believing in me. Send the girls my love please.

There’s something I have to do. It should be done in person, but Frankie, I just can’t wait that long. I want you to answer truthfully in your reply letter. You’re my everything Frank, and I would like to spend the rest of my life with you. I have to take risks now, there’s no time to hold back.

All My Love,
Gerard

P.S. Will you marry me?