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@AmericanaExotica96
Awww, thank you so much! Just yesterday a bunch of girls I don't even know came to me and said I look older and I look very 'emo' with black hair and the offensive part was, they.didn't.even.know me :c I'm still learning the art of not giving a fuck, tho.
You are so freaking nice to me, about everything, I just...thank you. <3
About the story, I'm sorry, I should've updated yesterday, but. Homework. School. *profanities*
Awww, thank you so much! Just yesterday a bunch of girls I don't even know came to me and said I look older and I look very 'emo' with black hair and the offensive part was, they.didn't.even.know me :c I'm still learning the art of not giving a fuck, tho.
You are so freaking nice to me, about everything, I just...thank you. <3
About the story, I'm sorry, I should've updated yesterday, but. Homework. School. *profanities*
You're incredibly talented with writing holy shit :O
There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you're perfect just the way you are, whether your hair is black or blonde or pink, it doesn't define you as a person and if anyone wants to judge you then fuck them! Just remember you always have a place in the MCRmy and we love and care for you no matter what. Please don't hesitate to message me if you want to talk, I know exactly what you're going through and I want to make sure you're okay <3
On that emotional note, your story is fantastic and please update whenever you feel the time is right c: x
There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, you're perfect just the way you are, whether your hair is black or blonde or pink, it doesn't define you as a person and if anyone wants to judge you then fuck them! Just remember you always have a place in the MCRmy and we love and care for you no matter what. Please don't hesitate to message me if you want to talk, I know exactly what you're going through and I want to make sure you're okay <3
On that emotional note, your story is fantastic and please update whenever you feel the time is right c: x
I just fucking love this too damn much... you are a brilliant writer, if you ever need to talk, feel free to message me.
Really good story so far!! Vampire frerards are my all time favorite. Btws I hope your anxiety attacks happen less often because I know how badly they suck but they get better eventually.
@BeautifulKilljoys
Ah, I'm sorry but I don't have a Kik account... but I'll consider installing it on my phone :3 Also, thank you very much. The self harm thing is (I hope) just past, I try not to think about it so I wouldn't be tempted.
So, you can text me about your Kik account in case I join Kik, then I'll surely add you. xx
P.S. I hope I'd have the time to update the story this weekend, since I had no spare time this week. :c
Ah, I'm sorry but I don't have a Kik account... but I'll consider installing it on my phone :3 Also, thank you very much. The self harm thing is (I hope) just past, I try not to think about it so I wouldn't be tempted.
So, you can text me about your Kik account in case I join Kik, then I'll surely add you. xx
P.S. I hope I'd have the time to update the story this weekend, since I had no spare time this week. :c
This story is amazing and the way you write is really different from any other I have read. I cant say I completely understand the self harm part, but I do know a lot more about it then I should. I cant really tell you all the things I want to here but we could Kik if you want? You probably dont but the offers there:)
@Genocide Casket
Oh my god, thank you, thank you, thank you. Three 'thank you's are not enough at all! I'm so thankful I opened the link to this website, I had no idea I'd 'meet' such beautiful people here. And I mean beautiful- inside beauty that reflects to the outside- because I believe it does reflect. Thank you for your kind words. I don't want any of you to have any experience in this kind of stuff. Can't just the world be a happy place?
Well, most of my classmates are being cruel and all but I try not to care much. Like today- I heard a girl in my class saying I might be lesbian since I don't date boys (which is only because I've never met a nice one, nor a nice one has ever met me..) and I just tried not to pay attention although I just wanted to scream at them that there's nothing wrong with being gay, that it's none of their bussiness and that if I don't act like a whore, just like they do, dating a different boy every 3 days, doesn't mean I'm a lesbian. Agh, they're just too dumb.
You are my friend now, just like everyone that's ever supported me on this site. Your words are strong and they give me some odd feeling of security. And calling me 'talented' is the biggest compliment, my favorite compliment of all compliments. :D I mean, I am not sure how much I believe I have talent, or if it's developed, but I am reallyreally thankful! Like, it means so much to me that you like my story and you share your opinion!
iloveyoutooawkway? xx
Oh my god, thank you, thank you, thank you. Three 'thank you's are not enough at all! I'm so thankful I opened the link to this website, I had no idea I'd 'meet' such beautiful people here. And I mean beautiful- inside beauty that reflects to the outside- because I believe it does reflect. Thank you for your kind words. I don't want any of you to have any experience in this kind of stuff. Can't just the world be a happy place?
Well, most of my classmates are being cruel and all but I try not to care much. Like today- I heard a girl in my class saying I might be lesbian since I don't date boys (which is only because I've never met a nice one, nor a nice one has ever met me..) and I just tried not to pay attention although I just wanted to scream at them that there's nothing wrong with being gay, that it's none of their bussiness and that if I don't act like a whore, just like they do, dating a different boy every 3 days, doesn't mean I'm a lesbian. Agh, they're just too dumb.
You are my friend now, just like everyone that's ever supported me on this site. Your words are strong and they give me some odd feeling of security. And calling me 'talented' is the biggest compliment, my favorite compliment of all compliments. :D I mean, I am not sure how much I believe I have talent, or if it's developed, but I am reallyreally thankful! Like, it means so much to me that you like my story and you share your opinion!
iloveyoutooawkway? xx
@MyChemicalMuse
Trying to act happy and be there for the others when you're hurting inside is really hard so don't you blame yourself! You are a strong person and you'll get through it, I'm absolutely sure! xx
@plasma creature
Ah, thank you sooo much! I actually consider starting writing the next chapter, even though I already have tons of homework and I'm always super tired, no matter how many coffees I drink. :c My mother's been acting nicely since I've started school (which I'm sure has something to do with her behavior towards me). When we don't see each other that often, we fight less, it seems. She was a little mad at me yesterday evening about a stupid reason, but other than that, the only problems I have are at school. Like, the teachers are all horrible, expecting us to be perfect. Also, my psychology teacher talked about broken families today. You can see that it's a painful issue for me and she just kept using offensive words, so I just had to turn away and hide in my hair, because my eyes teared a little. I've known this woman for a day, and I already dislike her, she's so mean when she talks! Anyways, thank you so much for the support! I'll be sure to remember you lovely people are here for me, but don't forget I'm here for you, too! I may answer a little late, but it's just because school is killing me. And I'm sorry you had this horrible thing called Panic Attack, I just want to hug all of you people who's been through something like this, or just support people who did. Why can't I hug you? :c *sends a huuuge virtual hug*
Trying to act happy and be there for the others when you're hurting inside is really hard so don't you blame yourself! You are a strong person and you'll get through it, I'm absolutely sure! xx
@plasma creature
Ah, thank you sooo much! I actually consider starting writing the next chapter, even though I already have tons of homework and I'm always super tired, no matter how many coffees I drink. :c My mother's been acting nicely since I've started school (which I'm sure has something to do with her behavior towards me). When we don't see each other that often, we fight less, it seems. She was a little mad at me yesterday evening about a stupid reason, but other than that, the only problems I have are at school. Like, the teachers are all horrible, expecting us to be perfect. Also, my psychology teacher talked about broken families today. You can see that it's a painful issue for me and she just kept using offensive words, so I just had to turn away and hide in my hair, because my eyes teared a little. I've known this woman for a day, and I already dislike her, she's so mean when she talks! Anyways, thank you so much for the support! I'll be sure to remember you lovely people are here for me, but don't forget I'm here for you, too! I may answer a little late, but it's just because school is killing me. And I'm sorry you had this horrible thing called Panic Attack, I just want to hug all of you people who's been through something like this, or just support people who did. Why can't I hug you? :c *sends a huuuge virtual hug*
okay first off, your mother's been extremely cruel and unreasonable. i know from experience ( a lot of experience) how bad a parent's negativity can hurt you. and i sincerely wish you didn't have to put up with something so harsh and terrible. second off: as far as your classmates go: Fuck 'rm. i know it's easier said then done, but honestly, in a few years it wont matter, so don't let some assholes get to you, you're better then that and you're stronger than that. PS: i bet your hair looks awesome. and finally. you do have friends, maybe not in the traditional we can hang out after school or go to the movies kind of way, but i assure you about 99.9 and a half of the people on this site will be here for you whenever you need it. you have more friends than you realize. hell I'll be your best friend if you want. i just hate seeing someone as talented and beautiful as you going through self destruction because of people who are too dull witted narrow-minded and cruel to understand that stick and stones can hurt, but words can have much worse effects. i love you and stay strong PSS: this story i fucking amazing! ugh god! you're so talented xD . update whenever you can , iloveyou okaybyenow<3
@zombie Thanks:) it is partly my own fault though because I always try to be happy and support other people... But thanks for the support and thanks for writing this story!
i love your story its an amazing story, and my dear do not listen to your mother she may be blind but i see how your hurting inside, the very same thing happend to me just yesterday and my panic attack was unlike anyother ive had so i know what its like but baby trust me you will get through it remember that your not alone, you have all of us on here that love you and care for you so if you ever need anything anything at all you have us to spill your heart aand pain to, think of us as your frankie when you feel like your going to break we love you very very much <3
@MyChemicalMuse
I'm sorry you go through the same hell, dear. :c You can always message me if you need to talk! I already found people that care, and this is the people on this site (including you). <3 And it makes me utterly happy that you like my story! xx
I'm sorry you go through the same hell, dear. :c You can always message me if you need to talk! I already found people that care, and this is the people on this site (including you). <3 And it makes me utterly happy that you like my story! xx
I know how you feel, even though none of my friends or family ever notice. I hope you feel better soon and I am sure someone will show up to be there for you:) I love your story by the way, you are a great writer:)
It's ok and I'm sorry bout your mom. I hope it gets better and I hope YOU get better if you wanna talk I can
@Heartless Killjoy
It's relly not going so great so far and I have the feeling tomorrow's gonna be pretty bad, but thank you for caring, it means a lot! I love you, too! xx
It's relly not going so great so far and I have the feeling tomorrow's gonna be pretty bad, but thank you for caring, it means a lot! I love you, too! xx
10/6/13