KittehMeowz

Please don't judge me solely on my screen name. I have loved My Chem since the beginning. I've owned the rock action heroes, "Life On The Murder Scene", the limited edition Black Parade Box with the white hoodie, the day of the dead masks & coffin. I was part of the MCRmy.net board (mcr_vamp_girl, and went by Regret) and posted on there, I almost cried that grey day in August of '13 when I went looking for it and it was completely gone.

Maybe for others the "About Me" thing is simple to write, but I'm not like the others. I find this section to be far harder. Maybe it is due to over thinking or maybe it is due to the fact that I'm unsure if others will read or care about what they have read. Are you still reading?

I hide behind the written word. I can write out far more than I could ever hope to speak. Poetic moments hit randomly and that's when you can get the most out of me. I ponder the "what if's" allot more than I should, I admit. My faith in humanity is tainted though it doesn't show often. I would rather spend all my money on someone else before I would spend it on myself. As far as I am concerned what I would buy is far more useless than what I could buy or give others. Though at this point in life it would probably be a better plan to keep my money to myself and save for the future. But then again what is the future without today? I am trying desperately to live life for its entirety. Music, poetry, my family and my girlfriend are the most important things to me at the moment (12/14/2013). Recently romance movies have become more attractive to me than thrillers. Finding out about myself more each day I now know I do not want to stay in the geographical area I am currently in. Furthermore I want to get around to going to college some day soon after I get my CNA of course. Which is easier said than done when the forms won't work with me.

Spirituality and meditation mean allot to me and I try to meditate every day. I could talk about things therein almost all day long to be completely honest. For that matter I could explain a little more, but I am not going to. I am sure that most people that have read any of this think I am crazy enough the way it is or are nodding because they actually understand what I am carrying on about.

Sincerely, Kitteh/Khaos