Find out the meaning behind your dreams

Hi guys! Okay here's the deal. I'm kind obsessed with dreams and I LOVE to find out the hidden meanings behind them. I've even got a book that I take everywhere. It's kind of sad really, but whatever. Anyway, I was wondering if you would tell me your dream so I can decipher it and then I’ll send you the meaning as soon as possible. The message would have to be really detailed and stuff. Also if you want, I'll tell you what I think the dream could mean as well as what the book says. Eeeeh I'm so excited! This is going to be so fun. I can't wait to hear from you.

I had this dream where it was how my life would be if my dad was alive. First, my mom dropped me and my sisters off at my grandma's house. Then my Dad came and whispered to me "I'm back," and I ran up to him and hugged him. Then he talked to my grandma and I went to his apartment and I found out I had a stepmom(my parents split up four years before he died). Then we spent the day at the beach, after walking on the sand for a mile this cartoon shark jumped out a said to my dad "Is this Mr.Joel Fernandez?" My dad replied "yes" and then the shark ate him. Then I woke up.

I had a dream that the guy who sexually assaulted me was sitting beside me as we were watching t.v. (Like the night he assaulted me) but it was a little cartoon on the screen instead of a movie. I was sitting in someone's lap and the guy started freaking me out and I started shaking and singing Demolition Lovers (which was on replay along with the light behind your eyes)