Frank's P.O.V Today's the day I get to meet up with Gerard. I've been out of the hospital for about one week and I told him we'd hang out today. Gerard texted me his address. He only lived like two block from my house so it wasn't that long. I walked for about 15 minutes before I found his house. I walked up the porch steps and rang the door bell. The door opened. It was Mikey, the guy from the hospital. "Gerard!!! Your boyfriends here!" I felt myself blush. "Yeah okay." I heard Gerard yell. Mikey invited me inside. Their house seemed to be falling apart. The walls, that were probably once white, were a yellowish in some spots. Obviously from cigarette smoke. the walls were chipped, and everything was kinda dark. But it was clean. someone must keep up on the house work. Gerard came up stairs and greeted me. He must have just gotten out of the shower because he smelled like shampoo and his hair was wet. "Hey!" He ran up to me and gave me a hug. I hugged him back. "Hey." He kissed me, catching me off guard. It was so nice. I realized how much I missed him. "Oh my god seriously. Get a room." Mikey walked in and pretended to shield his eyes. "Whatever. Let's go to my room." We walked down to the basement where there was a nice finished bedroom. His room had posters up on the walls, comic books all over the floor, clothes, and other assorted crap. I liked it. It reminded me of my room. We sat down on his bed. I noticed a stack of comics on his dresser. "Dude you didn't tell me you read Doom Patrol!" "Its only like my favorite. I've read every single one." "That's so badass!" I flipped threw an issue witch happened to be #35. "Wanna watch a movie?" "Sure." Gerard put in a Jaws. Classic. We watched the movie for a bit, when out of no where Gerard just attacked my face. I kissed him back roughly. His mouth tasted like mint. I could feel our teeth clicking together. "This needs to go." I pulled off Gerard's t shirt revealing soft milky white skin. I began just moving my hands over his chest. Just appreciating every inch of his skin. I moved back up to his lips kissing them lightly. He deepened the kiss. the door flew open. "What the fuck!!" "Shit!" I heard Gerard yell. I got off Gerard and quickly threw him his shirt. I looked up at the person who opened the door. It was a tall man who was kinda bulky. I think its his father. "Who the fuck is this you little faggot? One of your new boy toys?" "I uh... just..he.....well." Gerard couldn't give a straight answer. "Get the fuck out of my house you filthy faggot!" His command was directed towards me. I didn't know what to do. I looked at Gerard who was obviously terrified of his father. I got up and ran past his father and up the stairs to the second floor. I was just standing there by the stairs that led to Gerard's room when I heard a cry come from the basement. It sounded like Gerard. My heart sank into my stomach. I heard another cry. I could feel my heart ripping in half as I stood there listening to someone I care for get beaten. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't just leave him. I didn't have a choice so I left. I walked right out the door. I felt so evil for leaving him. I felt a searing hot pain in the back of my head that was guilt. I walked home as fast as I could. As soon as I got there I ran as fast as I could to my room and texted Gerard. To: Gee I'm so sorry. I feel like an ass for leaving. I didn't know what to do! Please please be okay. I got no reply back. I just sat on my bed staring at the ceiling. *knock knock* "Frankie can I come in?" It was my mom. "yes." She opened the door and then closed it behind her. "What's wrong dear?" My parents still don't know that I'm gay. And if I were to come out I would probably be sent to one of those 'scare you straight' school. "Its really okay." "Oh Frankie what happened?" She came and sat at the end of my bed. "Mom really, I'm fine. Its no big deal." "Okay well come down and have some dinner, your father just got home from work." She gave me a smile and left. I didn't feel like eating at all. I also hadn't taken my medication so I was feeling rather off. ill just go have dinner, act normal, and then just throw it up latter. I went downstairs to the kitchen. My mom had made a vegetable stir fry with rice for dinner. The smell of the food made me nauseous. I got a plate of food and took a seat across from my father. I ate a bit but couldn't stop thinking about Gerard. We ate in silence for most of the meal. "Can I be excused?" I put my fork down on my plate. "Is everything alright?" My father asked. "Yeah. I'm fine." I got up put my food away. And put my dishes in the sink. I went back up to my room to mope. I checked my phone. No reply from Gerard. Oh god I hope he didn't try anything! My mind swarmed with what might have happened. I grabbed my phone and texted Gerard again. To: Gee Gerard I'm so sorry. Please just answer me! I got a reply right away. To: Frank I'm fine. Just a little scrapped up. I can't believe his own father would hurt him. A tear rolled down my cheek.

Notes

chapter 14. All I want by Kodaline -T