
I'll save your life, if you save mine
F.T.W.W.W
Gerard's P.O.V
I woke up at 7:00am. "Fuck my life." I threw on an iron maiden t shirt, black skinny jeans, and black converse. I put on some eyeliner and ran out the door. I put in my headphones and the misfits last caress blasted in my ears. I saw my friend Charlie waiting for me. "Hey Gerard! What's up?" Charlie is a girl. Her real name is Charlotte but she doesn't like it so i thought Charlie suited her bettrf. "Oh nothing. Just excited to have another fine and productive day at school!" I was obviously being sarcastic. "Lets go princess." She huffed at my sarcasm. We listened to my ipod until we reached our destination. School.
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I made it threw the whole day without having to deal with the jocks. I was walking from my locker to meet Charlie so we could walk home together when suddenly i was pulled by the back of my sweatshirt into the boys bathroom. Not this shit again. "Let go of me asshole!" I tried to wiggle free but it was no use. "Hey Way, i thought maybe if you were done sucking dick we could have a little chat." It was James. The star quarterback of the football team. "I said let me go asshole!" His grip tightened on my jacket.
"Don't pull that attitude with me faggot!" His fist collided with my jaw. I felt a searing pain in my lower face. I keeled over and he kicked my in the ribs and stomach. "What are you boys doing in there?" It was my science teacher Mr. Mailloux. We all held our breath. Until James spoke. "Um... nothing sir."
"Well hurry up because schools over." Mr. Mailloux walked away. "We'll be back tomorrow Way!" James and his click skittered out of the bathroom. I stood up and brushed myself off. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Charlie running up to me. "Hey where were you? You were supposed to walk me home."
"I just got caught up by James and his possy. Sorry." She gave me a worried look.
"Are you okay gee?"
"Yeah im fine." She helped me pick up my bag and my belongings and we walked out of the building. "Come on lets get you home. I also have to talk to you." We walked for about l0 minutes until i finally asked her what she wanted to talk about. "So what's up Charlie?" I asked looking down at my feet. "My mom got a job in Indiana. I'm moving at the beginning of next month." No. No. She can't leave. She can't just leave me like this!
"You can't leave me. I need you. Your my best friend. There gonna eat me alive at school!"
"Gee I'm sorry. This isn't my decision. Its my moms. Trust me i want to stay but i can't." I didn't know what to say. "I...um...just.....don't....bye." i ran as fast (which wasn't very fast) as i could back to my house. I ran inside, Thank god my dad wasn't home, and ran down stairs to my room. I pulled my black box from under my bed. I opened it and pulled out my razor. I was in need of relief because of all the shit that just happened in the last hour. I pulled up my sleeve and just sliced up and down. There was blood dripping on the brown carpet in my room. Wen i was finished i went to the bathroom and bandaged up my self inflicted wounds.
I woke up at 7:00am. "Fuck my life." I threw on an iron maiden t shirt, black skinny jeans, and black converse. I put on some eyeliner and ran out the door. I put in my headphones and the misfits last caress blasted in my ears. I saw my friend Charlie waiting for me. "Hey Gerard! What's up?" Charlie is a girl. Her real name is Charlotte but she doesn't like it so i thought Charlie suited her bettrf. "Oh nothing. Just excited to have another fine and productive day at school!" I was obviously being sarcastic. "Lets go princess." She huffed at my sarcasm. We listened to my ipod until we reached our destination. School.
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I made it threw the whole day without having to deal with the jocks. I was walking from my locker to meet Charlie so we could walk home together when suddenly i was pulled by the back of my sweatshirt into the boys bathroom. Not this shit again. "Let go of me asshole!" I tried to wiggle free but it was no use. "Hey Way, i thought maybe if you were done sucking dick we could have a little chat." It was James. The star quarterback of the football team. "I said let me go asshole!" His grip tightened on my jacket.
"Don't pull that attitude with me faggot!" His fist collided with my jaw. I felt a searing pain in my lower face. I keeled over and he kicked my in the ribs and stomach. "What are you boys doing in there?" It was my science teacher Mr. Mailloux. We all held our breath. Until James spoke. "Um... nothing sir."
"Well hurry up because schools over." Mr. Mailloux walked away. "We'll be back tomorrow Way!" James and his click skittered out of the bathroom. I stood up and brushed myself off. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Charlie running up to me. "Hey where were you? You were supposed to walk me home."
"I just got caught up by James and his possy. Sorry." She gave me a worried look.
"Are you okay gee?"
"Yeah im fine." She helped me pick up my bag and my belongings and we walked out of the building. "Come on lets get you home. I also have to talk to you." We walked for about l0 minutes until i finally asked her what she wanted to talk about. "So what's up Charlie?" I asked looking down at my feet. "My mom got a job in Indiana. I'm moving at the beginning of next month." No. No. She can't leave. She can't just leave me like this!
"You can't leave me. I need you. Your my best friend. There gonna eat me alive at school!"
"Gee I'm sorry. This isn't my decision. Its my moms. Trust me i want to stay but i can't." I didn't know what to say. "I...um...just.....don't....bye." i ran as fast (which wasn't very fast) as i could back to my house. I ran inside, Thank god my dad wasn't home, and ran down stairs to my room. I pulled my black box from under my bed. I opened it and pulled out my razor. I was in need of relief because of all the shit that just happened in the last hour. I pulled up my sleeve and just sliced up and down. There was blood dripping on the brown carpet in my room. Wen i was finished i went to the bathroom and bandaged up my self inflicted wounds.
Notes
okay, so my first fanfic. (: i hope at least one person reads it. leave me comments!Frank you!
-toxic sunrise
I have some ideas. I would love to continue this if you don't have any ideas or just don't want to keep writing <3
9/4/16