That night, me and Helena went off to bed, she was still crying, so i didn't want to mention the little secret i knew. maybe in a few day's i'd tell her. Didn't wanna bum her out anymore today. she went of to the bathroom, tears still streaming down her face, she closed and locked the door. i heard her looking around the drawers. i sighed.
Helenas POV
I sighed and ran the razor blade over my arms, counting the strikes. 1...4....17....32. i stopped. blood was getting everywhere... by that i mean in the bathtub where i was sitting. F***. my arm hurt. i washed away the blood and and dried my arm, pulling my log sleeve down. i walked out and laid down next to Gerard. My teeth hurt... Gerard had told me of a phropocy that had to do with me and my 21st birthday. That was in a month.
Franks Pov
I hate saying this, but i was kinda thankful Lilah had killed herself... that sound heartless but im not glad. but she gave us an excse for why helena was crying. God. i needed her right now. i needed to feel her lips against mine, to have her in my arms...

Notes

short i no but im in the process of getting mikey and gee's adresses and phone numbers!