Demolition Lovers
Never Let Them Take The Light Behind Your Eyes
Frankie's POV
I sat on the couch with my head in my hands while Gee paced the living room back and forth. I knew I had fucked up big time. The difference between me and Gee is that he always likes having something to fall back on in case an idea of his doesn't work out. In this case, it's school. I've always hated it, but I agreed that I'd go to school so I could always have a degree just in case my music didn't take off. But I'm more spontaneous, I never make plans for shit and I had such a gut feeling that we were gonna make it with this, so I just said fuck everything. Obviously, Gee wasn't taking this too lightly.
"Frank, what the fuck? I thought we discussed this baby.", he said sitting down next to me rubbing his forehead. I told him how I felt about the band and really kicking off with it, "And what happens if it doesn't work, Frank? You have to think about these things, you can't just go off your gut all the time." I sat back and closed my eyes, I couldn't argue with him because we both knew he was right.
"I'm sorry baby, but fuck it's something I've always wanted to do, you know that. I hated school anyway.", I said as I pushed myself up off of the couch. I hated that I disappointed him, but I hated being forced to do something I didn't want to either. I turned around and Gerard was looking up at me, his beautiful golden hazel eyes glazed over waiting to push the first tear over the ledge that was his eyelid. Instantly my eyes began to well up with the guilt.
I was fucking lodged between a rock and a hard place.
Gerard's POV
I laid in bed looking up at the ceiling fan twirling above me. I knew I couldn't make Frankie do something he didn't want to do and I didn't want to. I just wanted to make sure that he was never ass out in life and just wanted the best for him. But no matter what I say, he is his own man. I can't baby him for the rest of his life.
I walked back into the living room to talk to him, but he had passed out on the couch. I kneeled down next to his ear and whispered him to come to bed. He brought his hand up to his hair to wipe it out of his face before I laid a soft kiss upon his lips. He smiled and sat up, I grabbed his hand and we headed to the room. "Frankie, you know I love you and only want what's best for you, right?", I asked as we both got undressed. I slipped on my Batman pajamas and threw myself across the bed. "But whatever you want to do, I'll support you one hundred percent." He turned to me with the most bashful smile across his face. He always knew how to make me melt.
"You know that means the world to me. I was afraid you were going to leave me. I love you.", he said laying on top of me, "More than anything in this world." We smiled at each other and he raised a brow at me, then he started kissing my shoulder. I tried to stop him, the shivers he sent down my spine as he nibbled on my collar bone told me otherwise. He whispered words into my flesh as he removed my shirt over my head. The feeling of his warm breath against my cold skin made me want him more. I gripped handfuls of his luscious black hair as ran his tongue across my hip bones.
"Frankie baby...", I moaned out as he slid off my pants and ran his hands up the inside of my thighs. His touch was like a burning sensation, his finger tips setting my body on fire with every graze. He kissed his way down my thigh and nibbled back up, my body trembled under his lips and I felt them form a smile. He knew exactly what he was doing to me. He pulled himself back up to my lips, brushing his stiffened bulge against mine. I drew in a deep breath as we touched and he ran his tongue over my neck. His hand found its way under my boxers and he wrapped his fingers around my hard on. I grunted in pleasure as he tightened his grip on me. He knew exactly what drove me crazy.
He kissed his way back down my body while he stripped me of my last bit of clothing. Then finally he did it. I gripped the sheets as he took me into his mouth running his tongue of wonders all over me. It got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore and I pulled him back up to me. I flipped him over to where I was on top of him and ripped his clothes off. "Oh yeah Gee?", he said smirking down at me as I kissed down his stomach. I responded with a wink and he laid back with his eyes shut in bliss as I traced every muscle with the tip of my tongue. I returned up to his neck to nibble on it as I took in a handful of him. He groaned into my ear while running his nails down my spine. I winced with pleasure as I ran my hand over him faster. He locked his arms around my neck and brought me into a kiss and moaned into my mouth while I nipped at his bottom lip. He whispered he loved me in between our lips embraces and smiled up at me.
This man was pure ecstasy.
I sat on the couch with my head in my hands while Gee paced the living room back and forth. I knew I had fucked up big time. The difference between me and Gee is that he always likes having something to fall back on in case an idea of his doesn't work out. In this case, it's school. I've always hated it, but I agreed that I'd go to school so I could always have a degree just in case my music didn't take off. But I'm more spontaneous, I never make plans for shit and I had such a gut feeling that we were gonna make it with this, so I just said fuck everything. Obviously, Gee wasn't taking this too lightly.
"Frank, what the fuck? I thought we discussed this baby.", he said sitting down next to me rubbing his forehead. I told him how I felt about the band and really kicking off with it, "And what happens if it doesn't work, Frank? You have to think about these things, you can't just go off your gut all the time." I sat back and closed my eyes, I couldn't argue with him because we both knew he was right.
"I'm sorry baby, but fuck it's something I've always wanted to do, you know that. I hated school anyway.", I said as I pushed myself up off of the couch. I hated that I disappointed him, but I hated being forced to do something I didn't want to either. I turned around and Gerard was looking up at me, his beautiful golden hazel eyes glazed over waiting to push the first tear over the ledge that was his eyelid. Instantly my eyes began to well up with the guilt.
I was fucking lodged between a rock and a hard place.
Gerard's POV
I laid in bed looking up at the ceiling fan twirling above me. I knew I couldn't make Frankie do something he didn't want to do and I didn't want to. I just wanted to make sure that he was never ass out in life and just wanted the best for him. But no matter what I say, he is his own man. I can't baby him for the rest of his life.
I walked back into the living room to talk to him, but he had passed out on the couch. I kneeled down next to his ear and whispered him to come to bed. He brought his hand up to his hair to wipe it out of his face before I laid a soft kiss upon his lips. He smiled and sat up, I grabbed his hand and we headed to the room. "Frankie, you know I love you and only want what's best for you, right?", I asked as we both got undressed. I slipped on my Batman pajamas and threw myself across the bed. "But whatever you want to do, I'll support you one hundred percent." He turned to me with the most bashful smile across his face. He always knew how to make me melt.
"You know that means the world to me. I was afraid you were going to leave me. I love you.", he said laying on top of me, "More than anything in this world." We smiled at each other and he raised a brow at me, then he started kissing my shoulder. I tried to stop him, the shivers he sent down my spine as he nibbled on my collar bone told me otherwise. He whispered words into my flesh as he removed my shirt over my head. The feeling of his warm breath against my cold skin made me want him more. I gripped handfuls of his luscious black hair as ran his tongue across my hip bones.
"Frankie baby...", I moaned out as he slid off my pants and ran his hands up the inside of my thighs. His touch was like a burning sensation, his finger tips setting my body on fire with every graze. He kissed his way down my thigh and nibbled back up, my body trembled under his lips and I felt them form a smile. He knew exactly what he was doing to me. He pulled himself back up to my lips, brushing his stiffened bulge against mine. I drew in a deep breath as we touched and he ran his tongue over my neck. His hand found its way under my boxers and he wrapped his fingers around my hard on. I grunted in pleasure as he tightened his grip on me. He knew exactly what drove me crazy.
He kissed his way back down my body while he stripped me of my last bit of clothing. Then finally he did it. I gripped the sheets as he took me into his mouth running his tongue of wonders all over me. It got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore and I pulled him back up to me. I flipped him over to where I was on top of him and ripped his clothes off. "Oh yeah Gee?", he said smirking down at me as I kissed down his stomach. I responded with a wink and he laid back with his eyes shut in bliss as I traced every muscle with the tip of my tongue. I returned up to his neck to nibble on it as I took in a handful of him. He groaned into my ear while running his nails down my spine. I winced with pleasure as I ran my hand over him faster. He locked his arms around my neck and brought me into a kiss and moaned into my mouth while I nipped at his bottom lip. He whispered he loved me in between our lips embraces and smiled up at me.
This man was pure ecstasy.
8/15/13