Changing Me Forever

Frank P.O.V

I couldn't breath, there was something in my mouth... Liquid? No it's too thick... Foam maybe? I was choking on my own saliva .... Wait I know that taste... Shit no it's vomit! Oh god no! Not all over Gerard's futon! Why! Oh god! Tell me he's not seeing me like this!! Wait no... I'm not on the futon... It's too hard... It's ... It's .... Wet. Stone cold and hard too. I tried to get up but I couldn't move. I was paralysed! Holy shit please let me move I'm choking! I tried rolling over so I could puke to the side. No someone's hands are on me!! Fuck Gerard is that you?! Please no! You can't see me like this! You can't see me like this!

I could feel my eyes popping out of my head! Was I crying?... No it's rain! I could feel it but all I could see was black like I was blind! Shit! No I cannot be blind! Just while I was obsessing about being blind I realised that if it was raining that I was outside... I was paralysed on the sidewalk... I was no longer safe in Gerard's basement! I was outside! Fuck no! How did I get here! Shit shit shit! What's happened! How did I get here!

I tried to to scream but I choked more. I was definitely mentally screaming! Trying to be heard! I was suffocating! And someone was groping me! I screamed louder mentally hoping that somehow he would get the message, hoping to fuck that we would have some kind of telepathic connection! I was screaming!!! 'GERARD WHERE ARE YOU!!?? OH GOD!! PLEASE!! SOMEONE HELP ME!'

Notes

Little teaser for you guys! Thanks for bringing me back to this! Really enjoying writing again!