Just give me all that pain.

Elizabeth** (TW: abuse, mentions of self-harm)

After saying goodbye to Gerard and whatever-her-name was that walked up beside him, I made my way to Biology.

As I rounded the corner to the lab hall, I was violently propelled into a row of lockers, falling to the dirty floor, my attacker spoke:

"Stay the fuck away from him, do you understand?" they seethed, unthreateningly I might add, Scoffing I lookup "Stay away from who? I've bearly been here a whole day!" I inquired skeptically "Please, you know exactly who. He's mine I'm his understand?" her expression was stone cold, with her arms crossed, looming over me like a stalker about to stab their victim "stop looking at me like a dum-founded cow. Answer my question!" she shrieked "listen, I honestly don't know who-" "MY BOYFRIEND YOU IDIOT"

She crouched down to my level and fisted my hair "Gerard Way. Is mine." she seethed proceeding to punch me square in my eye before swiftly standing up and sashaying away as if nothing happened; standing up I held onto the locker's for support as I made my journey to my first class.

I walked in, head down trying not to get noticed... that is until I unexpectedly caught Frank's attention and he called me over. "Hey what happened to your eye?" Frank worried "Was it Tyler, I will kill him" shaking my head I sigh "It was whoever is dating Gerard I guess." there was a sharp gasp and I looked over at Frank curiously "Lindsey did this to you?" he sounded disbelieved, which was odd, considering she played the bitch role so well...

Slowly I nodded, serving him a puzzled look "why do you seem so shocked, Frankie?" I asked surely she can't put up a fake front ALL the time. "because at the time of us telling her, she seemed so optimistic, couldn't wait to meet you" he trailed off at the end.
"Okay, class!" a loud, deep, accented voice greeted as the person followed suit. A tall man with salt and pepper hair stood there...and looked right at me. He was on the slimmer side and walked with a limp.

"Who can tell me the name of a new, small, being who has no clew what happened yesterday?" he pondered to the class, slamming a few stacks of paper onto his desk, before walking over to the coffee machine.

One kid put their hand up but all the teacher said next was "Nope you're wrong." Poor guy didn't even get the chance to open his mouth "The answer is Elizabeth Burch" the teacher spoke after a mouthful of coffee, as his eyes landed on me.

The lab was filled with squeaking stools as everyone spun to look at me. My face went beet red and I wished at that moment I could have evaporated into the air. "Why don't you tell us a bit about yourself?" Mr.British.Cocky.Fuck smiled; and Instantly felt like my lungs collapsed, he stared at me expectantly, grasping his coffee cup between both of his hands. I looked at him with an expression readable as if I had no clue what he had just said to me, all I could do was shake my head in disagreement. "I don't think she feels comfortable with that... sir" Frank spoke up for me, the teacher just hummed in response.

Everyone's eyes were still on me when the teacher started talking again "you can all observe the newbie on your own time until then you pay attention!" he bellowed and everyone's heads snapped forward as he began teaching. "Is he always like this?" I murmur to Frank and he chuckles "pretty much" was his reply.

The class drug on for another thirty-five minutes and then the bell finally rang. "Jesus Christ" I sigh in relief "don't get too happy we still have another seven classes" Frank laughed "don't remind me" I groaned walking out of the room "I hate that they gave me biology" I complained, "I'm not good for cutting animals!" I exclaimed.

"You're right cutting yourself if probably your strong suit," some random asshole remarked "hey! that shits uncalled for!" Frank defended "I wasn't talking to you, pip-squeak. I was talking to the cutting board" tears filled my eyes... but my sadness turned to fear when I saw Frank lunge at the dickwad and started feeding him punches.

"Frank!" my voice fell on deaf ears, "guys stop!" I attempted to pull them away from each other, but to no avail. They just kept rolling, punching, and name-calling. Even worse a small crowd had bean to form, chanting the words 'fight' over and over. "What the fuck is happening?" a voice asked from behind me causing me to shriek and spin around... it's only Gerard. "Holy fuck is that Frank?" obviously it was a redundant question because seconds later Gerard was ripping an angry, thrashing Frank away from the ass hole who was also being peeled away by a friend.

"Frank, are you a fucking imbecile?" Gerard spat, once we were outside the small circle that formed as I stood there awkwardly, Frank huffed angrily at his comment "that fuck nut started it, he called Elizabeth a fucking cutting board" Gerards face hardened further at Franks response "you are one suspension away from being kicked out" "Mrs.Keen wouldn't kick me out" Frank laughed, Gerard just shook his head and looked at me.

"Oh my god what happened to you?" he gasped, obviously now realizing my black eye "oh, it was nothing" I lied not wanting to get his girlfriend in trouble "bull shit it was nothing" Frank countered... oh great. "What do you mean?" Gerard turned his attention back to Frank "Lindsey cornered her just before class and well apparently punched her" I glowered at him "fuck you, Frank" I crossed my arms "wait, my girlfriend did this to you?" Gerard questioned "look, it's nothing she just got the wrong impression I think" both of the boys sighed and exchanged disapproving looks. Thankfully the bell rang for the next class and I could get out of this tense situation.

~

"-Elements combine to form chemical compounds that are often divided into two categories. Metals often react with..." "do you have any idea what she's talking about?"

I was sitting in Chemistry now, being bored out of my mind by first few day nonsenses when the question was asked, I looked to my right to see a girl with almost-white hair and green eyes looking about as lost as I feel "not a clue in the world, sorry" I shrugged awkwardly and she giggled "oh good, me either... I'm Lynn, by the way" she smiles "Elizabeth" I replied returning the smile "you new here? I've never seen you around" she remarked "yeah, I came in halfway through the day yesterday" she nodded, the conversation kind of died there until class was over.

"So have you made any friends yet? well besides me" she jokes "um yeah, but only because I knew someone outside of school and he introduced me to his other friends" she nodded "oh cool, its always good to have friends, especially in this school" I chuckled nervously at her comment as we walked down the hall.

"Elizabeth!" I hear my name being called and turn around "and there they are now" I laughed as Frank, Ray, Gerard, and Mikey all trail down the corridor "and Lynn!" she remarks sassily, crossing her arms "yes you too baby" Mikey mumbled while kissing her gingerly "you didn't tell me you were friends with my boyfriend" she smirked "oh I uh, I'm sorry I didn't" they all started laughing at my stammering "calm down sweet-heart I don't bite" she giggled I laugh nervously along. "So who wants a smoke" Ray nearly shouted and everyone agreed.

We make our way to the courtyard and sit down on top of the little rock circle "so how do you like this school so far?" Mikey asked taking a drag from his smoke, I looked up at him taking a drag of my own "It's okay" I shrug "don't lie!" Frank groaned "Gerard's girlfriend cornered her this morning and then some ass hole insulted her in the hall" Frank spat "it's not that big a deal Frankie" "The hell its not" he flicked his smoke angrily, I just shook my head.

~

"It looks like someone else got sick of your shit too" Tyler commented once I got into his car, referring to the darkening bruise Lindsey gave me earlier "what not gonna say anything?" he taunted "sure if that's what you want to call it" I mumble, he slammed down on his breaks and glaired at me "take that tone with me again, see what happens next" he grits "sorry" my voice came out soft "no... but you will be," he snapped.

The second we get into his house I'm thrown on the floor and kicks were being served "you stupid slut, you're probably fucking that Frank twink behind my back and his girl found out at taught you a lesson. Looks like I have to finish it" sneers ripping me up by my hair and throwing me down again, my head bounced off the hardwood with a sickening crack and I felt my vision become instantly fuzzy " wasn't" I sob out uselessly as he delivers another kick, cracking my rib this time. What felt like centuries later he was done "go clean yourself up and I'll think of taking you back home" slowly I rose to my feet and stumbled to the bathroom.

I ran my fingers through my hair, cringing every time I lifted my arms too high due to the pain, after that I took a washcloth and ran it under warm water to wipe my face down. Then I slowly treaded out of the bathroom toward the front of the house where he was standing expectantly "Let's go. I need to get to work if you don't end up pissing me off maybe we can watch a movie tomorrow" he mumbled, I nodded making my way over to him.

"You know I love you right?" he questioned, lifting my face to meet his gaze I nodded slowly "you just need to learn not to make me this mad. I don't like having to teach you lessons but if that's what's called for... well you understand, right baby?" he gave me a smile that my dumb ass melted into every time, "Yeah, I understand, I'm sorry" I sigh "just stop doing it and you wouldn't have to be" and with that he was out the door, walking to his car with me following suit. The drive was silent, neither of us spoke, the radio wasn't even on but when we pulled up to my house the strangest thing happened... Tyler pulled me in for a kiss "I love you" he states "I love you too" I reply "you better" he responds almost threateningly but keeps his smile.

I made my way quickly away from the car and into the house, oddly confused. 'Maybe he did feel bad and was starting to change?' I thought to myself, it was a preposterous idea, but it was nice to think about...

Notes

I've been gone, long, and I don't know whos here, but I am and I have chapptteerrss to possttt, which means I'm back lol